SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 929.
Your Cuckoldress wife when you think about it is tantamount to actually being a good Samaritan.
She looks at the world these days and sees masse of poor average white guys missing out on having girlfriends because she like nearly all women are opting for relations with black men these days.
And this fact at some superficial level worries her so with the bigness in her heart she offers forward her chastity locked feminized sissy cuckold to ease the sexual frustrations on white guys out there.
In many cases the cuckoldress being an astute woman will charge a nominal fee for men to slake their lusts on her feminized sissy cuckold husband thus making herself into a Cuckoldress Pimpess.
Of course no cuckoldress wife worth her salt will allow her sissy cuckold to have an easy time of dating and fucked by men and she will strive with all her might to make every encounter a nightmare for her feminized sissy cuckold making each act as shameful, humiliating and degrading as possible making the defilement of her sissy cuckold into a mere entertainment for herself and her friends.
You have been warned!

SISSY CUCKOLD PRESENT 928.
For the wife who becomes a Cuckoldress there are a mass of things that they have to confront in themselves to be what their husbands have been begging for or even they are initiating themselves via advice from girlfriends and things they have discovered on the internet.
For your average married woman, the big thing is actually becoming feminine again as a woman and putting her mind into the dating mode again as all society’s pressures have influenced her to be a boring married lady.
This period is where the new feminized sissy cuckold husband had to have patience, lets face it not only is your wife discovering herself again but she is now also taking a hand in your feminization from her usual husband to some mincing obedient sissy cuckold maid round the house so give your lady time and space do not push her she like all women is working on it in her own way and will come up trumps in the end exceeding even your most fevered dreams and nightmares.
The wife has to get comfortable and used to having you as her maid, having you locked up in chastity (mind you that issue is the one wives get used to virtually overnight what with your pathetic appendage that has annoyed her over the time you have been together.
And remember when she does get her first date no matter how emotionally stressed excited and giddy you are she will be in a far worse place as at that moment she will be questioning everything about her life her allure as a woman, her sexiness, confidence, her wardrobe, nothing will be left out of her turmoil while also feeling like she has not done for years such elation that will carry her through to actually becoming a proper cuckoldress wife.
The date she goes on will immediately restore her self-worth and confidence as a woman, even if she does not have intercourse on the first date although many do.
As soon as she has had that first sexual night with her boyfriend your wife will then have to face what to do with her sissy cuckold husband, up to now through talks with it and learning from written material and the internet she knows what a Cuckoldress does to humiliate her sissy cuckold and although it excites her it’s still something completely different to do.
What I have learned over the years speaking to many Cuckoldress wives is their return home all fucked and filthy felling utterly womanly again she comes face to face with her feminized sissy cuckold husband a pathetic vision of what she once married and it brings forth a sneering contempt of her husband for being the gate in the way of the type of sex and orgasms she has just experienced with her new boyfriend and it’s that emotion that propels her into lowering her sperm filled pussy down onto her sissy cuckolds mouth and face grinding her slutty infidelity into sissy cuckolds mouth making it lick and swallow the juices of her and the real man she has just fucked.
The power of the climax she gets making her sissy cuckold husband clean her dirty creampie pussy will seal the deal for her and free her from any misplaced reticence she still might have in what she is doing and from then on no matter how her sissy cuckold feels or dreams of what she will do with him her deeds and actions will far exceed anything it’s pathetic little brain can come up with or cope with.

Missing my Brother.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 927.
For all those dumped and divorced feminized sissy cuckolds or want to be’s a little advice from Sissy Cuckold Carla.
It’s hard being on your own again without a cuckoldress to control you and it’s daunting the thought of finding another woman to love worship and adore and at times you might think you’ll never attain your dream again or find one in the first place if you are a want to be.
I know so many feminized sissy cuckolds who when solo turn to other sissies for comfort and relief and yes that’s all well and good, but a sissy cuckold needs a cuckoldress at the end of the day.
So how to find one, that is the issue, to start with not all women are going to be interesting in the likes of us which is natural but you will find a lot of ladies going to fetish nights and such that offer opportunities but for the really thoughtful sissy cuckold look at the wider community of women and be open about yourself and do not confine yourself to targeting the very pretty ones.
Look at big girls, not just big but massive from pretty to utterly repulsive you may well find receptive ladies there.
Also, elderly women not just middle-aged ones you’ll be surprised just how kinky these OAPs are these days having gone through the sexual revolution and believe me due to their advanced years they appreciate a maid round the house doing all the housework.
For your sanity for gods’ sake keep well away from younger women as they have no life or sex experience to deal with someone like you they will only learn with maturity.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 926.
Even though I am a feminized sissy cuckold myself I have this word of advice for any woman out there reading this and the advice is simple and straight forward.
NEVER EVER FEEL SORRY FOR A FEMINIZED SISSY CUCKOLD NO MATTER WHAT YOU SEE IT SUFFERING!
In 100 percent of all cases with feminized sissy cuckolds they have brought all their woes, suffering and emotional anguish upon themselves, not only because they are failures as men but most importantly being what they are is in their sexual make up and deep down past all the fear, terror, pain, tears, rejection, humiliation and shame they are aroused beyond belief.
So instead of feeling for the beaten down simpering little feminized sissy cuckold feel free to also put the boot in as the saying goes it will be much appreciated!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 925.
Reminiscing about Wendy the third of my mother’s girlfriends that had me do things for her after she found out that I was a sissy crossdresser with strange tastes, things she had been told of by my mother, Pamela and Fran.
Wendy was a midwife and a very prim talking woman who had a very dark and strange sense of humor and had the dirtiest laugh I have ever heard.
Even though I had already gone through horrendous humiliation at the hands of My mother, Pamela and Fran it felt a whole lot worse in the hands of Wendy who had me visit her fully dressed as a woman.
She was very direct with her commands that I expose myself to her and her words of derision about my tiny penis were cutting to say the least making me feel utterly worthless and scared of her so much so even as her fingers touched my little penis it would not get erect for her and it was only when she had me worshipping her nylon clad feet with my tongue and mouth did I erect and was able to show Wendy my masculine failure which brought forth a tidal wave of small penis humiliation.
I felt ashamed later when Wendy had me masturbate onto the gusset of her dirty panties in front of her as she made snide and nasty comments making me lick my mess up off the material once I had leaked my meager load.
My relationship with Wendy was one of me cleaning her house, worshipping her feet and liking clean her pussy and anus which although as never as dirty as Fran’s was always sweaty, pissy, smelly and faecal matter dirty after a day’s work, there was never any sperm as Wendy as far as I know never had men friends but as feminized sissy cuckolds we have no right to question such things a woman does

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 924.
Spunk and sissy milk both were different liquids but also both that the feminized sissy cuckold has to clean up and consume.
As a lifelong feminized sissy cuckold I hold the firm belief that a sissy cuckold should ingest all of it from the start, I myself struggle to recall from early on in my life where I wasted even my own sissy milk as from the start of my masturbatory life I was drawn to lick my own mess up instead of a free style pump and squirt like a real man is able to enjoy.
In a perfect world all women would just use open living feminized sissy cuckolds to get creampie clean ups, guys could also use us feminized sissy cuckolds to wank into or just demand spunk relief through oral.
And for those practicing safe sex the feminized sissy cuckolds’ mouth should be the repository for full and used condoms.
You know it makes sense!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 923.
I like so many feminized sissy cuckolds have many sleepless nights due to the dreams/nightmares that rattle round my so called mind things so depraved and sick that I toss and turn all night my body aching my little sissy clit hurting and leaking as what I am imagining and dreaming seems actually real like one can almost taste the creampies and smell the raunchy sex as a man or men fuck you’re cuckoldress in front of you.
This makes me think that as a feminized sissy cuckold you’re like a witness recorder for everything you have seen and experienced in your life and they act like done personal pornographic DVD, which I delightfully call “Frenzy!” with a little nod there to the maestro Hitchcock.
Frenzy because that is what I personally call the state us feminized sissy cuckolds get into living lives of femininity, chastity, depravities where everything in our pathetic existence is sexual and because we fail so badly on every level of masculinity, actual femininity and ability we crave it more than others walking this planet.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 922.
The pathetic bleatings of the new feminized sissy cuckold are certainly amusing to the Cuckoldress wife and all it’s moaning and whining does is seal it’s assured eventual fate?
Take the one thing so many new feminized sissy cuckold carp on about to anyone that can be bothered to listen “I am not gay!”
Yeah right pull the other one you worthless loser you slurp other men’s spunk out of your wife’s pussy and anus and are transfixed to seeing real men fuck the shit out of your wife and we’ll not even mention all the times you’ve licked your own pathetic dribbles up and rammed cock like objects up your ass like some cock crazed slut.
So don’t be surprised when your cuckoldress makes you suck her lovers cocks clean after they have fucked her and then have gay men sexually use you in every homosexual way possible for her entertainment, she might also insist that you have another feminized sissy cuckold as a girlfriend!
So okay you might be called bisexual instead of gay or homosexual but as a feminized sissy cuckold calling you them names is a slur on good honest queers and sane bisexual folk so it’s far better to name you the pervert or freak the sissy cuckold cum dump the slave anything that casts you down into the sewer of your sissy cuckold position in life.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 921.
There is a good reason the Cuckoldress wife carries out strict regimes of sexual denial, chastity and frustration on her feminized sissy cuckold because like all women especially feminized sissy cuckolds their world is controlled via their tiny insignificant little speck!
As a Feminized sissy cuckold, you’ll already know that you as an entity are already aroused having to live as your sissy self always in women’s lingerie, hosiery high heels, clothes and make up not to mention the depraved urges and dreams that course through your so-called mind almost every second of the day and night.
But as a woman your wife and now Cuckoldress are born with the deep-seated knowledge that control of the penis is power and now she sees you’re true submissive pathetic self she instinctively knows what to do, so all forms of sexual relief and overtness of arousal have to be curtailed for her now feminized sissy cuckold husband.
From then on as your wife really gets into her stride as a Cuckoldress wife her every movement, action and vocabulary will somehow be linked to ooze her sexuality from the way she dresses, comports herself and acts everything she does will sexually torment her sissy cuckold to the point of sexual insanity.
Personally as a feminized sissy cuckold I experienced such frustrations for such long periods that I became addicted to the almost drug like high that this state is imposed on us sissy cuckolds and felt horrible if there were times when I was allowed to have some sort of emptying and as soon as I was locked up again I craved for time to put me back into that almost sick delirious sissy cuckold state of being.