SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 774.
For the Feminized Sissy Cuckold never having sexual intercourse, erections and long periods of denied release is one of the things we have to suffer and struggle to cope with!
Of course, over time with the relentless logic of our Cuckoldresses who are forever explaining to use why we are forbidden to have little wankies let alone sexual intercourse and over time I think we all actually come to believe what is drummed into us.
It's easy for the Cuckoldress to achieve this state in us as we already know deep inside that we are worthless as a male and have a tiny sissy clit that is no use to any female walking this planet.
Of course, the Cuckoldress sees nothing wrong if like so many other sissy cuckolds you have a nasty agonizing little accident in your chastity device from seeing your Cuckoldress indulging in a wild romp with a real man and you sissygasm hands free
Or you again disgrace yourself because something is rubbing your sissy gland in your ass pussy and causes you to sissygasm although many Cuckoldresses are getting wise to this hence the rise of anal chastity for the feminized sissy cuckold.
What the Cuckoldress wants is for her Sissy Cuckold to be in that permanent state of sexual sickness where everything is an erotic arousal but sissy not being able to cum hence the huge steps towards sexual insanity where the Feminized Sissy Cuckold will do absolutely anything for its Cuckoldress even for a glimmer of hope of a release.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 773.
Looking from the outside it's understandable that you want to be feminized sissy cuckold is terrified at being ousted or caught out as what it needs and desires seems so extreme and deviant that it would end up a figure of derision, sneering disgust and hilarity!
Ummm? well is all that not rather the point of being a Feminized Sissy Cuckold?
The crazy thing is though that the want to be Feminized Sissy Cuckold more often than not when caught out will suffer turmoil not only in being ousted but having to cope with reactions that he had never mulled over coming from the exposee!
The simple fact is the females around you already know there is something deeply wrong about you in the male sense so when it comes out that you’re a want to be Feminized sissy cuckold all the pieces of the jigsaw suddenly fall into place and instead of screaming rejection many sissy cuckolds find that the woman or women (because believe me the news about you will soon spread far and wide with the gossip!) will be of interested acceptance and you will be forced to spill your guts about ever kink and perversion you have.
Of course, you will cease to be seen in the eyes of all that know as a male, and you will be in a place where humiliation and shame becomes a staple part of your daily life and out of all this exposure a Cuckoldress will find you and take you under her heels.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 772.
I like every other feminized sissy cuckold love the supreme honor of watching my Cuckoldress fucking men to exhaustion! but I also understand there are times when a Sissy Cuckold is not allowed to watch or see the Cuckoldress love making.
This is because sometimes even a Cuckoldress wife wants privacy and one to one love making with a stud of her choice and then there is the fact that not every guy has the confidence to act in front of a watching feminized sissy cuckold and it may take time for the Cuckoldress wife to instill that confidence in the guy.
Thanks to the internet and the mass of Cuckold porn out there more able men know something of the Cuckoldress lifestyle when they meet one and so many more are willing to fuck the woman in front of her sissy cuckold.
Sissy Cuckolds can also get deeply thrilled by remote viewing that some couples set up so sissy cuckold can watch its wife having sex in secret or Sissy Cuckold may only be allowed to listen to the sounds of fucking so having to imagine till told later what a slut its wife has been.
For myself I have experienced all scenarios bar one which I have always craved and that if what is known as the Cuckoldresses bed with a cage built underneath for her feminized sissy cuckold to be locked in so it's right under its copulating wife and lovers!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 771.
It's always amazing to see how quickly women who decide to become more than just acquaintances or friends with a Feminized Sissy Cuckold start to push the biscuit in the things they inflict on the Sissy Cuckold.
At first, they are hesitant and a little unsure as to how far they can p[ush things even though the sissy cuckold has stated it will do as ordered?
Let’s face it the rational person will stop and think that the sissy does not really mean it?
But they soon find out that the Sissy Cuckold was not having a fantasy and in fact it will do as ordered and then the female really goes to town as she wants to see how utterly awful she can make things for the sissy cuckold from public humiliation to herself being in the most hideous filthy state of hygiene and after sex with the real men she sees.
And in many cases the worse she inflicts on the Sissy Cuckold the more she sees the love and adoration pouring out of sissy for her and that obedience and love makes her heart melt and a Cuckoldress love appears, and she realizes that she herself cannot go forward with a life without a Feminized Sissy Cuckold maid and partner.