SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 885.
With Christmas almost upon us once again (and by God does it come round quick the older you get) I have been mulling over many a Christmas past being a Feminized Sissy Cuckold specially the formative years after I was caught out.
Yes it was the years of double presents not only the minimum of presents for a young male but also the clothes, hosiery, make up and lingerie for the sissy.
My Mother delighted in shopping for my presents, and I would blush with excitement when I opened gift for sissy cuckold Carla like my first pairs of expensive stockings, my first Basque, red high heels and later making me go almost as red as the high heels I got my first dildo.
And it was not only Mother that brought me girl things Pam, Fran and Wendy also lavished me with female gifts.
Later when I was married to Tania all pretence of gifts for a male were dropped and I only got things for sissy cuckold Carla and to this day now I live openly as what I am I only get Carla gifts.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 884.
One thing I can assure all new feminized sissy cuckolds is that your wife’s girlfriends will egg her on every inch of the way once she tells them what you begged to become, or she caught you out dressed and made up doing filthy things to yourself while looking at sissy cuckold porn.
Women when they find out about a male’s weakness will be savage in their destruction of that male and your new cuckoldress wife will never want for ideas from her friends how to humiliate and abuse you.
Of course like all women you wife will feel much better about herself with the support and comfort of her friends and will start to revel in her new Cuckoldress self, going further and further into depravities just to prove herself in front of them.
Worse is to come for the feminized sissy cuckold though when your wife allows her girlfriends access to you as they all want to see your feminization, chastity and servility.
They will also demand of your wife that they see proof that you’re a spunk slurping creampie clean up sissy cuckold and even the toilet your wife has started to use you as.
The verbal abuse you will receive off of your wife’s friends will be horrendous not to mention physical abuse as your Cuckoldress will not want to feel that her friends miss out on the fun.
The pits of your torment will be when your wife for her entertainment and her friends is when she makes you have sissy sex in front of them or has gay men use you as fuck meet to amuse them.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 883.
For a Feminized Sissy Cuckold husband one of the hardest things to come to terms with and get used to is if the Cuckoldress wife decides to take him down the road of becoming a Sissy Cuckold toilet.
Now with experience of this type of servitude I can state that ingesting urine is not really an issue and can be highly erotic from the onset when your wife starts urinating directly into your mouth, the hard part is taking her hot stinking shit into your now toilet mouth and eating it.
As a feminized sissy cuckold you have to get your mental space right and work hard at eating your wife’s waste and it’s only because you strive to be a perfect sissy cuckold for her and to be of at least some use to her now she is a Cuckoldress that you break through the barrier of taboo and disgust and manage to keep fecal matter down.
The good news is, if you can class it as good news once you’re over the bodies natural reaction to reject eating human waste you will suffer the shame of coming to realize that you are starting to like eating shit and an addiction will grip you that you’ll find is more powerful than any opiate.
But for the feminized sissy cuckold the Cuckoldress wife will never stop with the torment, torture and horror and come the day the feminized sissy cuckold will be informed that from that point onwards he has to act as a toilet to all her male friends.
This new reality for the feminized sissy cuckold is really the one that finally crushes what little masculinity it might have or self-worth as the piss and shit from a man that’s fucking your wife is an horrendous step for the sissy cuckold to have to submit to, but submit it will as the fear of displeasing the Cuckoldress wife is something the feminized sissy cuckold truly fears through any disobedience to his wife!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 882.
Men will be men and that is a fact and with the reported facts that the dating game for white males has gone down the shitter these days more and more guys will happily gets sucked off and spunk in the mouth of a feminized sissy cuckold so long as they can conceal the deed form their mates.
As a Feminized sissy cuckold, I am as guilty as many other sissy cuckolds starved of spunk when divorced and not in any type of female relationship at various times in my life and I have disgraced myself to suck cock to get the jizz fix us sissy cuckold cannot live without.
Although it’s not the same as licking spunk out of a fucked pussy or anus spunk direct from an erect cock has its own powerful status over us Feminized sissy cuckolds and the men these days that are using us and use us they do as they regard us by the way we dress and make up as sluts and they fuck our skulls with only their own depraved pleasure in mind calling us all the most vile sexually derogatory names known to man as they face fuck our throats no different than they would a hot wet pussy.
I suppose like many other Feminized sissy cuckolds I pride myself in looking utterly sexy in all the sexy lingerie, stockings and heels along with a tarty dress to encourage the guys sexual excitement and I give what I consider my most slut like sloppy blow job to see how fast I can draw the cock snot out of the guys cock swallowing it all down like a greedy whore.
Of course, guys know that going with a sissy cuckold is homoerotic at it’s base and many guys will only ever face fuck as sissy cuckold to dump their sexually frustrated loads using out mouths as a cum dump to ease their tensions.
But this in an important but with the lack of women dating white guys added to the fact that even if the guy does get a girlfriend she is utterly against him even looking at her bottom let alone touching it guys out there all desire to try anal sex at some point and once they have face fucked a feminized sissy cuckold they realize that putting morals aside in private with this slutty version of a female replicant he can experience all his dirty base sexual perversions giving the sissy cuckolds back pussy a right pounding confident in the fact that the feminized sissy cuckold never says no to any perverted sexual practices.