I was driving down to get coffee when all of a sudden my phone went off and it a wasn't a tone I was familiar with. As I checked my phone and it was my period calendar saying period start. My fiance had it passworded and set to go off when it was due and she always tweaks it just a little cuz it's never on time she says. So I really have no clue when it's going to come.

While I was down getting coffee my fiance called and asked me to get another coffee for her mom who stopped by. When I get home with the coffee, my mother in law was asking my fiance for a purple pad because she is bleeding alot. We only have one bathroom in our house and her mom got up to change her pad and my fiance went with her. I went to the bedroom and slipped into a pair of panties. As I got back into the living room I could hear the crunching of the pad as she ripped it out of her panties and open the pad. I got hard just thinkingthat I would be wearing the same pad in a matter a minutes. As they walked by me I could hear the pad crunching around as she walked. I was in awe at how it didn't even seem to bother her. I know they drive me crazy and I don't bleed in them. 

After a few minutes I excused myself and went to go to the bathroom. Once in the bathroom I sat down to put my pad on and all of a sudden I really became self conscious about them being able to hear me putting my pad on. While I started thinking about that I almost chickened out but thought no a girl can't just be like imma wait lol. So I put the pad on, tucked to make it fit more proper. I forgot how good a pad feels next to you. As I washed up I realized how much I could feel the pad and how much it moved and thought if her mom felt the same way. I became very self conscious about the sound and if you could see it, oh well there was nothing I could do about it. So we talked for awhile and when I went to get up, it made a crunchy sound and my fiance heard it and patted me on the ass to feel the pad and let me know she knew I had it on. 

I had mentioned to my fiance how I thought you could hear and see it. She kept telling me I was being worried about it to much and just needed to relax and deal with it. I guess she was right, I kept trying to put it to the back of my mind as the rest of the day went on and I ran errands around town. It's not easy to forget it's there I'll just say that much but you really can't see or hear it unless you are wearing super tight clothing. I'm hopping and thinking as the days continue it will get easier. I just know there are worse days ahead and knowing I have atleast days is kind of hitting me as I'm slipping into my bra and getting ready for bed. Good night :-)