SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 940.
As Feminized sissy cuckolds we know instinctively that we are weak, pathetic and easily influenced and literally unable to defend ourselves and that we end up believing what we are told.
Take our little pride and joy, growing up we found it a source of shame as we observed our peers blooming into manliness whilst we remained small and ineffectual.
And of course, when women came to know us they zeroed in on our lack of manhood and thus started the constant put down’s, rejection, jibes and the million and one snide comments until the day we suddenly actually believed everything we were being told about our penis and it was all our fault and the cuckoldress was right to lock us up, cut us off and deride us for our failure.
And being the pathetic twisted sissies, we are our sexuality turns that small penis humiliation into a sexual thrill, just how sad can us feminized sissy cuckolds get?
SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 939.
I recall my now distant past to when Fran the second lady to use me when I was dressed as a woman, Fran was the one dressed as a French whore at the fancy dress party who came and deeply kissed me and helped herself to a feel of my tiny little penis dressed as a woman that I was that night and told me I was to small for her and then promptly spread the news of my under endowment to all women at the party.
It was not long after Pamela the hostess had me eat her creampie pussy and other stuff on subsequent meets that Fran literally ordered me round to her house so she could take advantage of me delighting in dressing me up.
Neither Fran nor Pamela were interested in me as a male they both sought to foster my dressing up as a woman for their sexual kicks.
It was Fran god love her that pushed me into developing and all engulfing fetish for being a dirty sissy cuckold toilet as I would be able to explain many years later as back then all I knew was that I was a transvestite with very odd urges.
Shamefully I had already licked and sniffed panties that were pissy and soiled but the real explosion of the sick fetish and need in me came from Fran who was a very kinky and perverse lady where I was concerned.
That first day with her I was like putty in her hands as she dressed and made me up and we were both rampant by the time Carla was fully ready and so I found out so was Fran.
Of course, being a close friend of Pamela she knew what was going on between Pamela and myself and not to be out done Fran had made sure she was a mess having not washed or wiped from the previous night with her boyfriend but it was more from Fran as when she knelt on her bed in just her high heels, sheer black stockings and suspender belt and had me ease open her buttocks with my hands it exposed a shit caked ass crease and she ordered me to lick her clean and suck the sperm out of her anus.
The smell was awful but also that sick kinkiness in me made it also so arousing and I carried out her command and put my face in there and licked swallowing all the filth down and then sucking the sperm and fecal matter out of her anus licking deep.
So aroused was I that shamefully I had a sissygasm without even touching myself that Fran found it utterly delightful discovering that far from being an ordeal I was turned on by her using me this way.
After that first time, my second visit with Fran was my first time being used as a full toilet with Fran urinating and defecating directly into my mouth making me drink and consume before having my tongue clean her up telling me that it was luxury toilet paper.
