Okay, youv'e read about my undying lust for my cousin Shana and a possible chance to fool around with Natilie. Now I wish to confess my dealings with my cousin Brenda. 

    When I was 14 & 15 Brenda became my "girlfriend". I told guys at school that I had a girlfriend but left out who she was. I think she considerd me her boyfriend. Of course, no one knew what we were up to. Brenda's mom would babysit us at times and one morning we was playing hide and go seek. Me and Brenda got in a closet to hide. Her plump ass was all over my dick making it hard. We hid in the closet again and this time I placed my hand on her hip. She didn't seem to mind. When whoever was it came into the room she moved back into me and I placed my other hand around her waist. 

    Later that week we were all outside playing except Brenda. I went in the house looking for her. She was face down on her bed "asleep". I tried to wake her up by shaking her on the shoulder. Then tried shaking her on her back. She just layed there pretending to be asleep. I learned from Shana the game of touching from the top and working down to the private zones. So I next put my hand on Brenda's right butt cheek and shook her again. Then both hands on both cheeks. I played with her ass for a good 15 minutes. My cock throbbing and trying to get out. I worked my way down to her legs and rubbed them. She just layed there and let me do whatever I wanted. I was in teen virgin heaven. I'm guessing that went on for half an hour untill I had to go to the bathroom and jack off twice.

    My dad would take us all swimming to a creek. Brenda was scared of the deep water and would only go out if I would be with her. I played a lot of grab ass leg rubbing in those creeks. We would visit them or they us every week. Shana would tease me and I would take out my frustrations on Brenda. I'm surprised no one noticed us going off alone all the time. Of course I wanted to do more than play with her ass and legs. That winter I started making my moves to get in her panties. 

    I started kissing Brenda on the neck and nibbling her ears. She didn't like it at first but slowly would let me do it. I tried to kiss her on the lips when ever we hugged but she would only let me grab her ass. The next summer they came to our house and Shana was there and Brenda saw what was going on. After that i could kiss her lips sometimes. I tried to get her to do things back to me but she wouldn't. I put her hand on my hard dick a couple of times and told her she made it that way. She would jerk her hand back. By the end of that second summer I was done with her. She realized what was going on and finally let me take her shirt and bra off. It was my first time feeling boobs and sucking them. They tasted like soap. 

   That second winter we were at our grandparents house hiding from everyone upstairs. She had her shirt pulled up and I was playing with her boobs and kissing her from the waist up. When I started rubbing her pussy through her jeans she rolled over. Okay, I thought, you wanna keep playing this bs game? It was my breaking point. I was gonna get something differant, don't know what, but something. I layed on top of her and dried humped her fat ass a little. She went into panic mode. We wrestled and she started crying. I got off her and told her that I wasn't playing her game any more. She was getting all the pleasure and I was getting blue balls. She said good girls don't touch boys or let them kiss. They might get pregnant. So, I explained to her that she wasn't a good girl and that I wouldn't fuck her so she wouldn't get knocked up. If she would only play with my dick or let me see her pussy. About that time our uncle started up the stairs. She barely got her shirt pulled down and bra in place before he found us. He didn't have a clue about what we was really doing but had to go down with the other kids and play. She tried to get me to go to their van but I was done. 

    Brenda wasn't pretty. She was chubby and had small boobs. She looks like hell now. Big woman. She never married or had children. Only one boyfriend that I'm aware of and she never put out for him either and she was in her early thirties. We rode together to her brother's wedding in another county. We were both 21. She brought up our playing house when we were just dumb kids. I placed my hand on her thigh and asked if she wanted to play again. She told me I was crazy. I told her any time she wanted to play just let me know. The subject was changed and we have never spoken of it again. I think she may still be a virgen.

    I still think back on those days with Brenda and it helps me to jack off some times. Over the years I've told a few friends or co workers about fooling with cousins and they either think I'm joking or they get appolled. 

   Well, I didn't get to the neighbors this time but will next time. Please excuse the mis spellings, don't have much time on here.