SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 723.
Did it take you long when you evolved into a Feminized Sissy Cuckold to come to terms with having to eat pussy, clean ass and suck cocks that were in an appalling state?
I am not taking here about the good honest pussy or anal cream pie or post wet cock sucking clean! I am referring to women and men taking advantage of the Sissy Cuckolds unwritten law that they cannot refuse to clean anyone?
Many a time I have felt physically sick with tears running down my cheeks as I have licked a pussy that's stinks worse than a trash can on a hot summers day that had off fish in it!
What crushes you is the glee in the woman's face that she has the power to make you eat and clean her no matter the awful state she has got herself into!
And then there is the murky subject of her anus and all the stuff that slides or oozes out of that sexual organ that she will also fully expect you to clean and eat.
And it does not stop with women! guys into abusing feminized sissy cuckolds like nothing better that tormenting the feminized sissy cuckold with their smelly, slimy dirty cocks!
I even had one experience when with Helen my prostitute lady friend we watched two guys get it on and some serious assfucking occurred and after the dom guy had dumped his load up the subbies ass he ordered me to suck his cock clean that was slick with the submissive shit!
Of course neither he or Helen would allow me to not do it so there under the mirthful gaze of Helen and the just fucked submissive I sucked the Masters cock clean!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 722.
Feminized Sissy Cuckolds are at the end of the day our own worst enemies?
By that I mean we life a life full of being denied sex, erections and masturbation.
We are constantly told we are to small and insignificant for sex and why should we have erections if our tiny penises are not up to the size women like for sex and as for masturbation? well we get told only filthy perverts get up to that sort of vile behaviour!
So there we are rolling along in a sick sea of denied sexual outlet and utter sexual frustration that goes so far beyond the blue balls syndrome!
I think you all know what I am talking about that almost drunk like state a feminized sissy cuckold goes about in that is a churning mass of need for sex or even a sniff or sight of it?
For the feminized sissy cuckold has to admit it's this state that it actually likes as you are on a plane way above anything you have ever known like a walking almost orgasm that's never going to be pushed over the edge.
So think of this state of being that you like before you pester your Cuckoldress for any relief she'll be so much happier you not asking and her not having to supervise some pathetic pity dribble she allows once in a while!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 721
If you are a Feminized sissy cuckold the odds are that you are afflicted with a tiny worthless penis so in the course of your miserable pathetic little life you will have to come to accept that anyone has the right to ridicule you for your non existent endowment!
And of course your Cuckoldress wife or partner had the absolute right to verbally humiliate you about your little penis and physically punish it to what ever degree she deems fit at any given moment!
Some of the worst penis punishments a feminized sissy cuckold can and will have to endure comes from creams, potions and natural juices!
Just think over this!
Many times Tania my second wife and Cuckoldress would have me strapped down in just my stockings heels and lingerie in her dungeon and she would remove my chastity device and caress my little penis till it was erect being careful not to let me have a sissy squirt.
I would be shaking all over and not just from the beautiful feeling of her touching my failure but because she had got her set of stainless steel penis shaped plugs out and the one she selected mostly it being the largest in the leather case would be coated with either fresh juice from a Chilli Pepper or tiger balm or deep heat and she would then fuck my urethra with it.
Anyone who has experienced this sort of penis punishment will know of the sheer burning hell the feminized sissy cuckold is put into as the creams and potions get to work releasing the fires of hades in your urethra.
Then wickedly Tania used to smear further balm of chilli sap all over the head of my little penis! and of course to really punish me as she had gloves on to apply the fiery stuff she would then insert her fingers into my sissy pussy.
By then I would be begging pleading screaming and crying in burning agony but strangely my sissy pin would still be erect as Tania fucked my urethra.
She would then remove the penis plug and quickly roll over my sissy clit one of the very small condoms she used to purchase for me if I was to have a release.
She would only do this part of the chilli or balm treatment if her grudge against my sissy clit was really riled up that day and she would then masturbate me to sissygasm which as your clit is in agony of burning is very intense!
But then the worst bit happens as the sissy milk filling the tip of the condom was massaged into my sensitive penile skin and the real fires of hell explode and you understand why your Cuckoldress has tied you down for this punishment as you thrash about in an agony you cannot escape from for hours.
And all through this penis punishment you hear your Cuckoldress explaining in every way possible what a dud and a failure your little clit is and why it needs to be punished for being such a let down for a woman like her and how its an offence to womanhood in general!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 720.
Any Cuckoldress worth her salt uses psychology to really screw with the Feminized Sissy Cuckolds mind.
Everything should be for the Cuckoldress almost to much bother to do anything for her Sissy Cuckold and it's only out of the goodness of her heart that she does anything at all.
She will verbally inform her sissy cuckold that it aught to count itself lucky as no other woman would bother with it!
Take for example if she in any way has to touch sissy cuckolds genitals not only will she pour words of derision and disgust on the offending little thing but also a series of facial expressions to tell sissy cuckold just how unsavoury it is for her manipulating sissy cuckolds little penis.
But here's the rub Sissy Cuckold is so in love and in adoration of its Cuckoldress wife or partner that nothing can dampen the honour of her touching it's pathetic little noodle and so devoted is sissy cuckold it will believe with what its Cuckoldress is saying that her words are utterly true and it will feel sorry for her that she has to lower herself to deal with him in any sort of way.
A lot of what goes on between Cuckoldress and her Feminized Sissy Cuckold I suppose could be classed as brain washing but in all honesty in this type of relationship where strict boundaries and position in life have to be set I personally see nothing wrong with a sissy cuckold having no thoughts of its own it should be utterly dependant on the Cuckoldress what happens to sissy cuckold in life and obedience should be total!