An old fuck buddy has gotten back in touch and wants to breed me, I cant wait!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 995.
For me as a feminized sissy cuckold from my very early days of growing up I knew little of what I was heading to be, what I did know was that I had this urge to put women’s apparel on and that without being told I knew my penis was very little.
Having a little penis places you in a beta mode from birth and there is nothing you can do about that apart from suffer and hope that there is light at the end of the tunnel.
Well, that light at the end of the tunnel gets extinguished once other people get to see what you have got or lack of it.
For myself it was the fact that it was my Mother who first saw my little erect penis when it erected up against her nylon clad foot and when she eased the sole of her foot aside to see it that look of sneering contempt spread across her face then coldly but sweetly informing me to carry on massaging her foot as that was the only important thing happening in the room.
Words that utterly crush your already limited masculinity and then the body blow when more words came from her lips saying that it must be because I had such a tiny penis that I was dressing up in her hosiery and other things.
Having to go and put a pair of her used tights on then show myself to her in them was terrifying but also the most liberating thing I ever had to do and brought upon me her observations and comments that cut away any confidence I had in myself.
And through the power of her cutting condescending words about my little thing I was preconditioned to be utterly submissive to women from the go get so by the time Pamela and Fran got their talons into me I was ripe for pressing into doing acts that I later learned were prerequisites for a feminized sissy cuckold to do.
What I do recall is that I was instructed to wear Mothers worn tights at home and nighties and little heeled fluffy slippers after confessing my budding transvestism I had many, many losses of control and would be shamefully erect in the tights and stuff round the house which brought forth scathing comments and even Mother’s foot being pressed against my little arousal as I was berated for being dirty and naughty and so forth, she even slapped it to make it go down at times or pinched it cruelly, but that was it knowing that even with all her cutting words pinching and slaps that I ached to be brought off but she never did that thus addling my mind even further.

New gallery posted! Comment on your favs x

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 994.
One thing that really pleases the Cuckoldress is the things she has been able to bring her feminized sissy cuckold to with her sexuality and strict regime of utter obedience to her whims and commands.
The canny Cuckoldress will over time totally take over every aspect of the feminized sissy cuckolds’ sexuality utterly destroying the sissy cuckold’s manhood via both physical and verbal destruction.
Never an hour passes where she does not verbally degrade the sissy cuckolds sissy clit due to its smallness and worthlessness, if the Cuckoldress wife is lucky she will be the last in a long line of females that have poured scorn on the sissy cuckolds penis from it’s own Mother through Mothers friends and then sissies limited short lived girlfriends all of which have made sissies penis a point of ridicule.
Then there is the chastity the Cuckoldress will avail herself to stop masturbation and erection and near as damn it ejaculations apart from painful accidents that sissy cuckolds can have even in chastity.
The results speak for themselves when the Cuckoldress can and will at time to time remove the sissy cuckolds chastity device and cruelly offer herself to the sissy cuckold for actual sexual intercourse finding that the emotionally and mentally crushed feminized sissy cuckold has no confidence in it’s sissy clit and sissy cannot even ger erect with the open offer and sheer black stockinged legs wide open exposing the cuckoldresses wet pussy ready for sex.
The damage this puts in sissy cuckolds mind not even being able to get hard anymore is devastating and even worse even if it does make a pathetic attempt at a nasty little swelling when sissy approaches it’s cuckoldress it suffers from premature ejaculation making a mess on the cuckoldresses stocking clad leg or on to the floor an act of utter failure that fills the Cuckoldresses cannon with never ending ammunition to foist on her sissy cuckold.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 993.
Shame and humiliation are the staple diet for the feminized sissy cuckold from the onset of its pathetic life and the more it’s exposed the better for all concerned.
I knew from the first indications of my budding sexuality that I was a dud and freakishly different what with my urges to put women’s clothes on and fiddle with myself in perverted ways as my mind though of and about women in less than natural ways.
Now although when I Mother outted me there was terrified shame and humiliation there was also a sense of relief as these heavy secrets in me were out in the open and although what I was experiencing was mirth, ridicule and dire verbal humiliation it was all done in a way that told me that my route in life was not going to be capped off in fact it was to be fostered in subtle ways that cemented my life as a feminized sissy cuckold even though those words had not even been mentioned at the time.
That silly little erection against my Mother’s hot scented nylon clad foot and her reaction to the disgraceful loss of self-control mortified me but allowed the gate to open for her to tell me she knew I was dressing up in her hosiery and other things and for me to go and put a pair on so she could see, from that point on hosiery was part of my daily attire which led to dressing up in ore and more female attire then the make-up.
So, by the time the fated fancy dress party arrived, and Fran and Pamela got their hooks into me, and I had my first sexual encounters with them which were all sissy cuckold based I was lost and this was the only form of use I could be to a female.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 992.
Been seeing and reading a lot of postings on the net this past while about pros and cons of anal sex for both women and men and sexual acts like ass to mouth etc. that are supposed to be a big no,no.
Obviously whatever or whoever is generating this type of discussion has no idea about the life of the feminized sissy cuckold and its place in society.
For the majority of feminized sissy cuckolds, the anal creampie is critical part and of its existence as is sucking clean musky shitty cock after its just ravaged the cuckoldresses asshole.
And of course, if the cuckoldress wants entertainment from seeing sissy cuckold with other sissies or gay men or perverts’ sissy cuckold will have to perform ass to mouth sissy clit sucking (that is if they can actually penetrate each other with their tiny appendages) and ass to mouth cock sucking with queers and perverts.
Then of course there is the section of the feminized sissy cuckold fraternity that are also used as toilets by their Cuckoldresses.
What it boils down to is that the feminized sissy cuckold has no human rights and will only be protected by its owner with strict adherence to oral hygiene, vitamin supplements and regular checks ups (just how humiliating it is to go to a clinic to be checked on having to openly confess to be a sissy cuckold and often used as a toilet).

SISSY CUCKOLD 991.
For the feminized sissy cuckold, the taking away of any rights to have an erection let alone a sissy squirt is devastating.
Up to when the feminized sissy cuckold want to be actually gets a Cuckoldress it’s a dribbling pervert when it comes to fiddling with itself literally wanking till the tiny little thing drops off.
So, when the sissy cuckold is plunged into a life of no hard On’s and no dirty spurting’s it mentally unbalances the sissy.
The feeling of frustration that builds up give the sissy cuckold a sickly all at sea feeling and as time goes on everything takes on a massive sexual connotation and sissy cuckold thinks of nothing else thus feeding its frustration to almost insanity.
Of course, the astute Cuckoldress wife knows that controlling the sissy cuckold’s penis and spillages gets the best obedience out of it and will cut her cloth in life to make sissy cuckold live in a white-hot cauldron of sexual stimuli from the way she dresses, acts and teases all the time.
Of course, there will be accidents even for a sissy cuckold in chastity and these deplorable failures of self-control will always be chastised with severe forms of corporal punishment.
The best the feminized sissy cuckold can hope for in the long run is for its cuckoldress to sanction the anal sissygasm via dildo’s or homosexual fuckings.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 990.
If you are yearning to be a feminized sissy cuckold I would like to warn you about what I know and thousands of other feminized sissy cuckolds know through actual experience.
Your wife and now Cuckoldress will have no compunction in totally destroying what little masculinity you have in you.
Remember you asked for this so you have no human rights whatsoever over what your wife does with her life from confession point onwards and you must accept she can do anything she wants to you without you moaning and complaining.
Whether it’s mental or physical torment torture and punishment this is your lot as a feminized sissy cuckold.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 989.
Do you as a feminized sissy cuckold accept that if applicable you are your Cuckoldresses sanitary towel in that week of the month and prior to it you understand that she is totally in her rights to use and abuse you to ease her premenstrual tension.
Personally, I have never had a problem with cleaning my Cuckoldresses if they are bleeding consuming all the blood and chunky livery bits that a woman discharges it really shows her that you as a feminized sissy cuckold adore love and support her womanhood.
Of course, you cannot be lapping at her bleeding bloody pussy twenty-four hours a day so it is also an honor to lick, and suck clean her used sanitary towels as they are used and discarded and also that goes for the tampons she will use.
I also think when a feminized sissy cuckold is supporting its Cuckoldress through a period it should also wear sanitary products and even accept that the Cuckoldress may want to make cuts on sissy cuckold’s ovary sack to stimulate realism of a sissy period.
Lastly a feminized sissy cuckold should be totally responsible for purchasing all the sanitary towels and tampons that will be needed every month even if it is a humiliating task to do as part of your usual household shopping.