SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1021.
So many things make a feminized sissy cuckold become addicted to what it is.
Just stop a second and think about when you were a so-called male, recall when you were out and about anywhere how everyone never even gave you a second look specially not women.
Let’s face it you were invisible just plane boring inconsequential you and believe me your aura radiated to people you were a no mark and specially for women they could pick up on the vibes that you were worthless and pathetic and had something seriously wrong with you, not quite a homosexual but nowhere near being a man.
Now look at yourself as a full time feminized sissy cuckold out and about doing your daily stuff and everyone can see you mincing around they are all looking at you.
At last in life you are being noticed and garnering reactions from people laughing at you to leering perverts drooling at the thoughts of what they want to do to you, women smile smugly catching sight of you checking out your make up and mode of dress to make sure you are doing your Cuckoldress, Mistress or Master proud in your comportment.
Other females set their sights on capturing you for themselves and will openly tease, torment and lure you into their web.
Even the negative reactions a feminized sissy cuckold can undergo such as being verbally abused, spat at, beaten up and derided is in the end a sign that you are no longer a nothing that’s never seen and let’s face it open vilification like those mentioned above can often lead to sexual assault which for the feminized sissy cuckold is a time it will comply and do its best to please the assailant to hopefully change its bigotry.

SISSY CUCKOLD PRESENT 1020.
The things us feminized sissy cuckolds do for love and adoration, I was up a tree cutting it back doing a day of hard toil for my first ex-wife and cuckoldress who in the sunshine was sitting at her bistro table with a coffee liberally shouting orders and commands and believe me nothing I do is ever good enough for her and leads to constant put downs and humiliation.
When suddenly I was flying through the air after the ladder gave way or whatever and I had a nasty fall which on top of bruising my face smashed my top denture and hurt my leg and arm on the right side.
Of course, to be expected Anne complained that some of my blood had stained one of her new light-colored steppingstones but she was at least happy that I was not more badly hurt so as to recover quicker to get back to doing the tasks she wants me to complete.
The downside for me is that I had to put off the arranged day of fun and sordid games with Gina, which was a pity.
Now it’s time to heal the face and to get to dentist for repairs before I am back in action again.

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1019.
For those Femininized sissy cuckolds that were not lucky enough to learn the art of housework from their mothers or Aunts way back when the nuances of being your Cuckoldresses perfect Sissy Cuckold French Maid can come at very painful expense.
Let’s face it quite a few males are pretty fucking dense when it comes to the housework abilities that it needs to look after the home to the standard the Cuckoldress wife will require.
The only way the new Feminized sissy cuckold learns with enough speed so as not to annoy the Cuckoldress wife further is the use of sadistic brutal punishment for everything connected to running the homestead.
And believe me the Cuckoldress wife will gladly accept an aching arm at days end if it propels her sissy cuckold to do things properly.

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1018.
As a Feminized sissy cuckold of many a year both a married one and a dumped and divorced on it has always amazed me the reactions that you get from women when you tell them what you are when you are trying to start another relationship, of course back in the early days it was more of a case of being caught out and made to confess which was back then for me like many others shameful and humiliating but eventually liberating.
But once you have accepted yourself and what you are explaining the difference between you and a transvestite becomes an exciting exposure that is something to enjoy.
Telling a woman what you are placing no pressure of her is an eye opener as to a woman they are not nasty about your revelation even if they do not want to proceed further with you, but before they turn you down they want to know the ins and outs of what a feminized sissy cuckold is and does and will make a wide range of comments from sneering contempt, teasing slurs that you are a vile little pervert and no wonder no woman wants to entertain you to the other side of the equation where they dig out of you your dirtiest desires and needs gleefully teasing and taunting you at your inadequacies.
In general if you are confessing all to a woman and it gets to the point that she wants to see your excuse for a penis there is a good chance she will want to use and abuse you to whatever extent she is comfortable with, this may lead to a friendship where you do jobs and housework for her as a maid and even to foot worship, mild punishment and getting her gifts as you try to please her.
Of course, there will be the women you meet that will want to do more and if you let them explore without pressuring them the results can be amazing.
Bethany a lady I knew as a friend was a case in point I met her after Tania had dumped and divorced me, she was a middle aged divorced woman, nicely dressed and pretty even if she was a larger lady who I got chatting with in the restaurant in the Sovereign Centre in Weston Super Mare one lunch she was sitting at the table next to me and copped me as a transvestite so struck up a conversation where I explained what I was which intrigued her
Over the next month or so our friendship developed where we would meet for lunch and gossiped and she dug deep into me about my perversions and kinks.
I really did not think that anything more was going to occur but then late one Saturday night I got a call from her and asked if she could come round to my place, which of course I agreed she could.
What transpired was that she wanted to see if I really would clean up creampie pussy which of course I was more than happy to oblige thus it was a start of a much kinkier friendship where she explored some pretty deviant stuff with me.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1017.
One thing I learned being a twice dumped and divorces feminized sissy cuckold is that not being totally under the control of the Cuckoldress wife places you in a very grey area.
As you can appreciate sissy cuckolds alone again have dire trouble running their own lives after so long as being just a maid/slave only there to do not to think.
This with the terror of the new enforced way of single life the feminized sissy cuckold makes endless mistakes and errors of judgement mostly propelled by its manic need to be involved in sex on any level and shamefully for the sissy cuckold because it’s not getting Cuckoldress fed creampies to clean it finds itself craving spunk.
For this spunk fix the sissy cuckold will utterly humiliate and degrade itself by going with other sissies even though their type of milk is the weak watery type that gives not satisfaction.
Or they will go with literally any woman that will entertain them from grannies to uglies to obese women no matter what hygiene state they are in.
I myself went down these routes often and still do but also like so many other dumped and divorced sissy cuckolds I became prey to what I regard the freaks and perverts brigade.
My first slide into this sleazy sordid arena was one night at a Fetish party I was at I was accosted and chatted up by a slug of a man he must have been 20 to 25 stones and every inch perverted looking and although not nice looking he had the gift of the gab so to speak and skillful hands that teased and tormented me as we sat in the booth we were in chatting, shamefully at the end of the night I allowed him to take me back to his hotel room and let him have sex with me.
Why I did this is all part of my emotional make up from being a submissive feminized sissy cuckold who was abused by my step father many moons ago and is naturally terrified by homosexuality but the shame and revulsion I feel about the issue also drives me to self-punish if you can get your head round that?
After fucking Peter as his name was and myself spoke at length about why we are what we are, and he wondered if I might be interested in attending a private party he had with some of his friends to be what he termed the entertainment.
I was terrified by his suggestion but also pulled to the shameful depravity that it would bring to my submissive nature so after a lot more talk and soul searching I accepted his offer.
Two weeks later Peter picked me up from my home and I was whisked away to his place for the weekend.
What I came face to face with was Peter and nine other sleazy pervert’s men of sexual tastes which were horrendous, Peter stripped me to my Lingerie, high heels and Stockings in front of these men and then the weekend started where I was sexually used with no right of refusal to do anything they wanted.
I was fucked so hard and often not only with their cocks but with an eye watering array of implements I could hardly stand and my mind was reduced to a sewer of cock craving sucking and fucking like a dirty whore.
They also used my mouth as their urinal and relived themselves all over me and this was just the first night of the three-day weekend.
Thankfully I was allowed to bathe, sleep and change my outfits so got a little rest and food before the assaults began again the following day and was eternally thankful on late Saturday afternoon when another sissy was brought into the party which was attended by six more guys on top of Peter and the other nine.
By the time Peter took me home I could hardly sit for a week with my sissy pussy prolapsing repeatedly and I slept and slept with utter exhaustion, but my self-shaming mental needs had been utterly fulfilled, and I had swallowed and taken a vast amount of sperm in the process.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1016.
Even though I say so myself my two Cuckoldress wives were both very good-looking women way above my status to be honest especially Tania my second wife.
So, I do not quite understand why as a Feminized Sissy Cuckold after being dumped and divorced by Tania I self-imposed myself with a strict rule where I would try to integrate myself with the most foul, nasty, ugly, obese, dirty old females possible.
It is almost like I am self-punishing myself? But here’s the thing in setting the bar so utterly low I have found a stratum of womanhood that has a beauty all of its own, women that really appreciate an adoring feminized sissy cuckold who marvel at just how far they can push the biscuit so to speak in making the sissy cuckold do utterly deplorable things for them that no other normal human would ever consider.
For me perfection can be found in a woman that around size 20 to 24 hair out of a bottle in whatever color she likes, dresses like a common prostitute and infrequently changes her lingerie and hosiery preferring instead to cover up the stench she emits with cheap whore like perfume.
Make up of course trowelled on heavy with gaudy fake jewelry, er sex life is rampant and funds her drinking and smoking habits allowing men to have her for the price of a gin and tonic in the pub’s toilets or a back alley with no regards to the waste of money that’s called condoms.
She will consider water let alone soap poison since the days of the great flood so thinks it’s lovely to have a pretty feminized sissy cuckold at her beck and call to keep both her pussy and anus licked clean as she’s to lazy to see to her own hygiene.
And it’s not just her filthy pussy and shitty ass that needs the sissy cuckolds cleaning tongue but also her stinking armpits and the creased under her tits and gut overhang where gunge accumulates and of course the horror that are her feet and toes.
As a pathetic feminized sissy cuckold just the thought of serving women link this has me squirt in shameful sissygasms.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1015.
It was not until I was married to Tania my second wife the dominatrix and escort on top of being my Cuckoldress that I came to fully experience the close relationship that female domination and Cuckoldry have.
Prior to being at Tania’s high heels, I had suffered punishments such as spankings cropping’s and of course denial of sexual outlet but in most cases these were by agreement self-imposed to please my first wife and the other ladies that got their claws into me the delicate budding sissy cuckold as I was back then.
But it was Tania with her skills as a Dominant Cuckoldress that plunged me into the darkest recesses of being a feminized sissy cuckold husband with not only physical restraints and punishments but also a regime of total mental and emotional submission.
To this day I know that any erection my little clit has or urge to want to sissysquirt is pure selfishness on my part and I an engulfed with feelings of shame for needing these things.
For the most part as a feminized sissy cuckold I still seek permission to be allowed to have a pathetic little dribble from my ex and in many cases how it is to be achieved.
What Tania was able to achieve being my Cuckoldress wife for eleven years was to totally dominate and destroy any independent thinking when it came to sexual relief instilling in me that not only was my urges the height of selfishness but also every action to get to my sissygasm and the pathetic dribble that ensues was nasty, dirty and shameful and thus all avenues to get to a sissygasm also had to be vile, nasty, dirty and utterly degrading for me.
Thus, often if I am allowed to have a sissygasm it will ordered after I have begged Tania via text or a call that I may so long as it only comes via shameful faggot acts like an anal sissygasm or while I am sucking cock and swallowing the spunk of some raging queer.
The list of degrading ways and paths to a sissygasm is never ending but as you know us feminized sissy cuckolds are so pathetic and weak that we will do and endure anything to obtain that worthless dribble we crave which the rest of the world holds in contempt.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1014.
One of the things that the new feminized sissy cuckold will find that no matter how much its wife involves it in her new sex life it will also spend inordinate amounts of time alone while the wife is out dating and socializing.
This state of affairs just cannot be avoided as there are still many guys out there that your wife is going to seduce and fuck that cannot cope with the lifestyle you and your wife are now living.
Of course, leaving you alone at home is something that greatly worries the cuckoldress wife thus at first she will feel uptight when out dating no knowing what shit her sissy cuckold is up to alone at home.
And rightly so as we all know the Devil makes work for the idle hand, at first the wife will do things like place sissy cuckold in bondage but the draw back of this is safety and of course the housework is not getting down.
Thus, quickly the cuckoldress wife will secure the purchase of the first chastity device and believe me it will soon be followed by the first anal chastity implement as the Cuckoldress wife is not silly and knows all about the deviant ways a feminized sissy cuckold will enact to have a sissygasm.
Now with these avenues of illicit pleasure seeking snatched from the feminized sissy cuckold the wife can finally really start letting her hair down as the old saying goes.
But still there is for many a wife that niggle at the back of their head that after furious slap dash housework her sissy cuckold is drooling over interracial and sissy cuckold porn on the internet getting its disgusting fantasy mind kicks.
It’s at this point a wife will turn to the trend in having a sissycucksitter someone that will totally control the feminized sissy cuckold in her absence, this is often the Cuckoldresses Mother who has been down on sissy cuckold since the day her daughter brought him home to meet her and this lady is often the most savage brutal sissycucksitter.
The wife may also engage sissy cuckolds own Mother who invariably totally sides with her daughter in laws way of married life, the Cuckoldresses sisters are also good sitters all who view her sissified husband as a dud and pathetic.
Good girlfriends also like to be asked to sissycucksit as they find their friends lifestyle so alluring and they can do things to sissy cuckold as a road of learning for when they subject their own husbands to sissification and cuckolding.
Lastly there is the very dark side of the Sissycucksitting method where the Cuckoldress wife will find some of her homosexual friends to do the sitting leaving them will full authority over sissy cuckold when they are in charge which with her encouragement leads to untold depravities being foisted upon her feminized husband things that have always terrified him but because he is now a womanly sissy he will have to endure with a smile on its face unless he wants strict punishment from its wife upon her return and hearing sissy cuckold did not do as it was told!