SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1043.
When it comes to the feminized sissy cuckold and anything sexual the Cuckoldress must instill shame! No matter how arousing the sexual acts going on around the sissy cuckold or to it the sissy cuckold must feel deep enduring shame in its status in life.
For many this starts early on with women involved in the budding sissy cuckold’s life always putting the little insignificant speck down. Of course, for many this starts with penis size, if it’s been caught masturbating or doing other disgusting things with panties and lingerie.
The women or cuckoldresses must always degrade verbally the sissy cuckold in every way possible always telling it that its worthless dirty disgusting and freakish as it licks spermy pussy, dirty ass and any one of a million other sexually related things.
Let’s face it how shameful is it when a feminized sissy cuckold comes to relate being it’s cuckoldress toilet as a sexual act.
One of the most shameful things I have ever had to do was to have sex with my cuckoldress wife’s shit.
This hot out of her bowels she placed in a black nylon stocking and then I had to hold it and insert my little sissy clit and hump away as if I was having intercourse with it.
So sick and addled am I as a feminized sissy cuckold having to do this in front of her after months of chastity it did not take even a minute for me to squirt into the mess so excited and relived being able to do sissy squirt but so shame filled by what I in my obedience did to get that shameful dirty release and of course we won’t here go into how I had to clean it all up.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1042.
I wonder sometimes what it is that makes us sissy cuckolds what we are? Let’s face it where did the idea come from in our so-called brains that we should lick other men’s sperm out of a woman pussy and anus.
For me this is puzzling as it certainly was not the influence of pornography that put the urge in my head, something that would be understandable with the current online availability of smut online.
No, I was pre internet as I was forming and even dirty magazines were hard to get hold of and there was no mention of cuckolding stuff in these publications it was only much later that readers letters started to emerge.
The crazed need I felt that first time after witnessing Pamela getting fucked in her bedroom at the party at her house and then later when it was all over when I dared kiss her stocking clad feet and work my way up desperate until she purred that she knew I had seen her and I must know what a mess she was in,
But that knowledge that another man had fucked and spunked her drove me on my desire to worship her and clean her ravaging my mind and she could sense that thus she eased her legs open and drew me in herself excited she had got hold of the likes of me to play with.
That first smell and taste of musky dirty fucked pussy sealed my fate forever.