SISSY CCKOLD HISTORY 1029.
One of the hazards of being a feminized sissy cuckold is that either single, married or dumped and divorced you are by your very nature open to all types of abuse.
It’s all part and partial of being a feminized sissy cuckold and as has been pointed out to me on many occasions it’s our fault anyway that many misfortunes befall us.
Many budding or lifelong Feminized sissy cuckolds are not predisposed to homosexuality even if our thing is serving the female up to and including cleaning her after she has had sex with a real man.
Now many would say that act is queer but in essence in our pathetic sissy cuckold minds we excuse ourselves by copping to the alibi that we were ordered to lick the woman clean thus absolving us from the responsibility pointing to the fact we would be told of or beaten if we refused and refusal is not something a feminized sissy cuckold does when it comes to the commands of its Cuckoldress.
I have also if ordered cleaned the bull up licking and sucking the sex slime from his spent cock and even sucking his balls as he has fucked my wife and horrendously to prove the man’s superiority to me licked ass.
And as a Feminized sissy cuckold I have also been ordered to engage in pathetic sissy sex with other sissy cuckolds and to be for entertainment of my cuckoldress subservient to gay men as they have used me like a woman.
All of this under orders is just bearable, I think they call it plausible deniability to sooth our tormented minds what we as Feminized sissy cuckolds also have to endure is against out minds our bodies react to the gross things being done to us and yes we totally against our will get little erections and shameful sissygasms.
What’s more concerning I have found over the years is the many situations I have found myself in where men have taken advantage of me when I have been alone or outside of a marriage.
It’s almost like the sissy cuckold attracts the attention of freaks and perverts who think they have every right to make the sissy cuckold do things and of course these brutes know we are super submissive scared of our own shadows and use threats and physical prowess as leverage to make us do what they want.
My worst experience was late one night after I had been to a fetish party I was being taken home by a seedy mini cab driver, I admit I was a bit under the influence and dig not help things by doing some silly flirting with him when he asked about me being a tranny and I told him I was a sissy cuckold.
The upshot was instead of taking me home he took me to his place and where he interfered with me after pressurizing me and plying me with more drink then suddenly becoming very demanding and even as I was squatting down in front of him sucking his cock he was on his cell phone calling some friends who all came round four others in fact.
They say women have the right to dress as they want without fear and I believe in that but also as a feminized sissy cuckold I know when we go out for an evening or anytime really we dress very feminine up to slut wear if we are going to a party or such so meekly as I was made to fuck and suck these five men I took on board their taunts that I was a slut and was gagging for it.