SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 773.
Looking from the outside it's understandable that you want to be feminized sissy cuckold is terrified at being ousted or caught out as what it needs and desires seems so extreme and deviant that it would end up a figure of derision, sneering disgust and hilarity!
Ummm? well is all that not rather the point of being a Feminized Sissy Cuckold?
The crazy thing is though that the want to be Feminized Sissy Cuckold more often than not when caught out will suffer turmoil not only in being ousted but having to cope with reactions that he had never mulled over coming from the exposee!
The simple fact is the females around you already know there is something deeply wrong about you in the male sense so when it comes out that you’re a want to be Feminized sissy cuckold all the pieces of the jigsaw suddenly fall into place and instead of screaming rejection many sissy cuckolds find that the woman or women (because believe me the news about you will soon spread far and wide with the gossip!) will be of interested acceptance and you will be forced to spill your guts about ever kink and perversion you have.
Of course, you will cease to be seen in the eyes of all that know as a male, and you will be in a place where humiliation and shame becomes a staple part of your daily life and out of all this exposure a Cuckoldress will find you and take you under her heels.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 772.
I like every other feminized sissy cuckold love the supreme honor of watching my Cuckoldress fucking men to exhaustion! but I also understand there are times when a Sissy Cuckold is not allowed to watch or see the Cuckoldress love making.
This is because sometimes even a Cuckoldress wife wants privacy and one to one love making with a stud of her choice and then there is the fact that not every guy has the confidence to act in front of a watching feminized sissy cuckold and it may take time for the Cuckoldress wife to instill that confidence in the guy.
Thanks to the internet and the mass of Cuckold porn out there more able men know something of the Cuckoldress lifestyle when they meet one and so many more are willing to fuck the woman in front of her sissy cuckold.
Sissy Cuckolds can also get deeply thrilled by remote viewing that some couples set up so sissy cuckold can watch its wife having sex in secret or Sissy Cuckold may only be allowed to listen to the sounds of fucking so having to imagine till told later what a slut its wife has been.
For myself I have experienced all scenarios bar one which I have always craved and that if what is known as the Cuckoldresses bed with a cage built underneath for her feminized sissy cuckold to be locked in so it's right under its copulating wife and lovers!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 771.
It's always amazing to see how quickly women who decide to become more than just acquaintances or friends with a Feminized Sissy Cuckold start to push the biscuit in the things they inflict on the Sissy Cuckold.
At first, they are hesitant and a little unsure as to how far they can p[ush things even though the sissy cuckold has stated it will do as ordered?
Let’s face it the rational person will stop and think that the sissy does not really mean it?
But they soon find out that the Sissy Cuckold was not having a fantasy and in fact it will do as ordered and then the female really goes to town as she wants to see how utterly awful she can make things for the sissy cuckold from public humiliation to herself being in the most hideous filthy state of hygiene and after sex with the real men she sees.
And in many cases the worse she inflicts on the Sissy Cuckold the more she sees the love and adoration pouring out of sissy for her and that obedience and love makes her heart melt and a Cuckoldress love appears, and she realizes that she herself cannot go forward with a life without a Feminized Sissy Cuckold maid and partner.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 770
As a Feminized Sissy Cuckold who lives openly you must expect that some people are just not going to like who and what you are?
Which seems strange to me as we pose no threat to anyone as we are the most submissive of the submissive and the actual situation is that we as feminized sissy cuckolds are terrified of people not being confident or assertive enough to cope with any independent thoughts or ideas.
Funny it's women who come to understand this faster than the guys who seem threatened by us which is palpable a silly thought? or maybe the bad reaction is because there are so many guys out there who secretly want to be what we are and they put on a rage facade to show just how manly they are(not) I find that it's the cool calm and collected guys who are confident in their manliness who are at ease dealing with us Feminized sissy cuckolds knowing that we pose no threat as we are incapable of offering any sort of competition to him.
We really are what I have long termed as the third sex not men but not quite women either a soul caught in the nether world between out only option is to serve both women and their men dutifully in any way they demand!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 769.
The first cock I ever had to suck was that of my stepfathers and he had a truly mighty cock all leaking and veiny! it was no fun absolute abuse in fact and did terrible things to me that I bore for years?
The thing is I was not then when it happened dressed in any way although I was already doing tranny stuff, so he had no idea of what I was developing into.
It was only years later long after Mother's divorce from him and I was living in a flat in London that I was out shopping one day dressed in a department store when suddenly Bill was standing next to me as I was browsing through the hosiery department and he said my name and said he had been watching me for twenty minutes not absolutely sure it was me.
He invited me to go have a coffee with him and to be fair to him he also purchased the five pairs of luxury stockings I had in my shopping basket.
Over coffee we had it out with my accusing and laying rage on him for his abuse of me and his apologies and asking if it was him that caused me to be a transvestite to which I had to say he was not!
He of course was fascinated by my development into Carla and although I told him a lot, I did not mention Mother, her nylon-clad feet and letting me dress in her dirty tights and stuff.
I was stunned then when Bill had the nerve to ask for a date and was even more stunned when I heard myself saying ok!
All to soon this time properly attired I was in a hotel room with him after a meal and a night out my red painted lips around his huge cock sucking like a whore his excitement in overdrive after I had told him my need to be a sissy cuckold!