Starting to get some things together. Mostly I get stuck in planning: like if I can find the best pictures to work from the story will be great. So every time I get a few pages put together, I redo them because i find an angle or a look I like better. But also, I'm really thinking through character, so I'm just working on studies to get know to know my new stars better.

Also fun -- I've been reposting my old stories here. These are things I haven't looked at in a long time, some quite old. So I'm re-surprised at how happy they make me, how much I like the artwork & story. How they make me hot even today. Lots that I would do differently now, but also lots that is just pleasing to me. I didn't know anything about making comics when I started, or producing digital drawings.

So I hope you like seeing them again. Let a girl know if you do. Always willing to chat! :P

That's it -- I've had enough! I have been straining to draw for the past 12 months because of various technical issues (crashing, imprecision, etc.) Finally I figured out the issue -- my Wacom Intuos hasn't been fully compatible with Mac OS since El Capitan. So I looked into what is highly rated & current. It's another Wacom Intuos, but the latest model, good to go with the latest Adobe & latest Mac OS. It's pricy, but I have money saved from my Patreon earnings to re-invest in the workshop, & also a tax refund coming. So let's do it.

Hopefully I'll have her by Wednesday and I can feel her out & set her up. This will help me get my feet back under me & I can move forward. I have a bunch of sexy ideas right now, so I want to get working. But it's been tough to get motivated because I've figured I could never actually draw them. So who knows?

So maybe -- maybe -- I can introduce you all soon to my latest hero(ine) & their sexy adventures in slut sex city, chasing impossible cocks & playing with sexy clothes. 

Fingers crossed!

Oh my -- these past few days I have been so into fucking my ass-pussy. Huge toys, vegetables, double-anal. It's been amazilng. I must have made myself cum like 9 times the past 24 hours.

 So I want to share.

 Tonight I have new outfits & new ideas to dress up. I'm going to get lots of pictures, dressed sexy, fucking my asshole, being naughty. This is going to be so much fun... I'll see what I can edit together for you later.

Yum!

Hey all,

I've been having lots of problems getting new drawing done, & so I halted the Patreon account. I realized that it's mostly feeling bored with my cartoons & their subject. I've done that, draw it all. What's left? Now that I'm out & queer I can just act on what was once forbidden & don't have to rely on porn or feelings of self-denial or shame to articulate my desires. So I'd like to explore ideas of coming out, enjoying queer sexualities, & expressing oneself erotically.

So I've been looking at older photo sets & different subjects to seek inspiration. What has been interesting is imagining my usual characters in more romantic/erotic setlings, with more variety (mild to very wild indeed), sometimes not cross-dressed, more integrated racially. So I'm poking around at a new series idea, & have started to put together a cartoon of a 3way slut-boi scenario (based on a lez photoshoot from that old Club Sandy website). Things will get softer or harder as I see fit, & it's not going to be presented in any particular order — nor am I going to plan dozens and dozens of stories ahead of time. I'll draw as suits me best.

I think this will be very interesting as an experiment. I probably have fifty stories & chapters in various stages of production (or more): some will be repurposed for this new series, & I hope to share what looks presentable & feels sexy to me. I hope you all will like it. If I can get it together enough to start another Patreon, I may. But no pressure & no expectations.

In the meantime, my little ducklings, I hope you are enjoying the reposts of my artwork that has not been available here for a long time.

Hey ladies, developments... seems i may have figured out what was fucking up my pen tablet, so I'm hoping to be drawing more soon. Slowly ease my way back in. So many cute pics to work thru. What do you like better: slut-boi pinups or sexy captions? I'll take suggestions.

Also, been itching to get some pics of that fucking machine in operation. It's amazing so far & I've even gotten two dildos going at once. HOT! Any ideas for outfits to try while I'm doing so? Please let a gurl know.

So things continue... Cancelled my weekend in the city in case things get dicey or dangerous after the election. But I'll reschedule as soon as I can, becaause this gurl really needs a bubble bath!

The lady who invited me to hang out with her & her husband re-invited me to sit in their hot tub. I have ascertained that they are swingers & he likes her to sleep with other men while he watches. Dunno what that means for me, but I'll get to leave this gd house for a bit, so that'll be nice.

Feel bad that I have been totally unproductive here. I dress up & cam nearly every night (often falling asleep in something sexy), but I really haven't felt like doing photoshoots. And I haven't drawn a simgle picture in weeks. Stress is part of it & isolation. Also I've been doing other hobbies & work, so I guess it's okay.

I am so fucking cooped up, and it looks likely there will be another lockdown again around me -- so I thought it would be a good idea to treat myself to a weekend in a big city hotel, something fancy. Big tub, big glass shower, balcony, huge bed, comfy chairs. I'll bring a few bottles of wine, some herb -- order takeout, get shaved & sexy, take long bubble baths. Bring toys & sexy clothes, my boots & shoes, all my straps & rings. Draw sexy pictures by day and cam into the night.

It'll all fit into two suitcases, I think. Be super-easy to manage with some planning, but if I'm going to have to spend another year locked up by myself, I'm gonna have a bit of fun first.

Probably not this weekend, but next. Come watch me on Chaturate if that sort of thing interests you... I've been taking some pretty big toys these days. 

So I have temporarily suspended my Patreon campaign. I'm just not able to focus enough on drawing these days to provode consistent content, so we'll hit the brakes. I'm still drawing, as best as I can, and I'll post those images here as they are completed. Also you'll probably see more CD pics from me along the way...

I often get comments on really old pictures still up here at IF, and when I go back to look at them I am always amazed at how crunchy the shading is on them. Wow, you know it took a fan I met here to say, "that could be much lighter" to see the truth of it. And it still took me like three attempts to get it quite right.

I guess I could say I was trying to make the scenes look like they were being shot under really strong, hot lights, but why? It's funny how an artist responds to the real world thru art, I guess.

I think they look much better these days, is I guess what I'm saying. I just wish all my tools were working better to get more new stuff done... sigh....

PS: Oh yeah, that potential three-way is on hold. She's a co-worker & I am really not sure that this is advisable at all. Even though it's always been a fantasy, but...

hee hee hee,

So I'm like 90% certain a female co-worker is trying to recruit me for a threeway with her husband. He gives me strong bi-curious viibes, & she's a freak.

Probably go along cause why not? Been awhile since I ate a pussy.

I'll let you know more if it goes down...

Mmm last night I was feeling anally ambitious. So I pounded myself stupid with various regular dildos. BUT THEN, I pulled out the scary toys. One of them is big & black, 12.5 inches long, curved & thick, with a big pointed head maybe 8.75 inches around.

I managed to BURY it in my ass. Like most of it. It was terrifying at first. It strained at the tightest part for a long time, and then it just POPPED through and slid in really easily. I had nine inches in me, or a bit more. So thick & wonderful.

I came so fucking hard.

Glad to know I can do it. Now I don't feel so silly for having bought it in the first place.

Still hanging around my house, alone, untouched by man since March (luckily a guy with a huge cock fucked me in late February) -- camming pretty regularly on Chaturbate, collecting lingerie & toys. My nether portal has never been more flexible or well-used... Drawing has been slow, lots to distract & then some computer issues. Hopefully we're thru that.

I hope you like the selfies I've been taking. I think they're awfully blurry so I'm trying to figure out what to do. It's a cheap camera anyways. I was modelling this lovely purple outfit I picked up, but the snaps were unusable. Boo.

I'm doing some research about how to pull off this "bedpost" fantasy. Unfortunately the wood just drinks the lube, so I can't test it to see if I can even start to get it inside me. I think brown paint perhaps, pink at the tip lol. Then a water-resistant sealer over that. I have a sketch for a base all set up. I'm moderately handy & have tools, so I think I can get 'er together. I think I'll get some archival photos of getting it ready, as well as his "maiden voyage" -- mmmm, I can be the maiden in question! Drool!

mmm, being a very nasty gurl, I have recently been fantasizing about having a cruel master who punishes me by making me sit on the "Post" -- a terrifying sex toy, a wooden bedpost, 16 inches long,  carved with knobs and ridges. It was affixed to a base that secured my ankles and wrists. My dicklette & balls cuffed to the base, the whole length fucking lodged up my ass. I have to sit there for hours, drooling cum the whole time.

So I decided to buy a bedpost like that. And make a version of the "Post" and see if I can get it in my asshole. Oh my! I'll have to get some photos! Teehee!

We're still here, gurl. Just going slower these days. I realized that I no longer had to be scared of the Pen tool on Photoshop.

I was born with a pencil in my hand. It's an extension of my fingers by now. So when I started drawing on the puter, it was easiest to just draw with a Brush tool and make the best of it. Newer Macs and higher resolutions and more sensitive styluses gradually became harder & harder to use. Now the current one twitches so much that it's really a labor to be as precise as I'd like.

However, with the Pen tool it's all so amazingly fucking easy. I'm shocked at the ease. I can draw with my trackpad if I have to. Still, it's a whole new thing to pick up a new skill and turn everything you do upside-down. But clean lines are wonderful. I can extrapolate hidden details more easily. Fingers (& fingernails) were always the bane of my existence as an artist. Not no more. Details on clothing or shoes are a snap. Jewelery becomes possible. Suddenly, I have time & energy for patterns and details. It's just like all of the sudden I can grow into more of the artist I always wanted to be.

So I'm excited to share a bit of what I was working on today. I could notice how much more quickly things can move as I grew more accustomed to the Pen tool. So maybe tomorrow we'll have more goodies to look at!

Hey ladies,

Drawing has been much slower than I would like, but it's been okay. Partly it's because I've been spendng some time on cams playing with stockings & toys. The other reason is that I have been totally obsessed with details and fuss in my recent drawings. Lots of shading, lots of experimenting with patterns and shapes to make lace details, making the backgrounds more complex. So they're taking a bit longer but the results are very satisfying. See my most result gallery if you'd like to see something of what I'm talking about. Hope you enjoy!

Hey all,

I just spent the last hour camming myself in purple panties & black stockings. I was chatting with guys watching me, and I got so hot thinkig about their eyes on me. I asked for tips to put something in my peehole, and people paid me to do it. Best of all, it looks like I got a hookup out of it. 

So until next time I guess.

PS) I'd love for you to come by & watch me play & be naughty. If you come by, I'm frisky464 at AdultFriendFinder. I take requests for toys or outfits or other deviations, if you're like that. Otherwise you can just lurk and tip. You can even cam with me if you like to. Kisses!

PI

I was telling you about the daddy who made me the mask and then forced me to blow his friends' cocks, right? Mmm, lord. The next day I got him to come over for a visit. I was waiting for him, naked, hard, shaved, in a cock ring, watching a porn video. He came in my open door and then made me strip off his clothes. Then I had to lick and worship his feet. I had never done anything like that before, even to a girl. I was kneeling beneath him like a complete boi-slut, working to please him. Then he made me blow his 6 inch cock and he refused to cum. I must have sucked him in various ways for four hours. He stood over me and drove himself down my throat. He straddled my chest and took my mouth and throat. He made me gag on it over and over again. But he would not cum.

He was nice to me too. He sucked me a few times. He fucked my ass with my favorite dildo. He took me in the spoons and held me close to his body, exploring my ass & hole. He was kind & considerate and affectionate, but with this lovely dom streak.

I can't wait to see what this daddy has cooked up for me next!

As if my life could get any stranger, I have this daddy-type guy I blow sometimes. He's sweet yet firm, big beard, big gut, really hairy, about 6 inches hard. It's a real pleasure to service him. So he texts me yesterday and says that's he's making masks for going outside and do I want one. I say absolutely yes, and ask if I can come pick it up at his house tomorrow. So I go over there today, not really expecting anything at all. So I come in and there are two guys there with my daddy. Both daddy bears, silver hair, big guts, sexy guys. Now I figured I would just get my mask and give him a quick blowjob. But this complicated matters...

"This is the guy I was telling you two about," my daddy says. 

"You were going to suck my cock for a mask, right," he says to me. ""Well you can do whatever you would do in front of them. Get naked first."

So I was in shock, but I obeyed him and knelt down totally naked. And let him use my mouth. And then he made me suck both his friends until all of them came in my mouth.

Good news is that I now have a mask. I can be safe. But now I also have two more daddies to play with. So I guess it was a good day.