SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 881.
One thing as a Feminized sissy cuckold I have learned the hard way over the years is that you must learn to listen very carefully to what your Cuckoldress says and I mean every word uttered from her pouting red painted lips.
The reason for this is the female’s knack of using words in a very subtle way that can have dire consequences for the feminized sissy cuckold!
One year at Christmas Tania asked me which was a shock in the first place if I wanted custard or cream with my Christmas pudding when she was discussing what we were to have come the day!
Of course, I felt honored that she my beautiful Cuckoldress wife had bothered to even ask as usually that never happened, she made all the decisions for me, now I have always been partial to a spot of cream with Plum pudding so voiced my preference not knowing that this would lead to shame and humiliation.
Unbeknown to me she had invited Priddy her escort girlfriend round for the day as well as Peter and Jeff our gay neighbors at the time and the cream I actually got was them throat fucking me till they spunked.
Another time caught off guard Tania promised me that she was going to fuck me, of course my hopes soared as I had literally forgot the last time I had sex with Tania my sexy beautiful wife.
What actually transpired was that Tania good to her word did fuck me but the sex she failed to make clear to me was harsh urethral fucking with the stiletto heel of her shoes a very painful experience.
My word of advice to any Feminized sissy cuckold is no matter how good the deal sounds from your Cuckoldress wife do not get your hopes up as nothing is ever as it seems!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 880.
Castration or Penectomy? The choice is yours as a Feminized sissy cuckold this one time your good lady Cuckoldress wife has decided you deserve to make the decision in your life (Remember sissy this is hypothetical, no Cuckoldress in her right mind would allow you ever to make a choice for yourself)
So, what do you choose?
Castration has it’s merits if the Cuckoldress wife wants you completely servile and docile and if your one of those feminized sissy cuckolds that forever struggles with the lifestyle the removal of the testis can be a boon ridding you of all sexual urges and desires for good making you much calmer and also your silky little panties are going to fit much better.
Then there is Penectomy the actual removal of your silly little penis and incorporating the fashioning of a new little pee hole behind your tiny sissy ovary sack, of course the Penectomy in no way reduces your sexual desires and urges in fact studies have shown that a Penctomized sissy will undergo much heightened sexual needs so much so it can lead to sexual insanity.
And of course, like the Castration panties will fit much better.
As a Feminized sissy cuckold myself and talking to many a Cuckoldress the consensus comes down firmly on the side of Penectomy because half the Cuckoldresses fun in life is the torment and torture of their feminized sissy cuckold.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 879.
One of the most difficult things for the new Feminized sissy cuckold is the transition from being a fantasy-based sissy into magazine’s, internet porn and sneaky dressing up and living in hope!
Up till you find your wife fucking other men of catching you out and deciding that the Cuckoldress status is for her you deal only with your all-powerful sexual urges’ kinks and perversions.
But when you step over the line into the real world not only do you have to cope with all of the above, but you also now have to deal with raw emotions.
Do not forget you’ve been brought up in a world where what you are is utterly shameful and you have been conditioned to be a man and act as one even if from an early age you knew you were a failure and the women in your life reenforced that if a significant woman like you Mother or Aunt caught you out dressing up and caught sight of your shockingly small manhood.
Now with your wife cuckolding you, you are going to have to cope with a roller coaster of feelings and emotions that in many cases will utterly crush you as you come to terms with being what you’ve dreamed of for so long.