SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 960.
As a feminized sissy cuckold how did you feel when your wife first made you suck a cock to completion and swallow the whole load?
What I personally know is that sucking cock till it fills your mouth with its rich creamy offering is a huge step away from licking your cuckoldresses sperm filled pussy and anus clean.
In most cases the wife will seek and pick out the man she wants you to suck and swallow off and it seldom is a cock attached to a good looking normal guy that even you might be okay with, no the cuckoldress wife will search for a nasty pervert for you to the deed with even if you have already experienced sucking her lovers clean.
The Cuckoldress wife will always seek to make the sissy cuckolds sexual experiences a nightmare of shame and humiliation forcing sissy cuckold to look like its loving every second under threat of punishment.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 959.
When you view the ever-growing mass of people turning to the Cuckoldress led marriage one thing becomes clear almost straight away and that is the average cuckoldress wife is older than the feminized sissy cuckold she is married to.
When picking the brains of these cuckoldress wives they all tell a similar type of story about their path to being the goddess wife they now are.
Firstly, most are divorcees who have been through turbulent marriages that were very unsettling up to and including being physically abusive.
This placed them on a different plane when they at last became free of their awful marriages, they no longer wanted to be the downtrodden wife they wanted to be in control and free to be the women they always wanted to be.
Yes these mature women still loved the sex the ultra-male gives, but they did not want the emotional bullshit that comes with relationships with these types of males.
What the women did miss was the intimacy of a relationship with a guy and often the only close relationship they had with a male would be with one in the gay community.
Obviously mixing with the gay community will open up to women a whole world of other alternative lifestyles and she will come across cross dressers, submissives and the like and find out suddenly about the feminized sissy cuckold and suddenly she will see a path to another marriage where she is everything and takes everything she wants with an adoring feminized husband she can use and abuse to her hearts content whilst still having that raw animal sex she loves from the macho men she certainly does not want to marry.
As for younger Cuckoldresses these tend to start off by marrying money and for the most part they will not feminize their husband only pushing him to pantie wearing and such and she will only cuckold the old man as the saying goes thriving on his docile submissive at her being such a bitch as he cannot satisfy her carnal needs
I generalize here to some extent but in many cases of the cuckoldress led relationship this is what I have observed.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 958.
Over the years I have spoken to endless feminized sissy cuckolds and each and every one of them all say that from the offset when they were very young they knew that they were different to other boys.
Growing up was an internal struggle as the sissy inside gradually became larger and larger taking over as the cross dressing got more insistent and worse, the fantasy life and masturbation veered totally off the expected path.
For many they did not develop the way other lads were doing dooming them to small penis humiliation on top of all the other fetishes that they were gathering over time.
By the time dating reared its ugly head the budding feminized sissy cuckold was solidly on to a loser it was never going to be taken seriously as a male and from then on it was only going to be a very special lady that would pick it.
Hence you find that many sissy cuckolds are very successful in their chosen career knowing that being able to keep a woman in the lap of luxury was and is the only path to having and retaining a wife even if that wife insists on being a Cuckoldress.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 957.
If you are just setting out on your life journey to become a feminized sissy cuckold one thing you should be fully aware of is the Shop Assistant.
No matter what you do and how you sidle into the women’s clothing department they can see you coming, it’s like they have an inbuilt radar to spot sissy cuckolds and oh boy do they love to expose and tease the little lamb as they become overly helpful with their voices raised so all and sundry hears the pointed humiliating questions about size needed and if you have lied and said the things are for the wife she may well slip in little kicks like “Is this for your wife to wear on a date?”
What you will find on your life journey is that every visit to a shop can and will turn into a shameful but ultimately thrilling adventure for you, just wait till you have to go to a pharmacy and ask the lady assistant for extra small condoms and then extra-large for your wife’s boyfriend!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 956.
How do you tell your wife that you want to be her feminized sissy cuckold maid and slave.
It’s a thorny issue and one that can be approached in many different ways and of course none of them are guaranteed.
Hopefully if you are craving to be a sissy cuckold your good lady wife might already be having an affair as so many married women do so if you discover this infidelity the whole coming clean about yourself becomes so much easier and has a very good chance of success.
If on the other hand your wife is not but seems to be one of those women that like the attention of men and flirting always seemingly looking to make sure she is still alluring and attractive to the opposite sex then you can help things along such as developing premature ejaculation which is a good way of giving her a little push in the right direction.
As you do this give her all the more space to look at and be with other men, encourage the girls’ nights out, appraise the things she wears on her nights out, go shopping with her and suggest even hotter outfits.
Do more or take over the things like cleaning the house, point out guys that ogle her saying that she is being watched by a hunk and your proud that she turns men on.
Might be a good idea at some point to let yourself be caught out dressed up as a woman doing housework or whatever thus opening the door to that very frank conversation that you need to have.
Whatever way you decide to proceed take it easy don’t drop it like a bomb on her little steps before the revelation will condition her not to be overly surprised that something is troubling you thus the confession will fall on receptive ground and she might just have some shocking confessions to make to you already.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 955.
Locked away in chastity as many of us feminized sissy cuckolds have been or are for extended periods of time we all know the world of utter sexual frustration and torment the state of chaste brings.
Let’s face it being a feminized sissy cuckold mean’s you already live in a constant state of sexual enhancement what with the nylons, lingerie, women’s clothes and the sights and actions of a slutty cuckoldress wife forever in your face or mind if she’s out dating.
Then you add the chastity on top and it becomes explosive, you literally shake in weakness and need at the sound of high heels clicking or the scent of that whore water perfume she wears and that’s before you see her red painted lips around her boyfriend’s cock or her cunt riding his huge length making all sorts of squelching sounds and filling the room with their fuck aroma.
Oh, and the pain you suffer as your tiny penis tries again and again to fight the device locked in place.
And maybe even though your locked up and suffering you might still be able to dribble your pathetic little mess at the sight of his cock plundering her anus and your wife is screaming in utter pleasure!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 954.
Having walked on this planet for many a year I often look back and mull over just how far us Feminized sissy cuckolds have come.
We all know that there has been transvestites and crossdressers since clothes were first invented, but I sort of place the pips of seed way back to the start of slavery.
Now to be fair there was from the onset all types of slavery, mattered not what your color was the fact was someone was out to get you and sell you and we know in certain parts of the world this practice carries on to this day just goes to show what backward savages some humans still are.
Anyway, I digress and for the white male I zero in on the Negro slave trade, from the offset I think that all involved knew it was wrong at an unconscious level but as they say money is money, so the peculiar institution went on.
Of course, bringing over the captured slaves ended up exposing them to the white female inhabitants of the purchasing nations who by nature are the finest selection of potent masculinity and one can hardly blame femininity as they sat on the veranda’s of the plantation houses watching large negro males stripped to the waist toiling away all muscular and sweaty getting the vapors’ as it was once called.
Pretty soon these ladies also learned that the black men slaving for their husbands were very unlike their husbands when it came to manhood’s.
There is a saying what’s good for the goose is good for the dander and it probably aptly describes what happened back then when the white wife’s discovered their husbands were rutting black wench slaves and she picked up on the sly comments between her housemaids about little penises, pathetic love making, premature ejaculations and so forth and sordid tales of what Lincoln, Paul, Lemar and millions of others had between their legs.
As we know Mistresses of plantations tended to have very close relationships with their housemaids and its not to much of a stretch to surmise that they too were soon in on the disparaging of the white male plantation owner and then the arranged sexual trysts with the black well hung field hand who although lacked any formal education seemed to have an inbred ability to pleasure a woman in every possible way bringing her to untold heights of sexual gratification and massive life changing climaxes.
Of course this changed the nature of the white wife to her husband with her becoming more dominant and even to the stage where she openly flaunted her sex life in front of her husband as he would be ruined if it came out his demure white pretty wife was bedding every negro on the plantation and of course in the process some of these husbands found out that they to were sexually aroused seeing their wives being fucked to paradise by men that they could not even think of competing with.
Thus, the oft stated myth (or should we accept fact in most instances) of the Big black Cock.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 953.
One thing all Feminized sissy cuckold come to learn is that there is no end or red line to the humiliation and degradation they will accept when serving a Cuckoldress.
The feminized sissy cuckold might start off with saying about certain things I would never do that! But believe me the astute Cuckoldress will forever be pushing the boundaries and if the sissy cuckold knows what’s good for him he will buckle to her wants and needs because let’s face it what Cuckoldress wants a sissy cuckold who does not jump to any and all her commands.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 952.
Being caught masturbating can be one of the most humiliating and traumatic times in a budding feminized sissy cuckolds’ life.
Specially is the said sissy cuckold want to be is clad in women’s hosiery and lingerie and even a spot of makeup.
What is the bigger shock to the discovering woman most often the mother in these situations, but it could be an aunt or one of the sissies Mothers Girlfriends or even a sister.
Is the bigger shock catching you en-femme or is it the shocking tiny appendage you call a penis although most would take one look and name it a joke!
The savvy Mother or other female can at this moment do all sorts of things and laughing can be the obvious cruel humiliating first step in shaming the little sissy wanker and then lead to a full appraisal of what she has discovered and the unmasking of a future feminized sissy cuckold.
That laugh and ridicule is life changing and humiliating to the budding sissy cuckold something it will never recover from, a shame so deep that once the subject of chastity comes up the sissy cuckold will meekly accept its fate.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 951.
There is nothing more off putting to the budding feminized sissy cuckold than the weak subbie feeble girl, if you think about it that’s because that is what is developing inside of us.
No, we are from the go get attracted to strong domineering women who control and take what they want leaving us in utter awe and a frenzy of need to serve.
We know already because of our development that we can no way give her what a real man can and what she likes when it comes to sex and so our pathetic little minds seek for a way to be useful and pleasing to such women.
And thus, you have the basis of what most female led relationships are about and how it leads to the Cuckoldress supreme.