SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1042.
I wonder sometimes what it is that makes us sissy cuckolds what we are? Let’s face it where did the idea come from in our so-called brains that we should lick other men’s sperm out of a woman pussy and anus.
For me this is puzzling as it certainly was not the influence of pornography that put the urge in my head, something that would be understandable with the current online availability of smut online.
No, I was pre internet as I was forming and even dirty magazines were hard to get hold of and there was no mention of cuckolding stuff in these publications it was only much later that readers letters started to emerge.
The crazed need I felt that first time after witnessing Pamela getting fucked in her bedroom at the party at her house and then later when it was all over when I dared kiss her stocking clad feet and work my way up desperate until she purred that she knew I had seen her and I must know what a mess she was in,
But that knowledge that another man had fucked and spunked her drove me on my desire to worship her and clean her ravaging my mind and she could sense that thus she eased her legs open and drew me in herself excited she had got hold of the likes of me to play with.
That first smell and taste of musky dirty fucked pussy sealed my fate forever.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1041.
It really amuses the Cuckoldress wife to torment her now feminized sissy cuckold husband, you see women hold their tongue in marriages until they are lucky enough to become a Cuckoldress and then the dam of all that built up resentment breaks and she will forever berate and humiliate her sissy cuckold for his past failings.
Tania my second wife and Cuckoldress was expertly adept in this, and her tongue was like a razor blade, so nasty and sharp that often her words alone could reduce me to tears and believe me she did not care a jot who was around us when she vent forth her verbal humiliations.
Serious little conversations we had were mind crushing and made to crush the last bits of masculinity I had inside of me such as listening to her explain on detail about the parts of her that all other cocks reached inside of her that I never did or could.
Or how she explained that she never allowed me anal sex with her as I was so small and frankly compared to my penis she got more sexual satisfaction out of taking a shit as her turds were bigger.
Tania also relished the times we would go shopping together with me en femme of course and as we were selecting outfits, heels, lingerie and hosiery for her she would make it plain to the sales lady that me her feminized husband and herself were getting her an outfit for Tania to wear for a date with one of her boyfriends, this of course raised mirth and glee in the sales assistants and often they saw it as license to then also stick the verbal boot into me as well.