I didn't sleep to good last night, kept tossing and turning all night :-( when I finally did fall asleep I must of over slept the alarm. I awoke to my fiance lightly rubbing my back and tracing the outline of my bra. When I woke up we cuddled for a few with her laying her head on my shoulder. She kept tracing around my bra band, straps and cups. She then began rubbing my inner thighs and my pad. She whispers getting your period sucks doesn't it as she got out of bed. As she left the room to go to the bathroom she said remember no playing with yourself while on your period, it gets to messy. With that she left me to deal with my hard throbbing dick. You could hardly tell though cuz of the thick pad. As I lay there waiting to calm down I couldn't help but think how bad that must really be for girls. I know it's driving me crazy atm.

I went to get dressed for the day and my fiance said we should wait and do errands the next day and have a lazy period pants day. She then handed me a pair of sweats. I was totally self conscious about being able to hear and see it all day but man it was comfy even with a huge pad on. It also made it easier for my fiance to rub the pad and tease me all day. Didn't really do much today,  cleaned the house and did laundry. I did realize one thing that sucks, I will still be on my period wearing a pad on thanksgiving and black Friday. I think that is really going to suck but I guess will deal with it when the time comes. It's not getting any more comfortable, it's always something different as time goes that are annoyances. These pads stick to you, it does get hot, there is alot of mental also, I'm not allowed any pleasure during, I also have to sit down to use the bathroom. I'm feeling hopeful I can see this out, I'm already in bra and ready for bed got a long day tomorrow should be fun night all ;-)