SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1025.
As a Feminized sissy cuckold, you have to learn that not all black men are the same.
In general, your Cuckoldress wife will steer clear of Africans and set her sights on either men from the Caribbean or Afro Americans.
The reason for this is knowledge the man from the Caribbean or the America’s has had access to white boy porn and the deviant workings of the mind when it comes to sex so is much more adept in easing into the bull role of a marriage, not only for the couples sexual needs but for his own as for the black male the involvement is not just about sex its about power and payback for what he rightfully sees as historic injustices and what better way to get even is there than to have a white married husband kneeling feminized locked in chastity made to watch a black man fuck its wife and submit to the most gross indignities and physical punishments.
The Cuckoldress wife can relax and be rest assured when she engages in a relationship with such a man that he will strive to learn and be fully engaged the world of the Cuckoldress and her feminized sissy cuckold husband.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1024.
If you are single and a want to be feminized sissy cuckold or a dumped and divorced one there are many ways to serve womanhood.
You must be submissive to all women at all times be at their beck and call, many will treat you with contempt and would never have anything really to do with you, but they will not turn down the offer of assistance or help you offer.
From simply opening doors for women to offering to carrying heavy bags to their car or doing any shitty job for them they will take advantage once the realize you are a pathetic waste of space as a male, even better if you are openly feminized.
One of the top things you can do because you are so pathetic is to integrate yourself with a prostitute paying her to use you beyond just a session with her, many ladies of the night will like you being a chauffeur and a maid, this hopefully will lead to maid work at get togethers she holds with parties of men where you could well be used as a clean up girl or even a cock fluffer.
In extreme cases like this the lady of the night will also direct that you be abuse by the men who can freely use you to urinate on or in, inflict physical punishment and sexual abuse.
I was doing such for a lady one time and when she wanted a rest during the evening for a drink and a ciggie she would tell the men at the party to feel free to fuck me while she took a break and in the highly sexually charged atmosphere the dirty bastards did quite often.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1023.
Most want to be feminized sissy cuckolds would be shocked and horrified if they knew what their wife spoke about with her girlfriends, forget the silly notion that the wine evenings and the girls’ nights out are just feminine fun and solidarity.
When a bunch of women get together the wall of moral respectability soon gets knocked over and the gathering soon turns to slating their husband, ridiculing them for their failings and the dire abilities at sex and lack of manhood.
Nothing will be held back as they discuss their husband’s perversion, premature ejaculations, tiny penises and staying power in fact nothing is held back.
For the Budding feminized sissy cuckold, this girl’s together thing is actually a boon as many wives egg each other on at the nightclubs to do things with other men and race each other to getting boyfriends using their circle of girlfriends as the perfect cover for illicit affairs.
The real bombshell in these covens of married women is when the first Cuckoldress emerges and tells all the others what she has done to her husband from the feminization to the chastity and the strict female domination.
Suddenly they all want to become Cuckoldresses as well

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1022.
The Old saying goes “A problem shared is a problem solved!” and never have a truer word’s been spoken about the secret life of a feminized sissy cuckold want to be that’s hidden so deep in the closet it becomes like a pair of discarded filthy old shoes.
If as a want to be Feminized sissy cuckold you keep your secrets, needs and desires locked inside you all they will do is fester and ultimately destroy you.
How many marriages have been torn asunder and cast aside for reasons other than what the real issue has been with the want to be because it was too scared and frightened even of its own shadow to talk about what it was even if that revelation in the end comes to divorce.
Your heart has to go out to the many married women who go through a separation and divorce not understanding but knowing the excuses being put forward are utter bullshit, the disquiet these women feel feeling they were missing something vital that they could have saved their marriage with if only they had known.
Women are not silly they know males have kinks and perversions no less so than women have themselves, what difference there is, is that women know that for a male opening themselves up will enslave them utterly where’s a female will hum and haw, say she needs time to think about things or that she needs to talk to her girlfriends or Mother and so on with the express aim of obtaining her total dominance over the power levers in her marriage.
A wife stepping up to be a Cuckoldress basically from the onset wants her way with no limits to what she can do and her new feminized sissy cuckold husband cut off from anything remotely resembling power in their union, for the wife it tends to be all or nothing when the husband comes out so if you are in the closet as a want to be feminized sissy cuckold step out of that door and do the one brave thing you’ll ever do in your pathetic life and talk to your wife.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1021.
So many things make a feminized sissy cuckold become addicted to what it is.
Just stop a second and think about when you were a so-called male, recall when you were out and about anywhere how everyone never even gave you a second look specially not women.
Let’s face it you were invisible just plane boring inconsequential you and believe me your aura radiated to people you were a no mark and specially for women they could pick up on the vibes that you were worthless and pathetic and had something seriously wrong with you, not quite a homosexual but nowhere near being a man.
Now look at yourself as a full time feminized sissy cuckold out and about doing your daily stuff and everyone can see you mincing around they are all looking at you.
At last in life you are being noticed and garnering reactions from people laughing at you to leering perverts drooling at the thoughts of what they want to do to you, women smile smugly catching sight of you checking out your make up and mode of dress to make sure you are doing your Cuckoldress, Mistress or Master proud in your comportment.
Other females set their sights on capturing you for themselves and will openly tease, torment and lure you into their web.
Even the negative reactions a feminized sissy cuckold can undergo such as being verbally abused, spat at, beaten up and derided is in the end a sign that you are no longer a nothing that’s never seen and let’s face it open vilification like those mentioned above can often lead to sexual assault which for the feminized sissy cuckold is a time it will comply and do its best to please the assailant to hopefully change its bigotry.

SISSY CUCKOLD PRESENT 1020.
The things us feminized sissy cuckolds do for love and adoration, I was up a tree cutting it back doing a day of hard toil for my first ex-wife and cuckoldress who in the sunshine was sitting at her bistro table with a coffee liberally shouting orders and commands and believe me nothing I do is ever good enough for her and leads to constant put downs and humiliation.
When suddenly I was flying through the air after the ladder gave way or whatever and I had a nasty fall which on top of bruising my face smashed my top denture and hurt my leg and arm on the right side.
Of course, to be expected Anne complained that some of my blood had stained one of her new light-colored steppingstones but she was at least happy that I was not more badly hurt so as to recover quicker to get back to doing the tasks she wants me to complete.
The downside for me is that I had to put off the arranged day of fun and sordid games with Gina, which was a pity.
Now it’s time to heal the face and to get to dentist for repairs before I am back in action again.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1019.
For those Femininized sissy cuckolds that were not lucky enough to learn the art of housework from their mothers or Aunts way back when the nuances of being your Cuckoldresses perfect Sissy Cuckold French Maid can come at very painful expense.
Let’s face it quite a few males are pretty fucking dense when it comes to the housework abilities that it needs to look after the home to the standard the Cuckoldress wife will require.
The only way the new Feminized sissy cuckold learns with enough speed so as not to annoy the Cuckoldress wife further is the use of sadistic brutal punishment for everything connected to running the homestead.
And believe me the Cuckoldress wife will gladly accept an aching arm at days end if it propels her sissy cuckold to do things properly.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1018.
As a Feminized sissy cuckold of many a year both a married one and a dumped and divorced on it has always amazed me the reactions that you get from women when you tell them what you are when you are trying to start another relationship, of course back in the early days it was more of a case of being caught out and made to confess which was back then for me like many others shameful and humiliating but eventually liberating.
But once you have accepted yourself and what you are explaining the difference between you and a transvestite becomes an exciting exposure that is something to enjoy.
Telling a woman what you are placing no pressure of her is an eye opener as to a woman they are not nasty about your revelation even if they do not want to proceed further with you, but before they turn you down they want to know the ins and outs of what a feminized sissy cuckold is and does and will make a wide range of comments from sneering contempt, teasing slurs that you are a vile little pervert and no wonder no woman wants to entertain you to the other side of the equation where they dig out of you your dirtiest desires and needs gleefully teasing and taunting you at your inadequacies.
In general if you are confessing all to a woman and it gets to the point that she wants to see your excuse for a penis there is a good chance she will want to use and abuse you to whatever extent she is comfortable with, this may lead to a friendship where you do jobs and housework for her as a maid and even to foot worship, mild punishment and getting her gifts as you try to please her.
Of course, there will be the women you meet that will want to do more and if you let them explore without pressuring them the results can be amazing.
Bethany a lady I knew as a friend was a case in point I met her after Tania had dumped and divorced me, she was a middle aged divorced woman, nicely dressed and pretty even if she was a larger lady who I got chatting with in the restaurant in the Sovereign Centre in Weston Super Mare one lunch she was sitting at the table next to me and copped me as a transvestite so struck up a conversation where I explained what I was which intrigued her
Over the next month or so our friendship developed where we would meet for lunch and gossiped and she dug deep into me about my perversions and kinks.
I really did not think that anything more was going to occur but then late one Saturday night I got a call from her and asked if she could come round to my place, which of course I agreed she could.
What transpired was that she wanted to see if I really would clean up creampie pussy which of course I was more than happy to oblige thus it was a start of a much kinkier friendship where she explored some pretty deviant stuff with me.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1017.
One thing I learned being a twice dumped and divorces feminized sissy cuckold is that not being totally under the control of the Cuckoldress wife places you in a very grey area.
As you can appreciate sissy cuckolds alone again have dire trouble running their own lives after so long as being just a maid/slave only there to do not to think.
This with the terror of the new enforced way of single life the feminized sissy cuckold makes endless mistakes and errors of judgement mostly propelled by its manic need to be involved in sex on any level and shamefully for the sissy cuckold because it’s not getting Cuckoldress fed creampies to clean it finds itself craving spunk.
For this spunk fix the sissy cuckold will utterly humiliate and degrade itself by going with other sissies even though their type of milk is the weak watery type that gives not satisfaction.
Or they will go with literally any woman that will entertain them from grannies to uglies to obese women no matter what hygiene state they are in.
I myself went down these routes often and still do but also like so many other dumped and divorced sissy cuckolds I became prey to what I regard the freaks and perverts brigade.
My first slide into this sleazy sordid arena was one night at a Fetish party I was at I was accosted and chatted up by a slug of a man he must have been 20 to 25 stones and every inch perverted looking and although not nice looking he had the gift of the gab so to speak and skillful hands that teased and tormented me as we sat in the booth we were in chatting, shamefully at the end of the night I allowed him to take me back to his hotel room and let him have sex with me.
Why I did this is all part of my emotional make up from being a submissive feminized sissy cuckold who was abused by my step father many moons ago and is naturally terrified by homosexuality but the shame and revulsion I feel about the issue also drives me to self-punish if you can get your head round that?
After fucking Peter as his name was and myself spoke at length about why we are what we are, and he wondered if I might be interested in attending a private party he had with some of his friends to be what he termed the entertainment.
I was terrified by his suggestion but also pulled to the shameful depravity that it would bring to my submissive nature so after a lot more talk and soul searching I accepted his offer.
Two weeks later Peter picked me up from my home and I was whisked away to his place for the weekend.
What I came face to face with was Peter and nine other sleazy pervert’s men of sexual tastes which were horrendous, Peter stripped me to my Lingerie, high heels and Stockings in front of these men and then the weekend started where I was sexually used with no right of refusal to do anything they wanted.
I was fucked so hard and often not only with their cocks but with an eye watering array of implements I could hardly stand and my mind was reduced to a sewer of cock craving sucking and fucking like a dirty whore.
They also used my mouth as their urinal and relived themselves all over me and this was just the first night of the three-day weekend.
Thankfully I was allowed to bathe, sleep and change my outfits so got a little rest and food before the assaults began again the following day and was eternally thankful on late Saturday afternoon when another sissy was brought into the party which was attended by six more guys on top of Peter and the other nine.
By the time Peter took me home I could hardly sit for a week with my sissy pussy prolapsing repeatedly and I slept and slept with utter exhaustion, but my self-shaming mental needs had been utterly fulfilled, and I had swallowed and taken a vast amount of sperm in the process.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1016.
Even though I say so myself my two Cuckoldress wives were both very good-looking women way above my status to be honest especially Tania my second wife.
So, I do not quite understand why as a Feminized Sissy Cuckold after being dumped and divorced by Tania I self-imposed myself with a strict rule where I would try to integrate myself with the most foul, nasty, ugly, obese, dirty old females possible.
It is almost like I am self-punishing myself? But here’s the thing in setting the bar so utterly low I have found a stratum of womanhood that has a beauty all of its own, women that really appreciate an adoring feminized sissy cuckold who marvel at just how far they can push the biscuit so to speak in making the sissy cuckold do utterly deplorable things for them that no other normal human would ever consider.
For me perfection can be found in a woman that around size 20 to 24 hair out of a bottle in whatever color she likes, dresses like a common prostitute and infrequently changes her lingerie and hosiery preferring instead to cover up the stench she emits with cheap whore like perfume.
Make up of course trowelled on heavy with gaudy fake jewelry, er sex life is rampant and funds her drinking and smoking habits allowing men to have her for the price of a gin and tonic in the pub’s toilets or a back alley with no regards to the waste of money that’s called condoms.
She will consider water let alone soap poison since the days of the great flood so thinks it’s lovely to have a pretty feminized sissy cuckold at her beck and call to keep both her pussy and anus licked clean as she’s to lazy to see to her own hygiene.
And it’s not just her filthy pussy and shitty ass that needs the sissy cuckolds cleaning tongue but also her stinking armpits and the creased under her tits and gut overhang where gunge accumulates and of course the horror that are her feet and toes.
As a pathetic feminized sissy cuckold just the thought of serving women link this has me squirt in shameful sissygasms.