SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 899.
One thing that I have learned over the years as a Feminized sissy cuckold is that once a wife gets into being a Cuckoldress and believe me it does not take long once they have taken the first step and they cast of societies moral bondage they can become the lady of their darkest dreams.
You will find your Cuckoldress wife or partner engaging in sexual activities that even for you a perverted feminize sissy cuckold will find shocking and the two reasons for this is firstly she is getting all her sexual dreams and desires utterly fulfilled and secondly her arousal becomes so much more seeing you’re suffering and torment.
Your wife will become addicted to rubbing the face of the one that loves them into her most dirty sexual depravities.
Black men can really count themselves lucky that history has led them on the path of history which has made them a core part of white women sexually taboo desires so when your wife does become a Cuckoldress one of the first things she will do it start taking a bite out of that particular apple.
For those feminized sissy cuckolds just starting out on their life course who crave seeing interracial sex and consume masses of that type of porn you will never be able to imagine what it’s actually like when the one you love and adore starts fucking black men.
It is a life altering event that once done can never be stopped as your wife will become utterly addicted in every sense to black cock and will flaunt this right up close and personal in front of you.
I as a lifelong feminized sissy cuckold who tries to set down thoughts and feelings about ourselves fail in the words to describe what you feel when a gaggle of black men entertain your nearest and dearest and see her go totally wild and depraved fucking the shit out of the men because that’s what the Cuckoldress wife does with all her sexuality and holes loving every inch the men can give her right in front of her loving feminize husband.
And for us feminized sissy cuckold the icing on the cake so to speak is not only getting to watch such electric pornographic sex but also that the black man likes nothing better than doing white wives in front of their pathetic small dicked feminized and chastity locked husbands letting their power rise to the surface as they screw what they were once denied to the pain of the ultimate punishment making sure your sexy cuckoldress wife gets ever pint of spunk their big black balls can dump I her more than willing holes!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 898.
Literally crawled in from serving as the feminized sissy cuckold French maid at Helen’s little party last night and every hole aches from the abuse that they went through.
How much sperm I licked out of Helen pussy and asshole I will never know, and I have dried sperm on me from the overspills from not only cleaning her up but also of the five guys who booked the party.
Also, one of the guys availed himself of my bottom and while in there urinated in my bowels a strange but sort of thrilling experience.
The evening was utterly degrading for myself being laughed at and name called by the guys let by the cutting words of Helen who encouraged everything foisted upon me and of course me being me loved the shame of cock sucking, asshole licking and being used as a toilet drinking pints of piss from all.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 897.
Over to Helen’s tonight that’s my prostitute lady friend and I am shaking in anticipation as she let slip my Christmas present from her will be to watch her in action at a five-guy party she is holding and I will be doing the maid service.
It also transpires I have met these guys before and it will be bareback all the way and probably like last time I will be fluffing and cock cleaning on top of both pussy and anal creampie cleaning.
And I hardly think like last time Helen will have to urge them to use my mouth as a toilet easing their bladders in my waiting open mouth.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 896.
It’s a very scary thing when you become an actual Feminized sissy cuckold because of the total and absolute handing over of all power and control of your life to another person.
You can get off on the fantasy to your hearts content but to actually give up all your rights as a human to another is daunting to say the least and thankfully a loving Cuckoldress will understand this and will make the transition for you as painless as possible.
This is a knack that women have the ability to lure and seduce, her femininity and sex will gain her everything for you by teasing and denial with brutal violence only being the last resort to get you to comply.
In many instances the Cuckoldress will be adept enough to talk to the new feminized sissy cuckold in such a way that it will under its own recognizance come to believe that what is being proposed to him is actually logical an in many ways something that he wants and needs.
Put simply as many Cuckoldress wives will tell you it’s all about breaking the new feminized sissy cuckold down to its lowest form before building it up again in the image she wants and demands of a maid and slave serving her with no thought to itself.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 895.
I wonder how many feminized sissy cuckolds get to the stage that getting an erection naturally is an almost impossible task?
I know I got there years ago via a toxic mix of long-term chastity, Cuckoldress brainwashing, porn addiction and belief that as a Feminized sissy cuckold I was and am shamefully insignificant.
When it’s drummed into you that your tiny, small and worthless and no woman would ever want you and if you do get erect seeing your cuckoldress in any form of undress you get harshly punished or having a stiffie when she is making you watch her have sex with a lover your abilities to function soon start to dissipate due to the consequences.
The Cuckoldress will also harshly teach her feminized sissy cuckold only to erect when she says so or she links being screwed in the sissy pussy with the consent from her to erect.
Even to this day I cannot erect normally and to obtain a shameful sissy squirt it has to be accompanied by large insertions into my sissy pussy and long hard fucking as I watch disgusting porn on our life subject.
I truly am a pathetic feminized sissy cuckold like so many of you are as well.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 894.
Deep down I think all of us feminized sissy cuckolds know that when we started out dressing up and masturbating we knew we were going to one day suck cock and swallow sperm from the moment we started to ingest our own weak watery sissy milk.
Our conditioning to be male of course made this a very taboo subject that brought on shame and self-loathing when the thoughts of it sprang to mind.
But let’s be honest we all peeked at the big boys in the showers and public toilets all to aware of our massive inferiority in the penis league and the fear we felt with the giddiness to have a cock in our mouths.
Of course women can sense and see this in the likes of us and take advantage of getting us to clean them up after they have had sex with other men but it’s more than that as from talking to many Cuckoldresses they also like seeing sissies and men having sex or sissy on sissy it gives them a perverse thrill knowing they have the power to order such depravities for her entertainment.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 893.
If you were lucky growing up and began evolving into a Feminized sissy cuckold you had a helping guiding hand.
Even if your secret was well hidden I hope you paid attention to your mother or aunt teaching you all you need to know about home economics and housework.
It’s a young want to be feminized sissy cuckold that understands that at some point what it wants to be will encompass toiling as a maid for a wife and will pay detailed interest at the knowledge that being imparted to him.
I was lucky my mother instilled the lot in me from cooking, cleaning, Ironing, sewing in fact every aspect of looking after myself of the lady I was with.
It’s at this point as an evolving feminized sissy cuckold that you realize that what you are about to become is going to be a life filling role and not just a sexual thing.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 892.
On the rare occasions the Cuckoldress wife lowers herself to let her feminized sissy cuckold have a sissy squirt she usually makes this experience a very uncomfortable one.
I think we all know that nothing is as it seems with the Cuckoldress where sissy release is concerned.
If you are unlucky enough to have a unauthorized accident in your panties or as you kneel or sit watching her have sex with a guy or men the consequences of course are harsh with canings, floggings or whippings.
But then your lucky day arrives and she informs you she is going to make you squirt for her, and you are in paradise, but once the chastity devices come off and out your joy mostly is very short lived.
Your Cuckoldress might only remove your anal chastity and dildo you to a sissy milking the pain of the penile chastity taking away any luxury pleasure, she might also deem is necessary that for some reason needles need pushing through your sissy ovaries or sissy clit head prior to the forced sissy dribble.
Then there is the array of electric toys that can make the sissy clit want to retreat into itself as it’s masturbated by the cuckoldress hand.
Often with the skilled Cuckoldress she will do what’s called a draining which amount to no stop manual masturbation drawing out every last drop of sissy milk and then some to the point of having her feminized sissy cuckold screaming and pleading to be put back in chastity as its sissy clit and ovaries are hurting so much with the relentless masturbation.
In many ways over time the feminized sissy cuckold comes to understand that no cumming and living with enduring sexual frustration is the best course of action.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 891.
You know you’re a full blown feminized sissy cuckold when you discover the feeling of seeing someone you like going off with other men and you get aroused by the humiliation even if the said girl does not even know you adore her.
From the moment we start our dressing up and it aids our dirty naughty little masturbation sessions we know there is something wrong with us and fiddling with ourselves is a shameful bad naughty thing that we really should not be doing to ourselves but cannot help it.
Worse if a woman catches us dressed up and wanking because their reaction to our perverted cavorting’s will instill a deep-seated shame and humiliation in us that we are not good enough to be allowed to masturbate so by default there is no possible way we should be bothering women for sexual intercourse.
Even before we discover what we are most feminized sissy cuckold know that they are small and underdeveloped in the manhood stakes and it becomes in bred into us that we must help and support women have sex with real men our only role to serve the lady and clean her up.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 890.
Here we are almost at Christmas again and this time of year can be especially exciting for the feminized sissy cuckold what with all the parties your wife will be going to and even taking you along to some of them.
For sure she will let her hair down and be more wanton and sluttier than per usual due to the merry making and you know from the way she dresses and acts there will be a never-ending stream of guys wanting to get into her knickers (that’s if she ever wore any?)
Then there is the actual day and what presents you might get? Remember the shit years when you were a so-called man and you used to get socks and aftershave how boring was that eh? Now you get nightwear, lingerie and hosiery, bits of makeup and any other items of female apparel your cuckoldress, Mother-in-law or even Mother decides would be nice for you.
Oh, and for your feminized sissy cuckolds that the wife has made to have a boyfriend you of course will be expected to make sure he is fully sexually satisfied over the Christmas period, it’s not only the turkey that gets stuffed over yuletide.