SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1106.
Wendy was the third of my mother’s friends that got her talons into me she was a midwife by trade and had this sort of sneering condescending manner about her along with an evil sense of humor and one of the dirtiest laughs I have ever heard.
One thing was for certain she delighted in my humiliation and suffering and whenever she spoke to me she talked down at me and this was before I was exposed as a sissy with special fetish leanings.
My first time alone with Wendy was a humiliating time of having to answer the deep probing questions about the why’s and what I felt like doing the things that Pamela and Fran were making me do because they were all pally, pally she knew all about.
For me this was a shameful and humiliating expose of things I knew I liked and needed but not the why’s and Wendy particularly liked seeing me redden and twist and turn when I was made to tell her about what I had been doing with my mother’s hosiery and dirty panties and the shameful episode of my tiny penis erecting against my mother’s nylon clad foot.
Of course, this led to Wendy examining my little penis and giving her verdict as a medical professional and of course her words were scathing and hurtful but as she was fondling my little penis at the time I was so hard and leaking and I had an accident and my mess shot out all over her nylon clad legs.
Then came the anger not that I thought it was in any way real as it was her caresses that had pushed me over the line but put on or not next I was licking my mess off of her silky legs before I went over her lap for a bare bottom spanking.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1105.
One of the many triumphs a Cuckoldress can award herself and to be congratulated for is her achievement of ruining her feminized sissy cuckold’s life completely
By this I mean destroying any hope of being let’s say vanilla in the future where if the very unlikely event the dumped and divorced feminized sissy cuckold is offered actual intercourse by some silly lady the sissy pretending to be a man will be unable to perform.
The male made to be a feminized sissy cuckold is an utter failure and will forever be what he truly is.
The feminized sissy cuckold is pathetic but also so extreme that it is bound to its fetishes with no possible escape it has got to the stage that it craves sexual intercourse but cannot perform when its offered it on a plate but will become acutely aroused watching sexual intercourse take place?
The feminized sissy cuckold is only truly aroused when its doing sick degrading acts in service to a Cuckoldress or submitting to gross acts by others such as perverts as it has come to understand that its place in sexuality is to be used and abused.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1104.
In my life as a Feminized sissy cuckold some of the most shameful times have been when I have been with Tania my second wife and Cuckoldress and we have been out together either with me dressed or in male mode with stockings and lingerie on underneath and some guy has started flirting with her and she has responded as she has found him attractive and there I sit not saying anything as a real man has picked up my wife.
It really does go to prove what a shameful pathetic wimp you are when your wife openly flirts with another man in front of you in public and everyone can see and hear what’s going on.
Tania god love her was very open about her life as a Cuckoldress and Dominatrix and as she was getting chatted up by the male she would tell them that either the pansy sitting there was her husband the feminized sissy cuckold or if on the rare occasion I was a la male she would make mention that under my trousers I was in hosiery and chastity and I was such a loser wimp that if she decided to take the man up on his proposition and got fuck him or arrange a date I would do nothing to stop of hinder either my wife or her prospective male admirer.
And a shameful and humiliating as it was sitting there seeing these things happen right in front of my eyes there was also the immense honor and pleasure at being right there seeing Tania in action how she reacted to the attentions of a real man, the flirting the movement of her body the eye work on the man a total seduction right in front of me.
There were even times when after a nice meal out where Tania had been chatted up by the good looking suave waiter I would be instructed to walk home as she was off back to the mans place for some sex and that order could come no matter if the walk for me was a mile or five (a killer if I was in really high heels but I would dare not walk in my stocking clad feet for fear of laddering my hosiery something that always brought on me terrible consequences at Tania’s hands)

cuckold time at camping trailer are next for me

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1103.
I recall vividly my early days being made to service a woman and in this instant it was Fran the second lady to ensnare me in her web.
Fran was one of my mother’s girlfriends the lady at the fancy dress party that was dressed as a French whore that grabbed me and kissed me in the kitchen all very exciting for me as I was dressed as a woman myself and Fran had always since I had known her had a sexual allure for my young mind.
It had been Fran that had felt me up as she kissed me in the kitchen and had got the true measure of my little hard penis encased in tights and had whispered in my ear that she could never have sex with anyone who was so small.
How I did not cum in the tights with her hand gripping me I will never know but I did stop myself and once the kiss was over and Fran re-joined the party the news spread like wildfire how poorly endowed I was and I could see the looks of sneering glee on other women’s faces as they looked at me.
But that night and early next morning it was Pamela the hostess of the party that initiated me into creampie cleaning as Fran had left the party late with a guy she had fancied and picked up.
What I did not know then but only learned later was that the following week Pamela, Fran, Wendy and my mother had on a coffee morning did what they usually did and that was gossip and it transpired that I was the main topic of discussion.
My Mother had related to the three others my sneaky dressing up in her dirty hosiery and panties along with the sniffing and licking she also spilled the beans about my little penis erecting against her nylon clad foot and how she was allowing me to play dress up at home.
Of course Pamela told all of how after helping her clean up after the party I had kissed her stocking clad feet and had kissed up her legs begging and how she had told me that Fran had told her I was pathetically endowed and how I had pleaded to eat her, Pamela gleefully told the girls that she had seen me watching her have sex in one of the bedrooms earlier and she had pointed out to me that she knew I had been spying so I knew full well that she was dirty.
Apparently Fran, Wendy and my mother were agog with anticipation as Pamela related the happenings and how she had at last relented as I had looked so pitiful kissing her nylon clad knees and she had opened her stocking clad legs exposing her fucked slimy smelly pussy and drawing me up kissing her all the way till my tongue made it’s first run over creampie pussy and how I had eagerly licked Pamela long and deep cleaning her up and giving her a couple of powerful orgasms.
It was at this girls get together that Fran announced that she was going to be next using me and that she was going to have me dressed up as a girl as well as she knew how small my little penis was so I could not be classed as a male.
Wendy also voiced that at some point she would get her chance as well.
I was told later that my mother told her girlfriends that she had no intention of halting my feminine exploration and that they could already see that I was afflicted by some very powerful and deep seated fetishes that would only get worse over time and as far as she was concerned she was quite happy that I dressed up as a woman in the safe environment of home and she could think of no one better than Pamela, Fran and Wendy to initiate my exposure to sexual practices.
Without knowing any of this a week later I found myself round at Fran’s house under the guise of earning some pin money for doing some jobs for her which turned out to be a sham as Fran promptly got me dressed and made up till I looked like a cheap tart and I was in bliss as she had dressed up as the French whore again.
Armed with knowledge about me from Pamela and my Mother Fran set out to corrupt me in her own manner Fran was a mid-forties voluptuous woman back then and had the dirtiest laugh I have ever heard, and her mind was just as filthy in what she wanted from me.
Fran was fuck filthy that day and not just in her pussy but there was more to it than that as she was smelly and rancid having not washed or wiped in anticipation of my being in her presence so it was my first sight of a bottom vale soiled with shit and Fran urged me to lick her clean and shamefully I did, Fran also used my mouth to urinate in and I drank it down like it was the best drink ever, she also got into action with a strap on cock and I was fucked so hard I almost passed out.
The dirtiest bit was her laughing as she had me holding her black stocking clad legs up exposing her sphincter making me lick it and the piles that were hanging out the taste and smell of sperm and shit engulfing me and as I licked her asshole Fran let out a large squiggle of shit on my tongue and ordered me to swallow in.
Shamefully as I did as she told me I had a sissygasm in the tights she had put me in something she found hilarious and would be talked over on other coffee mornings.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1102.
One thing is for sure if you become a dumped and divorced feminized sissy cuckold is that your status in life if it is semi secret will not be for long once your ex-wife gets out on the dating circuit again as she will take great relish in telling all and sundry what you are and why she divorced you making herself look whiter than white.
In a way she is ensuring that no woman out there will be deceived or conned by you is you go through that post marriage ritual of trying to be a man again which because of what you really are is doomed to failure so the more women that know about you the less chance there will be of one slipping through the net.
No, it’s for the best that everyone knows you are a dumped and divorced feminized sissy cuckold that way any woman that decides to approach you knows exactly what you are and she herself wants a feminized sissy cuckold to serve her in some capacity or another.
It’s actually for the best if the ex-wife still has the sissy cuckold locked in chastity and holds the key until some woman does pick up sissy cuckold then an orderly hand over of the keys can take place and the ex-wife and new lady can have lunch together and your ex can open the book on you so the new lady knows exactly what sort of material you are made of and gives her all the information she needs to continue your harsh subjection.