So im probably going 2 jail. Basicly I have been working as a dancer at this shitty place 4 money b cuase im fucking retarded + have no skills that pay bills + don't have no boy freind 2 pay 4 things. My family totaly disowned me. Anyway I been dancing a lot + can make good money. Especailly like lap dance + private room. Yes I have been sucking dick 4 money like a stupid fucking white whire. I even been sucking white dick even thigh I hate whites. Most of the fucking ass holes who come there r white + most of the Nigers there r 2 cheap lol but I suck niggers dicks 4 free lol I told u im a white trash slut. Any way I got hired with an other white girl 2 do what I thiught is a Batchelor party but it turned out 2 b a leabian party. Like 6 or 8 black girls, I guess some ones birth day. 2 save money me + the other white girl decided not 2 bring any security b cause u have 2 pay them + we thought since these r girls there isn't any dangers. Any way long story shortnwe danced for them + then 1 offered us extra money if we kiss + make out + then didlo eachother so we did that. We were half drunk when we got there + they gave us weed + pills all night so we were pretty stoned out our minds + wild. At some point I blacked out b cuase I dont Rememebr alot of what hapoened but at some point I woke up + this fat black lesbian bitch is fuckin my face with a strap on. And an other black girl is finger fucking me. The other white girl passed out 2 + was getting dildo by an other black girl. I was total shocked 2 wake up like that + kind of scared b cause they were so rough + it was hard to breath some times she would hold my nose + face fuck me so hard I choking. And the girl finger fucking me was getting three fingers in really hard so much it hurt bad. I don't even know what else haooened b causei blacked out again. I woke up in the other white girls car with her slapping me awake. Our cloths were totaly ruined + my shoes were gone + I was covered in bruises + red marks + my purse was missing + the lesbian party girls didn't even fucking pay us. The other white girl got out of the car and threw up every wherr + ask me 2 drive her home. Anyway I got pull over by fucking Taoist white cops who accuse me of weeving all over the road + being DUI + I was 2 fucking dizzy + couldn't pass their fucking racist road side tests + breathlizer + I fucking got arrested + they didn't even fucking listen 2 me when I told them how we got robbed by black lesbians at the party + long story short not only was I fucking robbed + basicly raped over + over but now I'm being charged with DuI driving + my fucking loyer says Im probably going to go to jail b cause its my 3rd time. Holy fuck I don't even know what 2 do. Run away 2 an other state? Mexico? Help!!!!!!

Can't belief its summer all ready....2024 is total shit....nothing good ever happens 2 me! I fuckin tried 2 get Keisha 2 take me back + b my gf again but she blocked me on her phone + change the locks + kept all my shit + basicly ghost me even though I know where she lives but im 2 afraid 2 try 2 even nock on the door now b cuase the last times I went there she litarally beat the shit out of me like she wanted 2 kill me im.not even joking !!!!! I tried my key on the lock + it didn't work + I started poundig on the door saying 2 let me in 2 talk or at least 2 give me my clothes + shit + she told me 2 go away + then her new gf came 2 the door + told me 2 fuck off + die + I was like wtf u have this new girl living there + wearing MY CLOTHES???? + she is like there not ur clothes any more u stupid white bitch u owe rent + I took ur clothes 4 pay. None of this is urs no more!!!!" + I was totaly humilitsted + Keisha said that's right u shit head bitch this is ur replacement she's 10 years younger + NOT WHITE lol so I traded up...... it's so fucking depressing!!!! I'm 34....Keisha is like 20 somethings...her new gf is a black girl but looks half white + she is like 18 looking.... I hate BEING OLD!!!!!!! so I tried 2 get my clothes back at least + was sort of pulling on the new gf...I know I'm fucking retaeded....I forgot im a white + can't fight a BLACK there so superiors at fight.... so the new gf fucking got my arms pin behind my back + it felt like she's going 2 brake them !!!! + while I am pinned Keisha started 2 punch the shit out of my stomache so hard + then punche my face so hard im afrid she's going to brake my jaw or nock out my teeth she gave me 2 black eyes and busted up my lip real bad + broke my fucking nose that I have had broken so many fucking times all ready!!!! She yank my hair real hard so I bdnd down back ward + punch my neck so hard I fall down when her gf let go of me. I could not hardly breath then + was bleeding all over my face + she fucking basicly throws me down the stares its like 6 steps down + I hit my head on the ground + fuckin blacked out. I think 1 or both of them pisswd on me b cuase I wake up wet and smell like piss!!!!! So I didn't go back again + have pretty much give up that Keisha will love me back......