SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1034.
For many femininized sissy cuckolds we only truly come to understand just how pathetic, useless and worthless we are when we come face to face with what some call the God Rod, the cock and balls of a real man and the smell, feel and taste of it that we are obliged to experience by our wives.
I think the majority of us Feminized sissy cuckolds know the truly humbling feeling that sweeps through us when out nostrils flare taking in the scent of a truly manly cock and the shudder of trepidation and insignificance we feel when we take the real manhood in our hand to experience the girth, length and radiating hotness and mind boggling wright of the sire’s balls
What also shocks is the sheer manliness of the cock the palpable feel you get of a truly angry aggressive slab of meat that makes you deeply understand why your wife wants this huge cock pleasuring her body.
Of course your wife will not just be satisfied with you feeling seeing and smelling what a real man’s cock is all about and she will make you take that cock into your mouth to experience the throbbing hardness, the blood filled veins and the silky smooth missile head that never seems to stop leaking showing you that a man like this has balls that never stop producing.
Over time as a feminized sissy cuckold you will be put to cock as the saying goes and not only to suck it clean after its been fucking your Cuckoldress but also if your wife lets her bulls violate you for humiliation and punishment reasons or she decides for entertainment value that you are to have a brute of a gay or pervert boyfriend.
In these situations, you will experience what a woman gets with your mouth and throat, and sissy pussy flooded with sperm.
One thing as a feminized sissy cuckold of many a year I can also ensure you that no matter how terrified, appalled and sickened you maybe with even the mere thought of homosexual acts when cock is being inflicted upon you no matter how much your mind screams in shame, disgust and humiliation your girlie clad body will react and that joke between your stocking clad legs will show the world that you are just a pathetic loser that will accept any indignity to have a dribble.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1033.
I should think like myself that many of you out there when we started masturbating knew a deep sense of shame.
I believe that most developing feminized sissy cuckolds inherently know we are poorly endowed without even being told or seeing
Although we all know once we catch sight of other male’s penises we are hit with the terrible fact that we are duds and failures.
Being shameful wankers, we also soon develop fetishes which mostly start off with panties, stockings and tights not only touching and sniffing them but also putting them on which give us the most intense sissygasms of our pathetic little lives and addict us to the extremes that will guide our lives from then on.
I know when I first put on a pair of tights I did not even have to touch myself as the caress of the nylon set me off and so shattering was the squirts coming from the tip of my tiny penis I had to place a hand on the bathroom wall to keep my legs from buckling under me.
Thus, not only the masturbation but also the linked in need to wear women’s hosiery and lingerie made sure that any self-pleasure was shameful and naughty and God knows what might befall me if caught out which in the end I was.