SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 897.
Over to Helen’s tonight that’s my prostitute lady friend and I am shaking in anticipation as she let slip my Christmas present from her will be to watch her in action at a five-guy party she is holding and I will be doing the maid service.
It also transpires I have met these guys before and it will be bareback all the way and probably like last time I will be fluffing and cock cleaning on top of both pussy and anal creampie cleaning.
And I hardly think like last time Helen will have to urge them to use my mouth as a toilet easing their bladders in my waiting open mouth.
SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 896.
It’s a very scary thing when you become an actual Feminized sissy cuckold because of the total and absolute handing over of all power and control of your life to another person.
You can get off on the fantasy to your hearts content but to actually give up all your rights as a human to another is daunting to say the least and thankfully a loving Cuckoldress will understand this and will make the transition for you as painless as possible.
This is a knack that women have the ability to lure and seduce, her femininity and sex will gain her everything for you by teasing and denial with brutal violence only being the last resort to get you to comply.
In many instances the Cuckoldress will be adept enough to talk to the new feminized sissy cuckold in such a way that it will under its own recognizance come to believe that what is being proposed to him is actually logical an in many ways something that he wants and needs.
Put simply as many Cuckoldress wives will tell you it’s all about breaking the new feminized sissy cuckold down to its lowest form before building it up again in the image she wants and demands of a maid and slave serving her with no thought to itself.
SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 895.
I wonder how many feminized sissy cuckolds get to the stage that getting an erection naturally is an almost impossible task?
I know I got there years ago via a toxic mix of long-term chastity, Cuckoldress brainwashing, porn addiction and belief that as a Feminized sissy cuckold I was and am shamefully insignificant.
When it’s drummed into you that your tiny, small and worthless and no woman would ever want you and if you do get erect seeing your cuckoldress in any form of undress you get harshly punished or having a stiffie when she is making you watch her have sex with a lover your abilities to function soon start to dissipate due to the consequences.
The Cuckoldress will also harshly teach her feminized sissy cuckold only to erect when she says so or she links being screwed in the sissy pussy with the consent from her to erect.
Even to this day I cannot erect normally and to obtain a shameful sissy squirt it has to be accompanied by large insertions into my sissy pussy and long hard fucking as I watch disgusting porn on our life subject.
I truly am a pathetic feminized sissy cuckold like so many of you are as well.
