SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1117.
As a feminized sissy cuckold you come to learn just how truly pathetic you have become when you get to the stage where you cannot get sexually aroused unless you are watching your cuckoldress wife getting fucked properly by a real man or you are involved in any number of other sick kinks, no normal sexual relations bring on even a flicker of interest.
The most extreme manifestation that the feminized sissy cuckold gets to is that its sissy clit ceases to erect properly and only gets tingly and slightly bloated when things are inserted into its sissy pussy which has become the only way it can achieve a sissygasm.
When you get to this stage you will note your Cuckoldresses supreme sense of achievement and pride at having reduced yo to this state proving that she was right all along and you were never a man.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1116.
Since being with Pamela the first woman that used me as a feminized sissy cuckold although that term was not in use back then I had to endure not only from her but from subsequent women the frustration of not being allowed not only intercourse but also any form of sexual relief as they used me.
It was only much later that I came to understand the full implications of what a feminized sissy cuckold was about did I come to understand that my wants and needs mean absolutely nothing as everything is about the woman the cuckoldress.
And the truth is a feminized sissy cuckold in chastity and frustrated to the point of sexual insanity is a compliant sissy cuckold who will without hesitation obey and carry out any command a Cuckoldress decides she wants doing.
Of course the cuckoldress knows that because the feminized sissy cuckold is pathetic and weak there will be accidents even in a secure nasty chastity device when the pressure gets to much and what the sissy cuckold is seeing or experiencing is so sleazy, sordid and freaky it cannot control its urges and makes a mess.
The savvy Cuckoldress will of course come down on these little accidents hard and punishment will occur and over time this trains the sissy cuckold to retain its filth as the fear of pain over rides the frill of the dripping of sissy mess.
The worse part for the feminized sissy cuckold is that locked up the cuckoldress can still force sissy cuckold to sissygasm no matter how staunch it has become in holding itself in abeyance.
All roads for the sissy cuckold lead to chastisement, fear and shame when it comes to anything to do with it’s sissy clit.