SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1043.
When it comes to the feminized sissy cuckold and anything sexual the Cuckoldress must instill shame! No matter how arousing the sexual acts going on around the sissy cuckold or to it the sissy cuckold must feel deep enduring shame in its status in life.
For many this starts early on with women involved in the budding sissy cuckold’s life always putting the little insignificant speck down. Of course, for many this starts with penis size, if it’s been caught masturbating or doing other disgusting things with panties and lingerie.
The women or cuckoldresses must always degrade verbally the sissy cuckold in every way possible always telling it that its worthless dirty disgusting and freakish as it licks spermy pussy, dirty ass and any one of a million other sexually related things.
Let’s face it how shameful is it when a feminized sissy cuckold comes to relate being it’s cuckoldress toilet as a sexual act.
One of the most shameful things I have ever had to do was to have sex with my cuckoldress wife’s shit.
This hot out of her bowels she placed in a black nylon stocking and then I had to hold it and insert my little sissy clit and hump away as if I was having intercourse with it.
So sick and addled am I as a feminized sissy cuckold having to do this in front of her after months of chastity it did not take even a minute for me to squirt into the mess so excited and relived being able to do sissy squirt but so shame filled by what I in my obedience did to get that shameful dirty release and of course we won’t here go into how I had to clean it all up.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1042.
I wonder sometimes what it is that makes us sissy cuckolds what we are? Let’s face it where did the idea come from in our so-called brains that we should lick other men’s sperm out of a woman pussy and anus.
For me this is puzzling as it certainly was not the influence of pornography that put the urge in my head, something that would be understandable with the current online availability of smut online.
No, I was pre internet as I was forming and even dirty magazines were hard to get hold of and there was no mention of cuckolding stuff in these publications it was only much later that readers letters started to emerge.
The crazed need I felt that first time after witnessing Pamela getting fucked in her bedroom at the party at her house and then later when it was all over when I dared kiss her stocking clad feet and work my way up desperate until she purred that she knew I had seen her and I must know what a mess she was in,
But that knowledge that another man had fucked and spunked her drove me on my desire to worship her and clean her ravaging my mind and she could sense that thus she eased her legs open and drew me in herself excited she had got hold of the likes of me to play with.
That first smell and taste of musky dirty fucked pussy sealed my fate forever.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1041.
It really amuses the Cuckoldress wife to torment her now feminized sissy cuckold husband, you see women hold their tongue in marriages until they are lucky enough to become a Cuckoldress and then the dam of all that built up resentment breaks and she will forever berate and humiliate her sissy cuckold for his past failings.
Tania my second wife and Cuckoldress was expertly adept in this, and her tongue was like a razor blade, so nasty and sharp that often her words alone could reduce me to tears and believe me she did not care a jot who was around us when she vent forth her verbal humiliations.
Serious little conversations we had were mind crushing and made to crush the last bits of masculinity I had inside of me such as listening to her explain on detail about the parts of her that all other cocks reached inside of her that I never did or could.
Or how she explained that she never allowed me anal sex with her as I was so small and frankly compared to my penis she got more sexual satisfaction out of taking a shit as her turds were bigger.
Tania also relished the times we would go shopping together with me en femme of course and as we were selecting outfits, heels, lingerie and hosiery for her she would make it plain to the sales lady that me her feminized husband and herself were getting her an outfit for Tania to wear for a date with one of her boyfriends, this of course raised mirth and glee in the sales assistants and often they saw it as license to then also stick the verbal boot into me as well.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1041.
Any budding feminized sissy cuckold with even half a brain will start early on inserting things into its sissy pussy, it’s no good hoping for the best in the future as fantasies do not come anywhere near reality and if your sissy pussy has not been violated your in for a nasty shock.
Your Cuckoldress wife will not go easy on you once she see’s you wanting to be feminized one of the first things she will delight in doing is making you feel what a woman feels thus the toys will be brought into action.
Oh, she may well start you off on a finger thin dildo but in her mind she will want to jam massive cocks up your sissy pussy to really make you squeal.
I have never met a cuckoldress that’s does not turn into a brutal sissy pussy obliterator once she gets the strap on cock shackled to her torso so once again I say get ready.
What you insert into yourself does not matter so long as over time you make your sphincter flexible and can take things deep because as a feminized sissy cuckold the big stuff whether plastic or real flesh is coming your way.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1039.
In the overwhelming number of cases the budding feminized sissy cuckold can only express itself to the older woman that catches it out or makes it open up about its transvestism and sexual urges.
Younger ladies just have no got the maturity or experience to process the revelation from a budding sissy cuckold or know how to deal and utilize one.
This does not happen with the older savvier women who know just how handy a feminized sissy cuckold can be in relation to the service it can give as a maid, slave and personal attendant.
Mature Divorcee’s and merry Widows are well ahead in getting what they want finally going out and getting the type of sex life they want that needs the support of a feminized sissy cuckold at home to run the household and to clean her up when she gets home or in the house if she is taking her cock quota there.
So, if you are a budding sissy cuckold and an older woman catches you out or makes you talk after putting you in a difficult situation do not run scared open up and tell her everything because the odds improve for you if you are totally honest.

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