The past couple of months have been quite intense. I've finally come to terms with myself and accepted that I'm trans—even though deep down I already knew it for quite some time. After my summer vacation, where the gender envy was pretty strong, I made an appointment for a psychological consultation and got my indication letter confirming I'm trans.

After that, I told my best friend. I was truly terrified, but she met me with incredible acceptance and assured me that it doesn't change anything between us. Next month, I have an appointment with a gynecologist, and I'm hoping I can start HRT soon.

My full social transition will take time, as I first want to wait for some of the changes to happen. When it comes to underwear, however, I've already been wearing women's underwear exclusively for a while now. The thought of wearing a bra not just because it feels right, but because I actually need to—even if it's just in the beginning to protect my budding nipples from rubbing against my clothes—fills me with so much excitement and joy.

Today I went on another shopping trip where I was looking for at least one new bra with matching panties. Si I stopped at Hunkemöller and had look around. I grabbed 2 bras which I really liked and I knew 90C would normally fit me.

The young sales assistant asked me if she could help me with something and ofcourse she could since I don’t go without asking if it’s okay to try them on the changing room. She smiled and said sure no problem if I would need help or if she should bring me a different sice I should ring the bell.

When I entered the changing room I heard the young teens I say earlier saying “Did you hear that the men asked if he can try it on. He is wearing bras and some giggling”. This time I didn’t felt humilated or anything, I just thought come one girls it’s time to grow up we’re living in 2019 and if I like to wear bras I do it.

Unfortunately both bras didn’t fit on the underbust so I ringged the bell and sale giril come asked me how she could help me. I’ve told her the issue and she said that these two were biggest she had but I should wait a moment and she will bring me another on.

So she brought me a black demi cup bra which had the perfect and which looks good without and with my breast form. I told her that this one fits perfectly and she asked me if I would like to get the matching panties as wells.

I’ve to say that I’m highly impressed how professional and friendly she was with an age around early 20s and that it’s definitly not everyday buisness to her.