So recalling the dream I had the other night got me thinking about other women I've been with. Starting at the start... 

 I didn't lose my virginity until I was in my mid-twenties. She was a curvy, very (VERY) well endowed, black 19 year old, and despite being quite a bit younger than myself, she was both more experienced, and more aggressive when it came to getting what she wanted. We'd known each other for a short while through work, and I knew that she had a boyfriend. Still, we would hang out and watch anime together and chat about life, and overall we got a bit closer than we should have, given that she was in a long term relationship. One of the topics that came up occasionally was her dissatisfaction with the amount of attention her boyfriend paid her. Or didn't pay her.

 So one day when she came over to watch anime with me, she was really, really quiet. This was weird for her, and if I'd been able to make sense of the other signals she was sending out (sidelong glances at me, sitting so close our hips were touching) I probably would have been less shocked when she suddenly blurted, "I dumped Tom today."

 I didn't really know what to make of that. 'Okay,' seemed a little cold. 'Awesome, let's fuck now,' seemed a little predatory. But as it turned out, predatory was what she was going for.

 "I'm sorry," is what I actually said. She leaned into me and wrapped her arms around me. I though it was a nice, 'my friend is sad,' hug. It was not. It was a, 'hey, let's press our bodies together and share a very long, very deep kiss,' hug. She climbed into my lap, still facing me, and continued the kiss. The combination of her full, soft lips against mine, and the fact that her absolutely amazing breasts were smashed into me could only lead to one thing: massive awkward boner. I doubt it was awkward for her, especially since she started grinding into me pretty quickly after it started growing, but for 26 year old virgin me, it was awkward as hell.

 After not nearly enough if this sexiness happening, she lead me by the hand to my room and proceeded to have her way with me.

 That first time was, without a doubt, the hottest, sweatiest, and most awesomefantasicly sexiest sex I've ever had in my life. She knew exactly what to do with every part of her body to make me come as hard as possible, and (and this was what I came to love most about her, and miss the most since stupidly losing her) cussed and talked absolute filth straight into my ear the whole time. She was gently dominant with me, in a way that both confirmed my masculinity and empowered her as a highly sexual woman. She loved getting fucked from behind, and making ungodly amounts of noise while I fucked her. She loved showering together, and made sure we were both sweaty enough to need them on a regular basis. She teased me relentlessly in public, giving me handies in restaurants and movie theaters. She was an amazing sexual partner in almost every way imaginable.

 The only problem was I didn't know what to do with all the affection she showed me, and I fucked things up in the end and lost her.