SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1115.
Whilst dating the prostitute Lucy I took her on a vacation to Las Vegas that was perverted from the start.
We had a room in the Stratosphere hotel and casino and upon arrival after a very long hot trip Lucy started the perversion.
Before leaving jolly old England she had done a last-minute session with a couple of her regular guys and had not bothered to wash or wipe before we set off.
So, by the time we entered our hotel room Lucy was in a deplorable state and had me go down on her to lick her clean straight away.
To put it mildly Lucy smelt and tasted like the dirtiest shittiest side of Billingsgate fish market and the sludge coming out of her was appalling to say the least, but as you know I am one for awful experiences when it comes to cleaning up pussy and anus and did not even mind when Lucy squatted over my mouth and let out a long squiggle of sloppy shit for me to consume.
Prior to arriving I also had issues with the trip as my chastity device under the dress I was wearing to travel in set off the metal detector at the airport and I was escorted to a private room for a strip search by two female and one male customs officers which was highly embarrassing with all of the officers having a chuckle at my tattoo exclaiming I was a sissy cuckold and extra small.
That vacation saw Lucy fuck just about every guy at the greenroom swingers club and pick up a couple of randy black bastards from Georgia who fucked her in front of me plus three other men she picked up in bars on the strip when we were out together openly introducing me as her feminized sissy cuckold.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1114.
What doom’s us feminized sissy cuckolds is our utter awe of women thus we are predisposed to being unable to refuse a woman whatever she wants from us.
Now women see this as a fatal weakness in a male a weakness that is to be exploited.
For most women they are attracted to men who take control and take what they want regarding sex in a brutish animal sort of way, nothing nasty but powerful and dominant a man with a cock made for them to worship.
So, when a woman has a person like us around that they can sense the femininity within us and the weaknesses they know they can walk all over us and will do it just because they can.
A woman likes nothing better with a feminized sissy cuckold to see just how far they can push the biscuit as the old saying goes and the more they get away with the more they will do always testing our love loyalty and devotion.
Only a wife knows the true thrill and power she experiences coming home after a night fucking with her boyfriend and finding her feminized sissy cuckold chastity locked husband waiting for her obediently and then literally rubbing his made-up face into her fucked sluttiness making her feminized weak husband lick a real males sperm out of her pussy and anus.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1113.
If you actually get to the stage where your wife becomes a Cuckoldress as her feminized sissy cuckold you will be advised to take some time to look at your new role in your marriage and how you should behave as a sissy cuckold.
Many make the early mistake of still trying to have a say over the direction the marriage is going and your wife’s activities as a cuckoldress wife.
Big mistake one which will lead to lots of uncomfortable arguments which can be totally avoided.
Remember your wife becoming a Cuckoldress is a momentous step for her and at first she will be like dipping her toe in a hot bath to test it out, she also has to truly know that you mean what you say you are a feminized sissy cuckold.
The best course is to SHUT THE FUCK UP and let your wife do exactly as she pleases and serve her with adoration and love supporting her every moment no matter what.
Yes some of the things she does or decides to do will emotionally hurt you but tough that’s the dish served up for the feminized sissy cuckold to cope with.
Sissy Cuckolds who do this course of action will find that once the wife knows for sure she can do and get away with anything she will go the whole hog on every aspect of the lifestyle and revel in her sexiness and power as a cuckoldress wife.

was so very bad last night. I went on a BBC binge of near epic proportions. saved some of the pics and gif's for later use if I ever get motivated to do some work.....

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1112.
One thing all budding feminized sissy cuckolds are from the very beginning is what is known as a filthy little wanker.
They just cannot keep their fingers off their tiny nub of sissy clit and even more so once they have discovered dressing in women’s hosiery and lingerie.
The obsession with masturbation gets to chronic proportions and as it develops the little sissy can only get off if it’s dressed as a woman and is looking at porn which always needs to be more explicit and harder.
Then of course it will start inserting things up its ass because dressed as a woman it of course wants to emulate so getting fucked is part of being a woman.
The budding feminized sissy cuckold then finds out about the sissy love button hidden inside and couples it with its degenerate sissy clit tugging increasing the violence of its orgasms
All through this the budding feminized sissy cuckold on top of the thrill and excitement and massive sexual relief also suffers self-shame and disgust and of course the terror of ever being caught out.
The truth is though the feminized sissy cuckold secretly and sometimes unknowingly wants to be caught out, it does not matter which lady exposes him from his mother or Aunt to Mothers Girlfriends or the wife or girlfriend.
This thing inside of us is too much part of what we really are and in no way can it be kept a lifelong secret.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1111.
Being Tania’s feminized sissy cuckold husband was not an easy role to fill, as a Cuckoldress and a Dominatrix she was very demanding and had standards that no feminized sissy cuckold maid or husband could achieve thus the whips and a never-ending round of punishment was my lot the entire eleven years we were married.
Of course, as her sissy cuckold I had to strive to serve her in every way that was demanded of me thus once in a while I would be ordered into her dungeon to assist in a session she was having with a client.
One such time springs to mind when a client had come wanting dildo training and then suddenly begged Tania to suck cock at the same time causing her to call me into the session after charging the transvestite more.
Thus, I found myself on my stocking clad knees in front of the transvestite my sissy clit in its mouth just released from four weeks of chastity watching Tania fuck the transvestite hard with a strap on while it sucked merrily away on me.
There was a caveat though Tania warned me of dire consequences if I was stupid enough to have a sissy squirt just because a transvestite. Was sucking me.
Believe me I did try and maybe I was able to hold the barrier to my sissygasm for a respectful amount of time but the struggle was no good and at last I was screaming to Tania that I was sorry as my little sissy clit dribbled out its meagre weak watery filth into the sucking transvestite’s mouth who swallowed the lot.
True to her word Tania punished me in front of the transvestite with twenty-five hard strokes of the cane leaving me in tears.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1110.
As a Feminized sissy cuckold still to this day when my mouth is full of hard erect cock and I am sucking like a slut to get the cream I get a tear in my eyes just at the thought of how low I have stooped because of the uncontrollable needs in me.
Everything about my upbringing from the moment I was interfered with by my stepfather was a barrier to me ever accepting homosexuality in fact way back then I had an abhorrence of it.
What was and still of shocking to me like many budding feminized sissy cuckolds find is that quite by accident or force of nature we find ourselves unwittingly in situations where we are open to homosexual abuse from perverts and because we are weak and vulnerable as feminized sissy cuckolds we are cornered and have no escape and once engaged our inner perversions shame us and our little sissy clits betray us.
This is exactly what happened when that pervert sat next to me in a porn cinema and took over the masturbation of my little clit until even though I was horrified and disgusted at what was happening he brought me off.
Then is the horror when you find out that your Cuckoldress rather likes the idea of you entertaining her with acts of perversion with a homosexual man and your shame and self-disgust that you comply as you are more afraid of your Cuckoldress that engaging in sex with a man.
The only saving grace here is that mentally you can lay the blame off on your Cuckoldress reasoning that she had made the choice for you and you did not do the vile things on your own you were only obeying.
It’s the Cuckoldress wife that gets the feminized sissy cuckold conditioned to engaging in perverse homosexual acts from sucking her lover’s slimy spent cocks clean and fluffing them to hardness.
Then as I said you are to entertain her and at times her friends with displays of pathetic sissy sex with another cuckold or submitting in front of an audience to having sex with homosexual men and having to do your bit with gusto to show your wife and the others that you as a feminized sissy cuckold really strive to perfect your womanly side.
The disturbing thing is that if by chance you end up dumped and divorced you find that there is no return to any sort of vanilla existence and of course you crave for creampie like any sissy cuckold does and in the end through your weakness you’ll engage with a free will to having sissy sex again even though this leaves you ultimately let down because of the weak and watery product of your feminized sisters.
In the end with a heavy shame and guilt laden heart you will make yourself available to men to use and fuck you so you can get your fix of the real cream trading up your feminized body to every homosexual act just to get to swallow the sperm.
I personally have and never will class myself as homosexual or even bisexual I look at myself as a feminized sissy cuckold as a piece of sexual meat to be used by anyone who needs to take a load off their mind.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1109
Whether you like it or not once a woman finds out you have a tiny penis or play dress up in women’s clothes the gossip will being no matter if she told you your secrets safe with her.
And she is not actually lying to you as she deems it not blabbing telling her closest girlfriends.
Her girlfriends on the other hand have given you no assurances of non-disclosure and thus the news about you will spread like wildfire and you’ll start getting those sly sneering looks, open laughter, the wiggle of little fingers and even some women coming up to you and passing into your hand’s panties.
Your world feels like it has come to an end so why is your little penis so aching hard and excited and you are masturbating in a frenzy after a day full of humiliation.
And it won’t stop there as these women have boyfriends and they will casually get to know you are a tranny dud and they will also torment you in the way guys do.
Now you are in a really vulnerable position the danger is very real as you will find certain women will coset you and make you believe that they have sympathy for your predicament and draw you into what you think is a caring friendship and feeling safe her sly questions will come and she will draw out of you your fantasies about wanting to be a feminized sissy cuckold cleaning sperm out of a fucked love one’s pussy and anus that’s swimming in real male sperm and also sucking slimy post suck cock clean.
And once your feminized sissy cuckold fantasies are exposed you are really fucked as these so-called caring loving friends will expose you to all and sundry sealing your fate so much so that you will never be able to operate as a normal guy.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1108.
One of the requisites of being a Feminized sissy cuckold is that you will time and time again do things for your Cuckoldress and later also by yourself due to compulsion that no sane human being would ever do.
It’s this can-do mindset that places us apart from the vanilla world and marks us out if you like as the third sex.
If like me you have been a feminized sissy cuckold all your life acting as one when young even though you did not know the name for your needs and desires back then you’ll understand that you are fundamentally different to everyone around you.
Who else but the feminized sissy cuckold would suffer and endure losing all human rights to its Cuckoldress and be molded in such a way that after a while you’ll accept you are nothing more than a slave to be used and abused in whatever way others deem necessary.
Just the main need and thrill for the feminized sissy cuckold of actively helping and supporting the one they love and adore get ready to go out with a real man and have sex and then to lick her clean afterwards with no expectation of having sex with her yourself even if she lowers herself to the pity fuck once in a blue moon (believe me most Cuckoldress wives soon get over that character flaw in themselves and cut their feminized sissy cuckold off from any of that sort of thing)
Once you as a feminized sissy cuckold is addicted to serving the one you love like this licking sperm out of both her pussy and anus or anywhere from her divine body you will be ready to submit to any gross indignity she decides you must accept and endure.
Thus, many feminized sissy cuckolds go on to become and serve as sissy cuckold toilets, entertainment value holes for perverts and queers and a target for humiliation and degradation at all times.
Of course, there are many levels of being a Cuckold some guys are never feminized just being a worthless drone for their wives, but the most enduring and successful Cuckoldress led relationships are for the wife to feminize their husband truly destroying his pre cuckolded personality for good for everyone to see and be amused by.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1107.
If you were and are like me as a budding feminized sissy cuckold and now a full time one you’ll be hooked on pornography.
For me this started with top shelf magazines such as men only, penthouse, fiesta, escort and Forum to name but a few and it was in these pages with ladies in black stockings and lingerie I found letters and stories about stern wives fucking men other than their husbands and at times the husband being made to dress as a woman and licking her clean after sex.
It was like all my jumbled-up desires and needs finally came together and I found a name for one such as me and that name was in the golden find of Miss Sadie Sterns monthly a magazine devoted to the world of female domination, all pretty tame stuff these days with the advent of the internet where we can source exactly the fetishes we are into.
Still, I miss the lurking in newsagents looking at the top shelf with people making you out as a pervert all so humiliating which I know we all loved when purchasing the skin mags and it was even better if there was a female counter girl taking your money and slipping your filth into a plain bag as they used to do with that sneer on their lips knowing you were just a nasty little wanker.