SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1069.
As a Feminine sissy cuckold one thing that fascinates us and terrifies us all at the same time is COCK!
We early on come to realize we have not got a cock as ours never seem to grow and remain underdeveloped for all our lives.
How can it be that a certain section of the community has cocks so abnormally large they are breath taking and for the most part all the other guys have cocks that put ours to shame.
Erect over many measurements my sissy clit because that is what it is as it would be a crime to call it a cock, penis, dick or any one of the thousands of other words to describe the man meat is only on its best ever day been three and a quarter inches in length.
Worse still it has never been the iron bar state that real cocks seem to attain at the mere sight of a naked female ankle.
My Sissy Clit seems to have a will all of its own and at times will remain floppy even though I am looking at or doing some really seriously depraved things that have my sexual emotions and feeling aflame at times like these I have noticed that I am shamefully gagging for penetration of my sissy pussy.
As a feminized sissy cuckold, the emotions you go through when you first come into close contact with a real cock is amazing, worrying, frightening, arousing and troubling.
You are literally shaking when you are encouraged to take a cock into your hand and feel it’s virility, strength and manliness as it throbs and spasms and shamefully with cock in your palm you’ll feel honored and humiliated to the extreme by your own pathetic excuse for a penis. Of course holding a cock is one thing, what about when your wife demands you feed it into her pussy or asshole, believe me a sissy cuckold can palpitate and come to passing out feinting with the sheer lustiness of doing such a sinful thing a supposed husband feeding its wife with the cock of a real man.
The real leveler comes then when you are made to suck a cock the smell and taste overwhelming you the sheer power of that slab of meat you can hardly get your mouth round, you might be sucking your wife’s juices and his sperm off of his god rod after they have fucked of even the spermy shit streaks from his cocks after anal no matter what you’ll soon become hopelessly addicted to cock like some desperate slut.
And with all real cocks there will come a time when you the feminized sissy cuckold will be having to swallow sperm as it shoots out the end of the cock in your mouth or deep into your sissy pussy bowels after you have been fucked like the sissy girl you are and you’ll find one of the most shocking aspects of that experience is just how much sperm a real ma produces over the miserable little dribble that comes out of your insignificant little spec.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1068.
Got a new toy that I quite like because as a feminized sissy cuckold I am twisted and warped by my perversions.
This toy is a urethral insert that by tube goes to a nice large stainless steep butt plug thus I can urinate in my own sissy pussy which feel strangely very nice and makes a change from using my urethra to mouth implement.
Of course, as Feminized sissy cuckold the ultimate for us is for our mouths to be used as toilets by our Cuckoldresses and never will you taste sweeter more delicious piss or if your fully trained tastier fecal matter.
As we all know it does not end there as our Cuckoldresses might well decide to let other females or men use our mouths to urinate in which causes shame and humiliation for the feminized sissy cuckold as well as being erotic to us, hell we get so addicted to our fetishes that we will gladly drink other sissies piss and also resort to our own to quell our raging addictions.