My dad's best friend, Mike, had a daughter my age but she failed a grade so we weren't in class togather. She had the hots for me bad and made it very clear. This caused all the grown ups to tease us. I thought she was pretty and wanted to be with her. They lived too far away from us to walk or ride bikes. I would only see her once or twice a month. We would sneak off to the barn or woods to be alone. I remember kissing her once. She didn't know how very well. She took her shirt off once and let me feel her boobs. My brother and her sister caught us and told on us. She got in trouble big time. Her name is Natalie and we were around 14. We tried to hook up again the next summer but I was too scared of her dad. I haven't seen her since high school. I think she has been married twice and has several kids. She got fat too I heard. 

   About this same time my cousin Shana took an interest in teasing me. This caused me to have a crush on her for a long time. Hell, I'd fuck her to this day. She is 4 years younger than me. Beautiful. Brown hair and eyes. Could have been a model. Came in second place in the miss teen pagent at the county fair and second place at her high school. She came into the place where I worked while in high school and all the guys went nuts. Wearing little blue shorts & white tee shirt. Butt cheek hanging out a little. Tan and firm. To this day I think about blue shorts and white tees. She is a babe and her daughter is too. But let me start at the beginning.

   She came up to me one day and asked if this tickled. She nibbled my ear. Damn straight it tickled! She then asked is this did. She kissed my ear. At this point I was trying to get away. She later sneaked up and put her tongue in my ear. She was just a little kid and I guess it was innocent. Over the next 4 years she continued to tease me and it made me crazy. Shana would sit next to me and rub my leg to see if it tickled. I would rub her soft, tan thighs back. She would kiss me on my neck and once tried to give me a hickey. I would try to kiss her neck too but she couldn't stand it.  We kissed on the lips once and my brother told on us. What a cock blocker. Dad said we were kissing cousins and laughed it off. We would play grab ass. God, I loved her ass. Shana stayed at our house once and I poked a hole in the bathroom wall so as to see her naked. I seen her too. Not sure how old we were but she had no hair down there. Later that night I went into her room while she was asleep and got a close up look at her pussy. 

    Like I said, this went on for 4 maybe 5 years. There was other stuff she would do to make me hard and give me blue balls. It was all just a game to her. I couldn't take it any more and started doing things back to her and she did not like it one bit. She didn't have anything to do with me for several years until she got a car. I drove to her house one day to look at her car because it was acting funny. Shana was washing it while wearing a bikini. One of her friends told her I would drive by her house every day to see if she was tanning in the back yard. (It was true)  She stopped having any contact with me after that for the next 20 years. We spoke at a funneral and hooked up on facebook. Shana has been my #1 fantasey for all these years. I don't care if she is my first cousin. I would have fucked her mom (my aunt) too. 

   I will talk about that next time.