SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1081.
As a feminized sissy cuckold, I was not naturally bi-sexual or gay at the beginning in fact I had issues with it and to a certain extent I still do what with the shame doing homosexual acts brings to me.
But after years of conditioning at the hands of Cuckoldresses and Mistresses one accepts that I need the humiliation and shame and there is no denying that once you carry out the orders you have been given to please a man you get a small taste of the power real women have.
Take sucking cock, to think as a feminized sissy cuckold you look feminine enough and sexy enough to enrage a man’s passions to the point that with your mouth your red painted lips round his erection you can bring him to climax feeling the power a hard cock has and knowing it was you that sucked the sperm out of him and swallowed.
Then the sex act with your sissy pussy the pride you feel along with the humiliation, shame and self-disgust in allowing another male to enter you and fuck your hole hard until he dumps his load in you is shattering and you also discover the very naughty feeling you get when you experience a man’s sperm spattering away inside you.
These acts also bring on another feeling that puts a feminized sissy cuckold in its rightful place and that feeling is a real taste of femininity and it’s these generated feelings and emotions that trap a feminized sissy cuckold into an addiction where time and time again it will allow itself to be used and abused by men and not just one at a time.
Shamefully I like many others have had multiple perverts sexually use me at parties etc..

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1080.
For many white guys these day’s their only recourse to having human sexual contact these days is to have a sissy girlfriend.
This is due to women being very targeted in their wants as many like to date hunky black guys or single out the money.
This leaves your average joe and peon to the five fingered widow whilst watching porn.
It may take a little whole before they get desperate enough to seek out a sissy but once they do what they experience sells them on having shall we say a special girlfriend.
Let’s face it a sissy does not need to be asked to wear sexy lingerie high heels and stockings for a sissy they are everyday wear.
Then there is the sex your Sissy does not know the word no and anything that the guy wants no matter how perverse is ok with the Sissy, also a sissy always swallows, rims ass and degrades itself to get sperm.
If the guy wants to invite his mates into the action the sissy is more than pleased to oblige.
These days white guys know the feminized sissy cuckold is the ideal girlfriend.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1079.
Makes you wonder as time moves on whether the marriage involving the husband as the feminized sissy cuckold and the wife with lovers will become mainstream.
Let’s face it things have progressed so much that these days you can hardly see an advert without an interracial couple in it inferring that women prefer big black cock.
What is more natural than a woman with black lovers and a husband that slaves away fiscally supporting her its wife and doing all the housework as a maid and because it’s been replaced in the traditional marriage the husband’s penis securely locked in chastity.
This is the next evolution of marriage.

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1077.
Once you become a dumped and divorced feminized sissy cuckold the first thing you find is that there is absolutely no way you can return to what society terms a normal whatever that is.
The hardest thing at first is having to start making your own decisions and choices again and because you are so dominated and pathetic what you find yourself doing is literally thinking what your Cuckoldress would do and go along with that.
Then you will find that if you are a sissy cuckold now free of chastity masturbation comes back into play and what I noticed straight away was the guilt and shame associated with touching my sissy clit without having got prior permission the feeling of this is naughty and dirty are palpable and often I will place myself in chastity just for the feeling of safety and comfort.
The cravings for creampie will overwhelm the dumped and divorced feminized sissy cuckold as it starts it search for another Cuckoldress and licking its own woeful dribble will not satisfy so the sissy cuckold will reach out to other sissies and eventually homosexuals to get the sperm fix even if the sissy cuckold is not inherently gay itself.
The sperm fix will and always is the dumped and divorced feminized sissy cuckolds’ downfall and it will do absolutely anything to get it from visiting Dominatrixes and prostitutes to letting itself be abused at fetish parties and the worst Pervert parties where a mass of vile kinky perverts slake their lusts on the one or two sissy cuckolds or transvestites lured to attend.
Having over the years attended parties such as these I cannot describe properly how low into the sewer of submissive humiliation you have to go being repeatedly fucked both orally and anally by whoever wants to use your sissy holes your mouth also used to rim ass and be pissed in and on for hours at a time.
What’s worse is that in the end you grow to accept as a feminized sissy cuckold that you are just a fuck hole, and it all somehow excites your perverted mind and again and again you accept you have to return for more.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1076.
For many feminized sissy cuckolds one of the shocking things they have to cope with and learn to live with is the sight and sounds of their wife actually having a proper sexual experience after thinking she was making her true reactions when she pity fucked him as her husband back when she was blind and stupid.
What the feminized sissy cuckold now see’s when she becomes a Cuckoldress wife is what a real man can bring out in a woman, the flirty sexual nature, the temptress camp in her and of course the screams, yells and downright pornographic nature of her sexual goading’s and urgings when she is getting fucked.
It’s like a proper man can make the true nature of a woman bloom and she will show all her feminine colors to her feminized sissy cuckold husband to rub his face in it as the saying goes.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1075.
A Feminized sissy cuckold must always be aware that at a moment’s notice it will have to undergo and endure punishments to its sissy clit for being so small and annoying it’s Cuckoldress.
Some if the punishments that the Cuckoldress inflicts on her feminized sissy cuckold can only be described as coming from the deepest vault in Hell.
The worst I endured was the Chilli treatment for which to begin with I did not know what was happening as My Cuckoldress Tania placed me in a Hubble with my wrists cuffed behind my back.
Tania then proceed in front of my eyes to pull on a pair of latex gloves and then split out a smallish Chilli, what occurred next horrified me as she spit on the open evil fruit to moisten it up the reached down and started to massage the Chilli all over the dome of my sissy clit paying special attention to my urethral opening, burning irritation and extreme discomfort started almost straight away taking my breath and making me yelp in agony.
Then with a wicked loving grin on her lips Tania rolled a condom over my for some reason turgid little sissy clit and slowly masturbated me all the while verbally teasing me as I suffered at her hands and warning me that I should take her advice and not have a sissy squirt.
Of course Tania knew working my little sissy clit so expertly after such a long time in being denied any relief from her was not in my ability as her feminized sissy cuckold to heed her advice and withing a minute or two or searing heated masturbation I screamed into a quite intense sissygasm.
I would have been well served to heed Tania’s warning’s and advice as the tip of the condom filled with my weak watery sissy mess and Tania used her finger tips to massage the dribbled offering into the already burning dome of my sissy clit thus starting off a chain reaction as the moisture of my filthy spendings made the juice of the Chilli explode into action and what I thought and suffered prior to my sissygasm was nothing compared to the torture and burning heat and irritation that now ensued that had me crumpled on the floor at Tania’s black stocking clad legs and high heels screaming and crying in a futile wish that it would be all over.
Well it did end eventually and I mean eventually three house of horrible suffering later Tania released me and I ran to the bathroom to wash my burnt little clit the result being the new cool water fired up the burning again and Tania stood behind me laughing informing me that she had forgot to tell me that it was best to let the heat die naturally not to add to the flames.
So, by bedtime the torture had died down at last, and I knew from then on that if any form of Chilli was written on the shopping list that I would almost have a nervous breakdown.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1074.
As a lifelong feminized sissy cuckold one thing I have noticed has been the ascendancy of the black male in the lifestyle.
When I got started being sissy cuckold Carla back in the mid to late seventies there was just a mere sprinkling of black men around that white married women could get their hands on so most of the guys stepping into a cuckoldress led relationships were white as well
I am not saying for one moment that this was a passion killer for either the Cuckoldress wife or the feminized sissy cuckold husband, but the pool of big cock was very hit and miss.
As the years went by of course it was the black man coming out of the inner-city ghetto’s that had the maturity ability and the hard learned sexual experience who accommodated himself perfectly into the Cuckoldress lifestyle scene knowing the taboo of interracial sex would make passions explode in the white Cuckoldress wife and the frenzied sissy cuckold husband.
The advent of the arrival of the black male on the scene also virtually assured the cuckoldress led couple of assured big black cock not something that more often than not resembled their husband pathetic little penis.
The black male also did his homework about the needs of the feminized sissy cuckold realizing that in a relationship with a Cuckoldress wife he also needed to control and dominate the feminized sissy cuckold up to and including getting involved with the punishment, mental tormenting and sexual abuse of the sissy cuckold with the agreement of the Cuckoldress wife of course.
So, these days the weight of control responsibility does not just rest on the wife’s shoulders but more often than not is shared with her black lovers, which of course leads to a totally more satisfying life for all concerned.
The off spin of the rise of the black male in cuckoldress led relationships and women in general wanting black lovers has led to the novel situation that white guys are just not getting any pussy what so ever and now out of desperation many white guys have come to understand that the only sex they are going to get is if the have feminized sissy cuckold girlfriends something that Cuckoldress wives love to utilize in their never ending chase for ways and mean’s to degrade and humiliate their sissy cuckold husbands making them submit to what can only be described as dressed up homosexual acts for her entertainment.