Here I was in the early 90's. 26 years old and fucking a hot married milf named Betty and a hot 20 year old red head named Teresa. Betty had dark hair, large breasts, a slim waist, nice big ass and soft, smooth legs. Teresa had short red hair, perky little tits, slim waist, a perfect ass and long beautiful legs. Teresa was white as a ghost most of the time. She sun burned very easily. I have many treasured memories of Betty. She was my first love. I had only had sex once before Betty and I used her body to vent all those years of wanting sex but not getting any. She told me that I was trying to kill her. Back then I could fuck for as long as I wanted without cumming. I learned from Betty that it was better to lick the woman and make her nut first, then let her suck me for a while before I screwed her. My dick stayed hard after I came so usually we would fuck again. On average, we would fuck for 3 hours and I would cum twice. She would cum several times. When I got home afterwards, I would take a shower and jack off. I have a lot of good memories of Teresa too. I remember the fist time we fooled around. It was in my car. Her neck and shoulders were hurting so I gave her a massage. I told her it would be better if I put my hands under her shirt and she agreed. After rubbing her back for a while I let my hands slide around to her stomach. It was very firm, she almost had a six pack and I said it. She thanked me and said she had been doing workouts to loose her baby fat. She was afraid her boobs would get smaller though. I slowly moved my hands to her breasts. She didn't stop me, in fact, she let out a sigh. I gently massaged her boobs and started kissing her neck. Teresa loved it. We didn't fuck and until a few nights later. It was in the back seat of my car. I remember the smell of her leather coat and the smell of her sweet pussy. Her pussy always smelled and tasted good the whole 2 1/2 years we were together. 

     For almost a year I was with Betty and Teresa. I would do one of them one night and the other one the next night. I was still living with my parents because they needed my rent money. I couldn't bring Betty to my room, my parents would have fliped out. They knew Teresa and she was age appropriate so I could bring her home and fuck her. We had to be fast and quite though. Betty and I would fuck outside. We had 3 differant places to go. A couple of times the bugs ate us up. When it got cold we started renting hotel rooms. Teresa and i did most of our fucking in my car. Teresa almost caught Betty and me. She was driving around looking for me and drove back the farm were Bety and me would go. She didn't see my car and drove off. Betty knew all about Teresa and would give me advice on her. We were fuck buddies she would tell me. God knows she told me everything about her husband. I felt like a porn star. 2 women!! Wish I could have done both of them at the same time. Wish I had pics of them nude.

     Teresa told me one night that she was in love with me and she had always had a crush since she was 16. I told her that I too had been interrested in her from that time onwards. I was with Betty the next night and felt really guilty. Teresa was my girl friend and was in love with me and here I was cheating on her. For the next 2 weeks I felt this way and Betty noticed that the sex wasn't like it used to be. So, I told Betty about my feelings and told her that we didn't have a future together because she was so much older than me and married. She said she knew that we would have to break it off sooner or later but she thought that she would be the one to do it. We made love one last time. It was as great as the second time we did it. She spent the night with me in the hotel. Betty had never done that before. I filled her up with my cum 3 times and twice on her body. We showered several times and even fucked in the shower. The room had 2 beds so we used 1 for sex and slept in the other. That morning she gave me a last long blow job. I was tired as hell and so was she. Our legs were shakey when we left the room. Betty and I remained friends and would still talk all the time at work. I think of her a lot. Sometimes if I'm having trouble getting or keeping a hard on I think of her and it helps.

     Teresa and I screwd all the time. She could cum just when I touched her clit. I've never been with another woman that could cum as easily as Teresa did. She loved sucking my dick too. She would swallow my loads too. I wish I had talked her into anal. I'm sure she would have tried it. Iloved 69ing with her. That perfect ass and sweet cunt in my face. I could look down and see her tits hanging down and my dick almost all the way in her throat. I had been in love with Betty but soon I was in love with Teresa.

    More next time. 

      My little sister started having some of her friends come over and stay the night. They were all around 13 I guess when it first started. There was Teresa, a slim redhead. Diana, a chubby brunette with large boobs. Rhonda, a hot blue eyed blonde cheer leader. And a petite blonde named Kim. Rhonda was the prettiest and then Teresa. I didn't pay any attention to these girls the first couple of years. Rhonda started flirting with me one night. She came into the living room wearing nothing but panties and a long white shirt. She stood in front of the tv so i would listen to her. She was talking about her dad got a couple of horses and wanted to know if I wanted to come over some time and ride with her. I could see right through her shirt. She had a bra on unfourtunatley. But man those tan legs were great. She ran around the house showing those legs off and sometimes a glipse of panties. One time she was showing us all her cheer moves. Doing back flips and cartwheels. She had a great body. Still does, even after having 2 kids. One morning I was able to watch her get dressed. Rhonda took off her shirt. I still remember to this day what she looked like in her bra and panties. God, she was hot. I watched her put on her shorts and tee shirt.

       My sister told me that Rhonda liked me but I was way too shy to do anything about it. Except jack off while thinking about her. Rhonda came into my room one morning and pulled me out of bed. We wrestled on the floor a little and I let her pin me down. I swear she was going to kiss me. At least that's what I have allways thought. My brother had cock blocked me several times in the past. This would have beeen his moment. As it turned out, my mom became the cock blocker this time. So, when my mother walked into the room the moment was lost. Rhonda saw my camera on the desk and sked if I was any good at taking pictures. She let me take 3 pics of her. I still have them. She started dating boys right after that. I have always regreted not asking her out. 

     One night I walked onto the front porch to go into the house. It was dark outside and the porch light was off. Just as I reached for the door a light came on in the front room and there was my sister's friend Diana. She looked around to make sure no one watching her. She couldn't see me through the door window because it was dark outside. Diana kicked off her shoes, pulled off her shirt and then pulled off her shorts. There she was in her bra and panties. I prayed that she would take off the bra. She had very large breasts. She turned around and bent over, getting her night gown out of her bag. What a nice ass she had! I hadn't noticed before how much baby fat she had lost that summer. Her legs looked good too. My dick got hard. She rubbed lotion all over those thick legs before she put on her gown. Those big beautiful boobs hanging down and swaying while she applied the lotion. After she was dressed I turned around and went to the garage to jack off. Twice.

     One morning as I was walking down the hall, I passed my sister's room and the door was open about an inch. On the other side was Teresa. All she had on was bra and panties. Just standing there filing her fingernails. I watched her for a good 3 minutes before she turned her back to me and continued filing. Her ass was very nice. Her legs really turned me on too. After 5 minutes of watching her I went back to my room to play with myself. 

      My sister had sleep overs for about 5 years. All these things I have told you happened in the last 3 years of them. I think these girls were between 15 and 18. They would spend the night in a spare bedroom we had. It had a door going outside. Some boys stopped at the house one night and the girls sneaked out to be with them. When my dad found out he fixed the door somehow so it wouldn't open. The door had window in the top of it. So you couldn't see out the window but it let light in. I sometimes got a ladder and looked into that window at night to watch these girls. Never saw much, just legs. 

      I had always had the hots for Teresa but she was 5 years younger than me and I was too shy to talk much to her. She called me one day after work. She asked if I would teach her to drive and to also look over her car that her grandfather had given her. Holy cow! I asked why her mom or dad didn't teach her. They made her nervous. I asked why her boyfriend didn't do it. What boyfriend she said. I went over to her house the next day. Her dad explained that he didn't know much about cars and knew that I worked on them. He knew that she was going to ask me to teach her to drive so he said to just let me go over it. Teresa came out of the house wearing a short skirt and a spagheti strap shirt. Man she looked good. She was right next to me as I looked under the hood. I even slid under her car to take a look. I got to look right up her skirt and those butt cheeks were popping out. 

     For the next 2 weeks Teresa and I would go driving almost every day. She fixed me supper a couple of times to pay me back. She always dressed so that she showed as much skin as possible. I had been fooling around with an older woman at work that I had a crush on. But I had been lusting for Teresa for years. Betty, the older woman, couldn't meet with me for those 2 weeks that I spent with Teresa. Teresa told me one night that there was movie playing in town and she wanted me to take her. I couldn't talk. She told me that she  knew I had a problem with shyness. She told me that I was an introvert and explained what it ment. Teresa also informed me that she had a crush on me. Always had. Wow!! 

    Teresa and I went on several dates. It looked like I was going to have a hot girlfriend and a hot milf on the side. Shortly after I turned 26 Teresa and I started having sex. She had turned 20 and was going to a local college to become a nurse. Teresa was very smart. Teresa was very sexy. Teresa liked to have sex a lot. 

    More to come. The best two and a half years of my life.

    The third time Betty and I met, we went to our spot by a stream in the middle of a big farm. She told me she was on her period but we could still fool around and have fun. I didn't know exactly what periods were. All I knew was women bled and had to have Kotex's. We threw the blanket down on the ground by a pool of water and took off our shoes and sat on a rock ledge with our legs in the water. It was late August and hot. We talked for a while. My hands would wonder up and down her thigh and ass. I would lean close and kiss her neck. After a while she returned the favor.

     We decided that we were very happy with each other and was very glad we met. She thought about me a lot and I her. She knew that I had a crush on her for quite a while and liked it. We both thought each other was hot and sexy and enjoyed having sex with each other. She had already told me about her first two husbands and couple of boyfriends. I just couldn't believe her currant husband didn't have sex with her every night. Betty was fairly certain he was seeing another woman and that was why she was cheating on him. They hadn't had sex in 6 months or more.

    We kissed and groped each other for a while. Betty told me to take off my clothes and lay on the blanket. She took off her shirt and bra. Betty kissed me long and hard on the mouth and then worked her way down my body. My heart was pounding. Her hands and lips felt so good on my body. I wanted to fuck her badly. She played with my balls and dick for a long time. She finally put it in her mouth. I let out a moan and it pleased her very much. It seemed like forever. I wanted to fuck her but I also didn't want her to stop sucking. Betty started getting tired so she brought out the big guns. She placed my hard on between her boobs and stroked me with them. The last time she did that I came really hard. "Billy, why won't you cum?" she asked. 45 minutes is a long time for a woman to be down on all fours giving a blow job. Especially in that heat. We were hot and sweaty. "Because I want to cum inside you again." I said. "But I'm on my period." "I don't care." 

    Betty told me to get in the water and wait for her. The water was cool and clear and about knee deep. She took off her shorts and panties and got in with me. She took my dick and guided it into her. I was sitting down and she was on top in my lap. We did this for a while and then did doggy. It had gotten dark. Real dark. I couldn't see much but I could sure feel everything. Her pussy was very hot and wet. It was not comfortable in the water. The bottom of the stream was solid rock. Betty sat on the ledge and told me to fuck her hard. We ended up on the blanket. I couldn't see my cock going into her, it was that dark. I finally came. Hard. She gasped and came herself. It was magic. I was so in lust with this woman. I lay on top of her for a while kissing. We got back in the water and tried to clean ourselves. 

     When I got back home and got in the shower I freaked out. Blood was everywhere around my dick. It took a lot of effort to get it all off and I got a little sick from the sight of it. Had to throw my underwear and blanket away so mom would not see them.  I told my brother about it. He was married and knew more than me. He said when a woman is on her period, they get horny. It's best to do it in the shower.

    Betty and I couldn't meet for the next two weeks. What was I going to do? I was additicted to this woman. Two days after after our fuck, I got a phone call from my sister's best friend Teresa. She wanted me to teach her how to drive because she just got her driving permit. She said her mom was too busy and her dad made her nervous. I asked why her boyfriend didn't teach her and she said she didn't have a bf. I told her I would be over the next day after work. Her grandfather had given her an old car and she wanted me to look it over. 

    I had had the hots for Teresa for about four years. She was a tall, slim redhead. Perky boobs and great ass. I loved looking at her legs too. My sister told me that Teresa had a crush on me. She was 19 and about to start college.

     In my next entry I will tell you about my sister's sleep overs. That's how I met Teresa.

    Betty and I met the the next night at my old high school and went in my car to the farm we fucked at the night before. My dick was hard the whole way there. My heart was skipping beats every time she put her hand on me or kissed me. This time we went to a stream that had a small pool of water. We didn't waste much time talking this time. We both knew what we were there for. I laid a blanket on the ground and undressed her. She then undressed me, kissing each other the whole time. I got on top of her and kissed her neck working my way down to those perfect breasts. Loved sucking on them. She liked it too. After loving on her breasts for a while, I went on down her body kissing and licking. Her legs were so soft and smooth. Rolled her over and kissed her from head to toe. Damn that ass was so fine. She let me rub her ass and nibble on it. I rolled her onto her back and buried my face in her muff. Couldn't wait any longer. Wanted to do that to her for a long time and I went at it like i was starving. My heart was beating out of my chest.

    Betty came hard on my mouth within a few minutes. Her legs shaking. I thought she was pissing on my face. It was salty. Hell, I think I came too. She made me stop and lay next to her. She caught her breath after a few minutes and took half my dick in her mouth. It felt awesome. Betty would go up and down on my dick with her mouth and then stroke it. She placed it between her boobs and stroked it with them. I still remember that moment like it was yesterday. I came. Couldn't stop it. Very little warning. The sight of my dick between her boobs and her mouth over the head set me off. I came really hard. Jizz flew over my head. I had cum from my head to my belly. I almost passed out. She got it on her too. After I regained my senses, I opened my eyes to see her smilling at me with my cum dripping off her chin and all over her tits. I was embarrassed. She said that now I knew how she felt 20 minutes earlier. She explained to me that she hadn't pissed in my face and that women sometimes came like that. 

    She used her panties to clean us up. She said that she couldn't believe that I came that hard. I told her that it wasn't a normal orgasm for me. She also couldn't believe that my dick was still rock hard. I was afraid that she wasn't gonna let me put it in her but she stood up and got over my dick and sat herself down on it. She moved up and down on my dick with her pussy. Slowly at first, then fast and hard. I. Was. In. Heaven! The sight of this beautiful 40 year old woman riding my 25 year old dick was hypnotizing. She was only getting two thirds of it in. After a while, I shoved it all the way up into her and she nearly fell off me. She explained that my dick was too big for her and it felt great but hurt a little too. I told her that she would get used to it because I was going to fuck her all the time. She leaned over and put her toungue in my mouth and started grinding her clit into me while my dick was all the way in. She came while kissing me deeply. Betty fell off me. I got on top and buried myself in her wet pussy. Her legs up on my shoulders, tits bounching, her mouth open, the crickets chirping and fireflys everywhere, I fucked Betty like it would be the last thing I did on earth. When it came, I pulled out and shot it all over her. She was surprised. Why did I do that? I was afraid to get her pregnant. She told me that her tubes were tied and she wanted my cum inside her. So I put it back in and fucked her some more until I came again. 

    The next night at work she told me she could bearly walk because I had fucked her so much and so hard with my big cock. We decided to meet again the next week. 

    We went to the same place. She told me she was on her period but we could still fool around. More about that next time. 

   The first time I had sex was disapointing because I couldn't feel my dick from drinking too much. We fucked for at least an hour and she came several times. It stayed hard all night. I didn't cum. I was 25 and jacking off about 3 times a day. Older women at work seemed to like talking to me and a couple of them were good looking. 

   Betty was my lead lady at work. She was 13 years older than me. Had 2 kids 6 and 7 years younger than me. Betty had dark hair, brown eyes, slender with big boobs and a nice ass. She would talk to me a lot and flirt causing me to have a crush on her. She started telling me about her failed marriages and the current guy she was married to. This went on for a good 6 months. Someone told her about me fucking a 42 year old woman. She wanted to know all about it. She would tease me by telling me that I probably didn't know how to do anything in bed. I played along because I really enjoyed her company. I told Betty I didn't know what French kissing was and would like for someone to teach me.

    We met one night at my high school because that was the only place she knew how to get to in my town. She got in my car and we drove around in the country and talked. We went to a farm I knew and drove way back into a field and parked. We talked for about 2 hours, it got dark and we looked at the stars. After a while, she said her neck was hurting from looking up so much. So I massaged her neck and back. Betty took my arms and wrapped them around her. Right across those big beautiful boobs! My dick was hard and she had to have felt it rubbing against her ass. I asked her what she would do if I kissed her on the neck. She told me to find out so I started kissing her all over the neck from behind while my arms were around her and my dick was pressed against her ass. She liked it a lot. I turned her around to face me and asked if she was going to teach me how to French kiss. 

    I had only kissed like that once before and it was with the woman that took my virginity a few months before. Dorris was 42 and Betty was 40. Betty sure knew how to kiss. After kissing and hugging for a while she told me that I seemed to already know how to French. I told her that I knew how to do other things too. She asked what other things I would like to do and I started rubbing her ass. I'd been wanting to touch her ass for a long time and she liked it a lot. She started rubbing my dick through my clothes and said it felt pretty big. I said she should find out so she undid my pants and pulled them down. Man, it felt great. She stroked my cock for several minutes and watched my reaction. She said it was the biggest dick she had ever touched. Of course I didn't believe it for a minute but I loved that she said it. 

   My dick wanted to be in Betty and she wanted it. I pulled her shirt off and tried to undo her bra but she had to do it for me. My God, her tits were awesome. I played with them amazed. I sucked on them like I was starving.Betty loved it. I pulled her pants down and then her panties. I tried to bury my face in her pussy. I was on my knees in front of her with my hands on her ass and my face between her legs. She pulled me up and kissed me with all her might while one hand stroked my cock and the other was grabbing my ass. She turned around, bent over with her hands on the hood of my car, and told me to stick it in her. She was so wet, I had no trouble getting it in. Her pussy was very hot and tight. Betty moaned a lot. I moved in and out of her slowly enjoying the feeling. I savored every minute with her like it would be the last thing I ever did. My hands were all over her firm body. My lips kissing her on her back. She moaned that I was great and my big dick filled her completly up. She said she didn't know if she could take my big dick and was glad that she could. 

   Betty let me do what I wanted for about 20 minutes and then she started moving her body back and forth on my dick really hard and fast. She came within minutes of doing that and went down on her knees shaking. I got down on my knees and put my dick back in her. She gasped and moaned. I fucked her like this until she came again. 

   After Betty came the second time she made me stop. She couldn't take any more. I hadn't cum but was very happy. I felt like I was in love with this married woman. We used a shirt I had in the car to clean ourselves with and I drove her back to her car. She kissed me and told me not to tell anyone about us. I then went home, got in the shower, and jacked off twice.   

    I didn't have girlfriends in school. I was painfully shy. Very anti social. Didn't get into sports. Only had 3 friends and they were losers too. Lived at home until 27. Lost my virginity at 25. 

    In middle school and high school I would carry my books down at my hip and would rub the back of my hand across girls asses as I passed them in the crowed halls between classes. Never got confronted about it. Even taught my technique to others. In gym class we would play a game where everyone had to line up and a ball would have to be rolled between everyone's legs like a tunnel. That's all I remember about it. I would try to get behind certain girls and grab their hips and sometimes even get to rub my dick on their ass. Never had a complaint. It was my favorite game. I loved gym. The girls wore tight shorts and boobs everywhere. Sometimes when I jack off, I think back to those gym class days. 

   Got a job at a gas station when I turned 16. Women came in for gas and we would wash the windshield. Many times I got to look down shirts and up dresses. Some of these women had to know. We would fight over who got to pump gas for some of these regulars. Had a couple of women flirt with me  all the time. Guesse they liked making my face turn red. Fuck I was way too shy. There was 5 or 6 girls in school that liked me and a couple that came to the gas station but I was just too shy to do anything about it.

   After high school I got a job at a factory and that's when things started to turn around for me. The women at this place refused to let me work in peace. They decided to help me get over my shyness. After about six months I could actually speak to them without getting red faced. I had a crush on a couple of them. 

   I dated a girl from work a few times but she turned out to be on drugs. I've never done drugs and don't wish to be around anyone that does. I learned how to date through her. I was 21. Me and a couple of guys from work would go out every weekend looking for women. I had oppertunities but didn't follow through. 

   Shortly after turning 25 My friend talked me into driving him to a nearby town so he could see his girlfriend. He was gonna hook me up with her sister. Another friend went along for the ride. We all got very drunk and the mom took my friends to other rooms to show them where to sleep. She came back and got me. Took me to her room and starting kissing me. She asked if I would spend the night with her. She grabed my hard dick and said it wanted me to stay. Next thing I knew we were both naked and making out on the bed. This was my first time being naked with a woman and I was very excited about it. I knew what I was doing from all the porn mags and porn movies. She was very happy. I kissed her all over and moved my hands all over her body. As soon as my mouth found her pussy she came. I think she came 3 times in the 15 minutes I spent licking her clit. She finally had enough and made me lay next to her. She was stroking my dick and told me it was rather big and was looking forward to having it inside her. She was very loud and talked dirty the whole hour we fucked. I didn't want anyone to know what we were doining because I wanted her daughter that my friend was goona fix me up with.  I could not feel my dick, it kept coming out of her and she would have to put it back in. You could have smacked it with a hammer and I wouln't have felt it. I was very drunk. I never came that night. She did several times and wanted me to come back the next weekend. 

   The next morning my friends knew that I had fucked Doris. They told me she was 42 years old. She was blonde with wide hips and nice ass. I think she wanted me to fuck her ass. I don't know. There was several hints. She had me put my thumb in her ass while I was doing her doggy. She had small boobs and a pretty face. I only saw her once more a few years later but we didn't fuck. 

    Whenever I had a chance, I would masturbate. In the morning, after school, before bed and sometimes in the middle of the night. During summer break it would increase to about 8 times a day. Once, I decided to keep count and was done 12 times in a day. I think my record was 20 something. 

    I mainly did it in my room or the bathroom. We lived way out in the country and I would jack off everywhere. Once I climbed way up in a maple tree to do it because my brother kept following me around. We had a swimming hole in the creek by our house. There was people on the bank while I was in the water. The water was a little muddy so they couldn't see me jacking. 

    Our neighbor liked to work in her garden all day. I was talking to her once and couldn't help but notice her boobs hanging down while she was bent down pulling weeds. Her ass looked good to me as did her legs. She must have been in her thirties. She had 3 boys but had a firm body. I would sneak my dad's binoculars out and get in the trees and watch her. She really wasn't pretty but it was a female for me to watch. Never jacked off while watching but would think about using her body later when I did. 

    My brother claimed he saw another female neighbor laying on the roof of her back porch in a bikini. He thought she may have been topless. I spent the next 2 weeks hiding behind her house to try and see her but never did. He later confessed it was a lie. I wasted thousands of hours in my life spying on people. 

   My dad and I visited a neighbor once when I was around 16 and saw the daughter in a bikini. I had always thought she was a little hotty. We went to school and Sunday school together. Small petite blonde with blue eyes. Anyway, the rest of that summer was spent  trying to see her again. I only saw her once more, she was mowing the yard. She wore a white tank top and pink shorts. I was in the creek behind trees watching and stroking.

   There was another girl that lived within bike range that was a total hotty. She was several years older. Her house was across a creek at the bottom of a hill. She and a friend were in the front yard kicking a ball. I jacked off while watching them. I was right out in the middle of the road. They couldn't see me because of the trees. That was the only time I ever saw her at home.

   There was a woman that lived up the creek from us that I hadn't payed any attention to until I saw her wading in the creek with some girl. This woman had blonde hair and green eyes. Big boobs and great legs. Her ass was okay too. She had on a tee shirt and bikini bottoms. I was on the hillside in some trees, they never saw me. After that I would spend time around her house trying to catch a peek but they had a big dog. I watched her in her garden once but was too far away to really get a good look.

   Our friend lived up the road from us and he had a foxy girfriend. I went up there one night and watched a silhouette of her get undressed. I was almost caught. God she was perfect. Wish I had pics of her. He was a lucky bastard. 

   I would spy on people sometimes  just for the fun of it. Most people don't look around them. All I had to do was be in some trees or bushes and stand or lay still. I've had people be within arm's reach of me and never know. I could go in the woods or creek very quitely. I guess I might have made a decent sniper.

   Next time I will tell about my twenties. More peeping. 

    Okay, youv'e read about my undying lust for my cousin Shana and a possible chance to fool around with Natilie. Now I wish to confess my dealings with my cousin Brenda. 

    When I was 14 & 15 Brenda became my "girlfriend". I told guys at school that I had a girlfriend but left out who she was. I think she considerd me her boyfriend. Of course, no one knew what we were up to. Brenda's mom would babysit us at times and one morning we was playing hide and go seek. Me and Brenda got in a closet to hide. Her plump ass was all over my dick making it hard. We hid in the closet again and this time I placed my hand on her hip. She didn't seem to mind. When whoever was it came into the room she moved back into me and I placed my other hand around her waist. 

    Later that week we were all outside playing except Brenda. I went in the house looking for her. She was face down on her bed "asleep". I tried to wake her up by shaking her on the shoulder. Then tried shaking her on her back. She just layed there pretending to be asleep. I learned from Shana the game of touching from the top and working down to the private zones. So I next put my hand on Brenda's right butt cheek and shook her again. Then both hands on both cheeks. I played with her ass for a good 15 minutes. My cock throbbing and trying to get out. I worked my way down to her legs and rubbed them. She just layed there and let me do whatever I wanted. I was in teen virgin heaven. I'm guessing that went on for half an hour untill I had to go to the bathroom and jack off twice.

    My dad would take us all swimming to a creek. Brenda was scared of the deep water and would only go out if I would be with her. I played a lot of grab ass leg rubbing in those creeks. We would visit them or they us every week. Shana would tease me and I would take out my frustrations on Brenda. I'm surprised no one noticed us going off alone all the time. Of course I wanted to do more than play with her ass and legs. That winter I started making my moves to get in her panties. 

    I started kissing Brenda on the neck and nibbling her ears. She didn't like it at first but slowly would let me do it. I tried to kiss her on the lips when ever we hugged but she would only let me grab her ass. The next summer they came to our house and Shana was there and Brenda saw what was going on. After that i could kiss her lips sometimes. I tried to get her to do things back to me but she wouldn't. I put her hand on my hard dick a couple of times and told her she made it that way. She would jerk her hand back. By the end of that second summer I was done with her. She realized what was going on and finally let me take her shirt and bra off. It was my first time feeling boobs and sucking them. They tasted like soap. 

   That second winter we were at our grandparents house hiding from everyone upstairs. She had her shirt pulled up and I was playing with her boobs and kissing her from the waist up. When I started rubbing her pussy through her jeans she rolled over. Okay, I thought, you wanna keep playing this bs game? It was my breaking point. I was gonna get something differant, don't know what, but something. I layed on top of her and dried humped her fat ass a little. She went into panic mode. We wrestled and she started crying. I got off her and told her that I wasn't playing her game any more. She was getting all the pleasure and I was getting blue balls. She said good girls don't touch boys or let them kiss. They might get pregnant. So, I explained to her that she wasn't a good girl and that I wouldn't fuck her so she wouldn't get knocked up. If she would only play with my dick or let me see her pussy. About that time our uncle started up the stairs. She barely got her shirt pulled down and bra in place before he found us. He didn't have a clue about what we was really doing but had to go down with the other kids and play. She tried to get me to go to their van but I was done. 

    Brenda wasn't pretty. She was chubby and had small boobs. She looks like hell now. Big woman. She never married or had children. Only one boyfriend that I'm aware of and she never put out for him either and she was in her early thirties. We rode together to her brother's wedding in another county. We were both 21. She brought up our playing house when we were just dumb kids. I placed my hand on her thigh and asked if she wanted to play again. She told me I was crazy. I told her any time she wanted to play just let me know. The subject was changed and we have never spoken of it again. I think she may still be a virgen.

    I still think back on those days with Brenda and it helps me to jack off some times. Over the years I've told a few friends or co workers about fooling with cousins and they either think I'm joking or they get appolled. 

   Well, I didn't get to the neighbors this time but will next time. Please excuse the mis spellings, don't have much time on here. 

   My Aunt Beth was a blue eyed blonde with a great body. She would turn all the mens heads. She took us to the zoo wearing short shorts and a sleeveless shirt. I would follow behind her all day watching that ass wiggle. Every once in a while a cheek would reveil itself. My brother noticed men stopping to look at Beth. She had a nice tan going on that day and those legs were great. Her daughter Shana would begin years of cock teasing me within a few weeks of this zoo trip. Soon I would begin jacking off to Beth and Shana. It would have been heaven to have had a threesome with these beautiful ladies.

   Beth was tanning in my grandparents yard. Us kids had been playing in the creek and decided to take a break. Shana had been sitting in my lap wiggling her ass causing me a hard on. Had to get away to play with it. I went behind the house and found Beth laying there in her green bikini. Don't know how long I stood there before she noticed me. It could have been 2 minutes or 15. She asked if I got my eyes full and told me to run along. Went straight to the barn. Climbed into the loft and watched my aunt through a knot hole. Was there jacking for a good half hour. Made it last. The other kids came looking for me so I had to finish. 

   I fell asleep on Beth's couch. She woke me up and was talking to me. Those boobs were hanging down in perfect view. She had a bra on unfortunately. I seen her in a night gown once and those puppies was swinging free. Nipples hard. For years I would enjoy looking at Beth. She was still a knock out in her late fifties. Old age finally changed her looks. 

   She sat on my lap one time causing me a boner. She sat there for a good 15 minutes. I had seen her do this to one my cousins too. I wonder if he got hard? Anyway, when she got up my pecker was at full mast and I couldn't get up. Had to place a pillow in my lap. I was around 22. I've had lots of hugs from her since but they don't turn me on.

    There were 2 other aunts that looked pretty good to me as I was growing up. But they didn't compare to Beth and I never had the opportunity to spy on them. Would have gladly fucked them.  Anne looked good up till she was in her fifties but Alice got re married and started having babies so she got fat. 

   I know it's wrong to want to fuck relatives but I just couldn't help it. My dick wanted pussy it didn't care who it was. 

   Will talk about other cousins and neighbors in the next entries.  

   My dad's best friend, Mike, had a daughter my age but she failed a grade so we weren't in class togather. She had the hots for me bad and made it very clear. This caused all the grown ups to tease us. I thought she was pretty and wanted to be with her. They lived too far away from us to walk or ride bikes. I would only see her once or twice a month. We would sneak off to the barn or woods to be alone. I remember kissing her once. She didn't know how very well. She took her shirt off once and let me feel her boobs. My brother and her sister caught us and told on us. She got in trouble big time. Her name is Natalie and we were around 14. We tried to hook up again the next summer but I was too scared of her dad. I haven't seen her since high school. I think she has been married twice and has several kids. She got fat too I heard. 

   About this same time my cousin Shana took an interest in teasing me. This caused me to have a crush on her for a long time. Hell, I'd fuck her to this day. She is 4 years younger than me. Beautiful. Brown hair and eyes. Could have been a model. Came in second place in the miss teen pagent at the county fair and second place at her high school. She came into the place where I worked while in high school and all the guys went nuts. Wearing little blue shorts & white tee shirt. Butt cheek hanging out a little. Tan and firm. To this day I think about blue shorts and white tees. She is a babe and her daughter is too. But let me start at the beginning.

   She came up to me one day and asked if this tickled. She nibbled my ear. Damn straight it tickled! She then asked is this did. She kissed my ear. At this point I was trying to get away. She later sneaked up and put her tongue in my ear. She was just a little kid and I guess it was innocent. Over the next 4 years she continued to tease me and it made me crazy. Shana would sit next to me and rub my leg to see if it tickled. I would rub her soft, tan thighs back. She would kiss me on my neck and once tried to give me a hickey. I would try to kiss her neck too but she couldn't stand it.  We kissed on the lips once and my brother told on us. What a cock blocker. Dad said we were kissing cousins and laughed it off. We would play grab ass. God, I loved her ass. Shana stayed at our house once and I poked a hole in the bathroom wall so as to see her naked. I seen her too. Not sure how old we were but she had no hair down there. Later that night I went into her room while she was asleep and got a close up look at her pussy. 

    Like I said, this went on for 4 maybe 5 years. There was other stuff she would do to make me hard and give me blue balls. It was all just a game to her. I couldn't take it any more and started doing things back to her and she did not like it one bit. She didn't have anything to do with me for several years until she got a car. I drove to her house one day to look at her car because it was acting funny. Shana was washing it while wearing a bikini. One of her friends told her I would drive by her house every day to see if she was tanning in the back yard. (It was true)  She stopped having any contact with me after that for the next 20 years. We spoke at a funneral and hooked up on facebook. Shana has been my #1 fantasey for all these years. I don't care if she is my first cousin. I would have fucked her mom (my aunt) too. 

   I will talk about that next time.  

    So, as you learned in the last entry I had become a walking hard on around age 10 or 11. One morning my mom was getting ready for work. She was in the bathroom with no bra or shirt on. I had to pee and walked in on her. She turned around and I saw breasts in real life for the first time. By this point I had seen dozens of naked women in magizines but to see them for real was awesome. The way they swayed when she moved was hypnotizing. The encounter only lasted a moment but it made me want to see more. 

   A few weeks later I poked a hole in the wall between the bathroom and my bedroom. It was way up high next to the ceiling so I had to climb up on a chest of drawers to reach it.  I remember peeking on my mom 3 times before she found the hole and had dad plug it. When asked about it I lied and told them I had thrown a battery out of one of my toys at the wall causing the hole. They seemed to buy it. 

   I gotta say that I have never fantasized about my mother. She was just a naked woman to look at. She looked pretty damn good when she was that age. I saw her topless twice and completely naked once.

   My brother, who is a year younger, and I shared the same room for years. We started out with bunk beds and later got a big bed we had to share. One night I woke up and for some reason massaged my brother's ass. Hell, he liked it. A few nights later he let me do it again but this time he removed his underware. The third and last time I played with his ass I rolled him over and put his hard dick in my mouth. I didn't suck or lick it. Just put my mouth over it. It freaked him out and I never had the urge to do it again. He has never spoken of this. I hope he doesn't remember. 

   My sister, who is 5 years younger than me, walked in on me while I was playing with myself. I'm thinking she must have been 5 or 6. She wanted to know why my pee pee was sticking out and why I was stroking it. I ran her off and was very embarrassed. I was so horny all the time that I was thinking about fucking the farm animals. My dad had gotten a porn mag that showed people fucking. So now I knew what to do with my dick. The second time my sister caught me I let her play with my hard on. God it felt good to have someone else touch me. She played with it for about 5 minutes and I made her stop before we got caught. About a week later she was stroking me again. I put her on the bed, removed her panties, pushed her dress up and tried to put my dick in her pussy. Our brother tried to get in the room. He told mom and dad that we had the door locked. By the time they came to investigate, we were dressed and acted like nothing was going on. But dad knew something was up. I remember him having a long talk with me. 

   I've never told anyone about any of this. My brother and sister have never said anything about it. If I could go back in time I would stop myself from doing those crazy things. It sucks to have major regrets from such an early age. I've had to live with this my whole life. 

   In my next blog there will be more sins to tell.  A lot more.

If anyone reads these please bear in mind that I've never writen a blog before. There doesn't seem to be a spell check on this either. Oh well.

I was born in the mid 60's, grew up in the 70's and rocked the 80's. Ha ha. We lived way out in the country. There was neighbors across the road, up the hill from us. The next closest houses were at least a quarter mile away. We could only get 3 channels on the tv. My mom worked in town in factories and my dad was disabled. Kids at school would talk about stuff we didn't know anything about such as the Dukes of Hazard, Farrah Fawcett, Beretta ect. So, we were pretty isolated and naive.

Sometime around the fifth grade I found out if I put my hands on something like furniture or a wall, anything waist high, and pushed myself up while having a hardon, it would feel good. As long as my hips would thrust forward while doing this. It would cause orgasms but there wasn't any sperm. I had no clue what was going on but it felt good. I would do it at home in front of my brother. At school too. This older boy at school asked what I was doing. After telling him and him laughing about it, he asked why I didn't just jack off. So, he had to explain what that was. After that I would play with myself in the tub. 

Not long after learning the ways of masterbation I found my dad's porn mags. It really opened up a new world for me. Looking at pics of naked women was an addiction. When there wasn't a porn mag around the Sears catalog would do nicely. I stole a magazine from a store because it was packed with pictures of beautiful celebrities. I wore that book out. I would watch Gilligan's Island just to look at Mary Anne. Loved Barbara Eden in I Dream of Jeannie. Loved watching the Brady Bunch because of Maureen McCormick & Florence Henderson. Of course there were a lot others. 

That's all for this installment. More tomorrow.