I still find myself on IF a lot, but lately I've found myself "finishing" on story sites most of the time. I've always been a fan of erotica (especially longer stories), but I used to start there and finish here. Don't know if it means anything, but having some context to a sexual encounter beyond, "You're hot, I think I wanna fuck you," has been more important. The idea of the random encounter, a workplace hookup, or a lonely, horny neighbor really gets me off.
Wild fucking dream last night. Cheated on my wife with one of the ladies from our kid's daycare. In the dream I told her we had to keep it a secret, but that I wanted to do it again. In real life... I'd probably feel worse about it. But I'd probably also go for it again, too. I'm a bad person, I came to terms with that long ago. The woman from daycare has that kind of slightly gap-toothed cuteness to her like a young Belladonna. She's got the tits and ass to complete the image too.
So recalling the dream I had the other night got me thinking about other women I've been with. Starting at the start...
I didn't lose my virginity until I was in my mid-twenties. She was a curvy, very (VERY) well
endowed, black 19 year old, and despite being quite a bit younger
than myself, she was both more experienced, and more aggressive when
it came to getting what she wanted. We'd known each other for a short
while through work, and I knew that she had a boyfriend. Still, we
would hang out and watch anime together and chat about life, and
overall we got a bit closer than we should have, given that she was
in a long term relationship. One of the topics that came up
occasionally was her dissatisfaction with the amount of attention her
boyfriend paid her. Or didn't pay her.
So one day when she
came over to watch anime with me, she was really, really quiet. This
was weird for her, and if I'd been able to make sense of the other
signals she was sending out (sidelong glances at me, sitting so close
our hips were touching) I probably would have been less shocked when
she suddenly blurted, "I dumped Tom today."
I didn't really know what to make of
that. 'Okay,' seemed a little cold. 'Awesome, let's fuck now,' seemed
a little predatory. But as it turned out, predatory was what she was
going for.
"I'm sorry," is what I actually said. She
leaned into me and wrapped her arms around me. I though it was a
nice, 'my friend is sad,' hug. It was not. It was a, 'hey, let's
press our bodies together and share a very long, very deep kiss,'
hug. She climbed into my lap, still facing me, and continued the
kiss. The combination of her full, soft lips against mine, and the
fact that her absolutely amazing breasts were smashed into me could
only lead to one thing: massive awkward boner. I doubt it was awkward
for her, especially since she started grinding into me pretty quickly
after it started growing, but for 26 year old virgin me, it was
awkward as hell.
After not nearly enough if this sexiness
happening, she lead me by the hand to my room and proceeded to have
her way with me.
That first time was, without a doubt, the
hottest, sweatiest, and most awesomefantasicly sexiest sex I've ever
had in my life. She knew exactly what to do with every part of her
body to make me come as hard as possible, and (and this was what I
came to love most about her, and miss the most since stupidly losing
her) cussed and talked absolute filth straight into my ear the whole
time. She was gently dominant with me, in a way that both confirmed
my masculinity and empowered her as a highly sexual woman. She loved getting fucked from behind, and making ungodly amounts of noise while I fucked her. She loved showering together, and made sure we were both sweaty enough to need them on a regular basis. She teased me relentlessly in public, giving me handies in restaurants and movie theaters. She was an amazing sexual partner in almost every way imaginable.
The only problem was I didn't know what to do with all the affection she showed me, and I fucked things up in the end and lost her.
I had an incredibly vivid dream last night about a former lover. I call her a lover, because calling her a fucker would give the wrong impression. But we fucked. A lot. She felt as passionately about my body as I would about Emily Bloom if she suddenly decided she wanted me to fuck her brains out. In my dream she pressed herself against me and kissed me passionately, all the while telling me how much she'd missed me and wanted me. She wasn't the most attractive woman I've ever dated, and she was more than ten years older than me, but she knew how to use her body to make me cum. I think I had more sex in the five months I was seeing her than I have in the rest of my life combined, and I imagine my recent dry spell is what conjured up these memories. Sad to say she's no longer an option, because I could really go for a wild fuck right about now...
New contacts and new stories are so much fun. Feeling outgoing enough to share some of my most intimate thoughts, and being rewarded with other's tales is very fulfilling.
Here or in pm, ask me, and I'll (probably) tell you. Just be prepared to reciprocate. My thoughts and stories cost me the time (and often pain) that it took to experience them, the least you can do is share a part of yourself in return.
Yesterday I was at the sister in law's
house. She's thin, fit, strawberry-blonde hair, has a very attractive
face, and absolutely no clue that she's hot. I was lounged out on the
couch watching some of my nephews play with cars, when she decided to
come over and play with them. She crouches down right in front of me,
and I get a wonderful view of her ass. Actually
her ass. Top-of-the-jeans-pulled-away, hey-look-there's-your-crack,
ass. Lovely, tight, ass. You could bounce quarters off that thing,
but the quarters would come out dented.
Then, as if that
hadn't been enough of a treat, she started crawling around on hands
and knees, pushing cars around with her kids. Bodies like that are why booty shorts were invented. Now if I could just get her into a pair of those... Her husband is a lucky
man to have plowed three kids out of that woman, and even luckier that she's still that fucking hot.
Walked down to the park with my little one today, and on the way was passed my a female Runner. Not a woman out running: a Runner. This woman had the absolute tightest tummy, waist, ass and thighs I've ever seen on an actual live human. Anime fit. As she passed me she turned and waved to my little one, flashed me a quick smile, and then went on her way. I practically tripped over my dick as her perfectly toned ass bounded away. The kind of ass that the inventor of spandex running shorts had imagined as he created his masterpiece. Side note: as a man with a bellybutton fetish, damn. I'd have given pretty much anything to drain my balls into that glorious little crevice. Yes, I know there are more physically pleasurable places to blow it, but the sight of my cum splashing onto a woman's stomach and then pooling in her navel gets me revved up enough to go a second round.
So I get down to the park and set the little loose. Local Mom who I've seen at the park before with her Local Dad counterpart is sitting on the bench overlooking the playground, sans LD. LM motions me over so I go to sit next to her. LM is of indeterminate age. Seriously, I have no idea how old she might be. LD is maybe mid forties, and although I'm pretty sure LM isn't quite that old, I honestly don't know. But she's still a stunner, regardless of her age. She's thin, pretty tall (maybe 5'8 - 5'10?) and stacked like tits were half off the day she was built. Judging by the size of their house, it's possible (even likely) that said tits are not 100% natural, but I couldn't tell without closer (much, much closer) examination. And honestly, who cares: Tits, amiright? I go and sit down and LM is right off about how'd your little one, my little one is blah blah, has your little one done blah blah yet, you should really try blah blah. And 99% of my brain is preoccupied with one little thing: don't look down. Don't. Look. Down. The other 1% was trying to figure out the fastest way to get her bra off and exactly how long it would take to quick run behind the ice house and fuck her giant tits. Would the kids be okay for that long? But the 99% won out, and I didn't look down. Then, she realizes she's been talking to me for a few minutes without watching her little one, and has lost sight of them. She stands up, all parent panic mode, looks around for a second, then locates her little one. She sits back down with a sigh, and grabs my thigh and says, "Blah blah blah blah." And my brain says, "Holy fuck her hand is like an inch from the boner that I still have from the Runner!" She moves her hand away and goes back to watching her little one. She had no idea how close I came to blowing it right there on the bench. She might not have noticed my cock sitting there all sneaky and quiet, but I'm pretty sure she'd have noticed a massive flood of cum leaking up through the front of my shorts. Not sure I've ever had the urge to run off and jerk off in a Bif before, but I was temped today. Too much all at once. Damn you hot ladies, stay away... Except no, please, don't go anywhere. My fantasy sex life is so much better than reality. Duh.