I didn't sleep to good last night, kept tossing and turning all night :-( when I finally did fall asleep I must of over slept the alarm. I awoke to my fiance lightly rubbing my back and tracing the outline of my bra. When I woke up we cuddled for a few with her laying her head on my shoulder. She kept tracing around my bra band, straps and cups. She then began rubbing my inner thighs and my pad. She whispers getting your period sucks doesn't it as she got out of bed. As she left the room to go to the bathroom she said remember no playing with yourself while on your period, it gets to messy. With that she left me to deal with my hard throbbing dick. You could hardly tell though cuz of the thick pad. As I lay there waiting to calm down I couldn't help but think how bad that must really be for girls. I know it's driving me crazy atm.

I went to get dressed for the day and my fiance said we should wait and do errands the next day and have a lazy period pants day. She then handed me a pair of sweats. I was totally self conscious about being able to hear and see it all day but man it was comfy even with a huge pad on. It also made it easier for my fiance to rub the pad and tease me all day. Didn't really do much today,  cleaned the house and did laundry. I did realize one thing that sucks, I will still be on my period wearing a pad on thanksgiving and black Friday. I think that is really going to suck but I guess will deal with it when the time comes. It's not getting any more comfortable, it's always something different as time goes that are annoyances. These pads stick to you, it does get hot, there is alot of mental also, I'm not allowed any pleasure during, I also have to sit down to use the bathroom. I'm feeling hopeful I can see this out, I'm already in bra and ready for bed got a long day tomorrow should be fun night all ;-)

I was driving down to get coffee when all of a sudden my phone went off and it a wasn't a tone I was familiar with. As I checked my phone and it was my period calendar saying period start. My fiance had it passworded and set to go off when it was due and she always tweaks it just a little cuz it's never on time she says. So I really have no clue when it's going to come.

While I was down getting coffee my fiance called and asked me to get another coffee for her mom who stopped by. When I get home with the coffee, my mother in law was asking my fiance for a purple pad because she is bleeding alot. We only have one bathroom in our house and her mom got up to change her pad and my fiance went with her. I went to the bedroom and slipped into a pair of panties. As I got back into the living room I could hear the crunching of the pad as she ripped it out of her panties and open the pad. I got hard just thinkingthat I would be wearing the same pad in a matter a minutes. As they walked by me I could hear the pad crunching around as she walked. I was in awe at how it didn't even seem to bother her. I know they drive me crazy and I don't bleed in them. 

After a few minutes I excused myself and went to go to the bathroom. Once in the bathroom I sat down to put my pad on and all of a sudden I really became self conscious about them being able to hear me putting my pad on. While I started thinking about that I almost chickened out but thought no a girl can't just be like imma wait lol. So I put the pad on, tucked to make it fit more proper. I forgot how good a pad feels next to you. As I washed up I realized how much I could feel the pad and how much it moved and thought if her mom felt the same way. I became very self conscious about the sound and if you could see it, oh well there was nothing I could do about it. So we talked for awhile and when I went to get up, it made a crunchy sound and my fiance heard it and patted me on the ass to feel the pad and let me know she knew I had it on. 

I had mentioned to my fiance how I thought you could hear and see it. She kept telling me I was being worried about it to much and just needed to relax and deal with it. I guess she was right, I kept trying to put it to the back of my mind as the rest of the day went on and I ran errands around town. It's not easy to forget it's there I'll just say that much but you really can't see or hear it unless you are wearing super tight clothing. I'm hopping and thinking as the days continue it will get easier. I just know there are worse days ahead and knowing I have atleast days is kind of hitting me as I'm slipping into my bra and getting ready for bed. Good night :-) 

This is my first time writing a blog, fitting about periods and pads lol. If that isn't your thing you are in the wrong place lol. So I wanted to start a blog about my monthly experiences of my fiance making me have a monthly period. There are some rules she has set up. I'm only allowed to use always extra heavy overnights(which she uses 2-3 days of hers) and on 2 nights have to wear a female adult pull up diaper over my panties and pad. I also have to wear a bra to bed every night, as well as keep a period calendar using a period tracker app on my phone. It is supposed to last 10 days but anything can change at her discretion. If I break any of these rules I am too use a tampon until further notice.

I'm around her sister and her mom so much that they talk about there periods and complain about there pads in front of me and ask me to pick stuff up for them. All 3 of them use always ultra thin overnight with wings and always extra heavy overnights with wings. The way our cycles work out if my fiance, her sister, her mom, then me. I'm going to try to blog daily about my monthly period experience as well as what the girls say. I'll try to get get pictures up also. I hope to hear from you and maybe we can talk and share stories.