SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1103.
I recall vividly my early days being made to service a woman and in this instant it was Fran the second lady to ensnare me in her web.
Fran was one of my mother’s girlfriends the lady at the fancy dress party that was dressed as a French whore that grabbed me and kissed me in the kitchen all very exciting for me as I was dressed as a woman myself and Fran had always since I had known her had a sexual allure for my young mind.
It had been Fran that had felt me up as she kissed me in the kitchen and had got the true measure of my little hard penis encased in tights and had whispered in my ear that she could never have sex with anyone who was so small.
How I did not cum in the tights with her hand gripping me I will never know but I did stop myself and once the kiss was over and Fran re-joined the party the news spread like wildfire how poorly endowed I was and I could see the looks of sneering glee on other women’s faces as they looked at me.
But that night and early next morning it was Pamela the hostess of the party that initiated me into creampie cleaning as Fran had left the party late with a guy she had fancied and picked up.
What I did not know then but only learned later was that the following week Pamela, Fran, Wendy and my mother had on a coffee morning did what they usually did and that was gossip and it transpired that I was the main topic of discussion.
My Mother had related to the three others my sneaky dressing up in her dirty hosiery and panties along with the sniffing and licking she also spilled the beans about my little penis erecting against her nylon clad foot and how she was allowing me to play dress up at home.
Of course Pamela told all of how after helping her clean up after the party I had kissed her stocking clad feet and had kissed up her legs begging and how she had told me that Fran had told her I was pathetically endowed and how I had pleaded to eat her, Pamela gleefully told the girls that she had seen me watching her have sex in one of the bedrooms earlier and she had pointed out to me that she knew I had been spying so I knew full well that she was dirty.
Apparently Fran, Wendy and my mother were agog with anticipation as Pamela related the happenings and how she had at last relented as I had looked so pitiful kissing her nylon clad knees and she had opened her stocking clad legs exposing her fucked slimy smelly pussy and drawing me up kissing her all the way till my tongue made it’s first run over creampie pussy and how I had eagerly licked Pamela long and deep cleaning her up and giving her a couple of powerful orgasms.
It was at this girls get together that Fran announced that she was going to be next using me and that she was going to have me dressed up as a girl as well as she knew how small my little penis was so I could not be classed as a male.
Wendy also voiced that at some point she would get her chance as well.
I was told later that my mother told her girlfriends that she had no intention of halting my feminine exploration and that they could already see that I was afflicted by some very powerful and deep seated fetishes that would only get worse over time and as far as she was concerned she was quite happy that I dressed up as a woman in the safe environment of home and she could think of no one better than Pamela, Fran and Wendy to initiate my exposure to sexual practices.
Without knowing any of this a week later I found myself round at Fran’s house under the guise of earning some pin money for doing some jobs for her which turned out to be a sham as Fran promptly got me dressed and made up till I looked like a cheap tart and I was in bliss as she had dressed up as the French whore again.
Armed with knowledge about me from Pamela and my Mother Fran set out to corrupt me in her own manner Fran was a mid-forties voluptuous woman back then and had the dirtiest laugh I have ever heard, and her mind was just as filthy in what she wanted from me.
Fran was fuck filthy that day and not just in her pussy but there was more to it than that as she was smelly and rancid having not washed or wiped in anticipation of my being in her presence so it was my first sight of a bottom vale soiled with shit and Fran urged me to lick her clean and shamefully I did, Fran also used my mouth to urinate in and I drank it down like it was the best drink ever, she also got into action with a strap on cock and I was fucked so hard I almost passed out.
The dirtiest bit was her laughing as she had me holding her black stocking clad legs up exposing her sphincter making me lick it and the piles that were hanging out the taste and smell of sperm and shit engulfing me and as I licked her asshole Fran let out a large squiggle of shit on my tongue and ordered me to swallow in.
Shamefully as I did as she told me I had a sissygasm in the tights she had put me in something she found hilarious and would be talked over on other coffee mornings.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1102.
One thing is for sure if you become a dumped and divorced feminized sissy cuckold is that your status in life if it is semi secret will not be for long once your ex-wife gets out on the dating circuit again as she will take great relish in telling all and sundry what you are and why she divorced you making herself look whiter than white.
In a way she is ensuring that no woman out there will be deceived or conned by you is you go through that post marriage ritual of trying to be a man again which because of what you really are is doomed to failure so the more women that know about you the less chance there will be of one slipping through the net.
No, it’s for the best that everyone knows you are a dumped and divorced feminized sissy cuckold that way any woman that decides to approach you knows exactly what you are and she herself wants a feminized sissy cuckold to serve her in some capacity or another.
It’s actually for the best if the ex-wife still has the sissy cuckold locked in chastity and holds the key until some woman does pick up sissy cuckold then an orderly hand over of the keys can take place and the ex-wife and new lady can have lunch together and your ex can open the book on you so the new lady knows exactly what sort of material you are made of and gives her all the information she needs to continue your harsh subjection.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1101.
Many feminized sissy cuckolds find in their formative years that even against their ethos they find themselves in situations where homosexuals target them.
It’s almost like queer’s and perverts can sense the venerability of the budding feminized sissy cuckold and take advantage of the fledgling’s weakness and submissiveness.
My stepfather was the first to do this even though he did not know I was already putting women’s clothes on and his interference certainly put me off of homosexual practices.
Then there was the dirty pervert that came and sat next to me in a porno cinema a few years later where I had my skirt up and was caressing myself watching the smut on the screen and his hand took over and masturbated me, I was so shocked and horrified I froze and he carried on till I squirted only them coming to my senses and running from the cinema.
By then I had already licked sperm out of both a woman’s pussy and anus so as a feminized sissy cuckold I was in a grey area disliking homosexuality but realizing what I was, made me not exactly straight.
As you bloom into being an acknowledged feminized sissy cuckold you come to understand and accept that bisexuality is your lot in life as your Cuckoldress will demand you carry out cock sucking to clean cocks after they have fucked her, she will also like so many cuckoldresses enjoy seeing you satisfy a man in every possible way and also seeing you suffer as she allows hordes of perverts to sexually use you.
There is also a growing trend to make sissy cuckold earn the cuckoldress money via working as a prostitute.
So, all in all from day one the budding feminized sissy cuckold needs to get used to the idea that it will have to serve and service both males and females.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1100.
In general excluding your wife if you confess that you are a feminized sissy cuckold to a woman you will find a sympathetic ear mostly this will be because the woman is fascinated as to what it all entails and in most cases the woman will not be able to hold back some sly teasing, verbal humiliation, pit downs and hilarity none of which will phase the sissy cuckold in fact it will arousal that is the most prominent emotion.
More than a few women will like once they know what you are to do a bit more than verbally tease, if they can find private time in their lifestyle they will love to be able to explore what a feminized sissy cuckold can do in the way of serving a lady and this can get very one sided sexually as the woman finds out for herself if you’ll lick and clean anything.
Then there is siblings and your sisters if you have any will use the revelation to tease you unmercifully and be quite cruel about it labelling you a sissy faggot and any number of other title slurs that will sting but you know deep down they still love you, its just now they see you en femme and laugh calling you a mincing sissy and all the rest.
Mother in laws are a whole different ball game in most cases the Mother in law will already have a dim view of you as her daughters husband but now she learns her daughter is a Cuckoldress and you a simpering feminized sissy cuckold she can really let rip her acid tongue on you with horrendous put downs, sheer nastiness that never ends and if able she will use her feminine sexuality to instill utter fear and terror in the sissy cuckold and if her Daughter is the type to want firm control at all times over the feminized sissy cuckold the mother in law will gleefully get into the suppression and punishment of the feminized sissy cuckold to sadistic depths where sissy will learn the true brutality of his Mother in law and she’s verbally destroy the sissy as well coming out with gems such as now her daughter is fucking real men she might not end up with a weak dud of a grandchild.
Lastly there is the feminized sissy cuckold own Mother who will mostly come to earn that her son is a feminized sissy cuckold due to the eagerness of her daughter in law wanting to out sissy from the closet to his Mother.
Now a feminized sissy cuckolds Mother on the rare occasion my well disown her son for becoming no better than a crossdressing cock sucking queer but this will not occur often as Mothers tend to be very understanding about their son’s lifestyle choices and further she has quietly known for years that he was not normal and had like any woman ad even more so that he had been raiding the laundry hamper for years for her lingerie and hosiery and that full on dressing up had been going on with her clothes heels and make up to fuel masturbation and her son’s fantasy life.
Many mothers also know by sight that their son’s are not cut out to be men as their so-called penises are woefully small, so it does not come as to much of a surprise when the daughter in law brings sissy round one evening to explain what’s, what.
Many daughter in laws will be surprised themselves when the mother asks to be involved with the life of her feminized sissy cuckold son and this includes sissycucksitting when the daughter in law is out dating and being very hands on and as she explains to her daughter in law as the sissies mother she has to be more nasty, sadistic and brutal than any other woman can be to sissy cuckold so there are absolutely no allegations of her going soft on the sissy because she is its mother.
What all this adds up to is that the Feminized Sissy Cuckold from day one is utterly fucked as the old saying goes.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1099.
As a Feminized sissy cuckold, it is only when your wife brings your little sissy clit face to face with a real man’s cock do you fully come to understand how small and insignificant you really are and why your wife has become a Cuckoldress.
Only now will you feel the full shame and humiliation of your pathetic little failure and the last dregs of what little masculinity you had is crushed.
But fear not sissy cuckolds you will come in the end to wear the small useless sissy clit like a badge of honor and will feel jealous and green with envy if you happen to ever meet a feminized sissy cuckold with a sissy clit smaller than yours.
You will also now understand why your wife is fully entitled to verbally put you down at every opportunity with hurtful cutting comments about your endowment she will also expose you to all and sundry including friends and family specially your own Mother.
Your wife will also punish your sissy clit and you to whatever severity she deems is needed as it’s your fault that as a woman she was cheated for so long with your woeful lie of being a man.
By the time you are at this stage you know inside of you that your wife’s decision to have you locked in chastity or even to the extreme castration or penectomy is the right thing for you as your sissy clit is never going to be used by her ever again.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1098.
As a Feminized sissy cuckold, the number of times I have squirmed in shame, embarrassment, humiliation and also sissy cuckold thrill whilst out shopping with my past wives and other women are too many to recall.
Tania was a past master of this type of shopping trip where she was out to purchase things to wear for a date with a boyfriend and there I was sissy cuckold Carla all made up in a dress heels nylons the lot standing dutifully by as Tania with the aid of a shop assistant would select some sexy daring dress or wildly erotic lingerie and stunning sheer stockings asking my opinion making it quite clear to the woman who was assisting her that I was the feminized chastity locked sissy cuckold husband and she was out selecting an outfit for a date with one of her boyfriends.
Never not once did I meet a shop assistant that ran away in disgust the truth was every one of them seemed to rub their hands together in glee and the gossip between Tania and the woman would avalanche with me suffering untold verbal put downs and humiliation.
The upshot was that Tania used to get tip top service wherever we shopped and of course being the poor suffering feminized sissy cuckold I had to pay for everything and do the carrying of the bags.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1097.
For all want to be feminized sissy cuckolds out there please take this as a warning.
When your wife becomes a cuckoldress do not kid yourself for one minute that your new sexy ways with her will remain a secret.
Women love to gossip and she will be brimming over to tell all on her girl’s night out so everyone and their dog will know about you.
Also, daughter’s love talking with their Mum’s so that’s you as a sissy cuckold fucked now the mother-in-law is in the loop and then out of sheer glee your wife will relish telling your mother over lunch during a shopping trip out or some such.
Whatever sissy cuckold you are as they say fucked! (the only fucking you are going to get now you are in chastity)
But comfort yourself with the fact that your wife’s logic is correct and that in the end you’ll be a happier feminized sissy cuckold firmly ousted from the closet.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1096.
By the time I was married to my second wife the Dominatrix/escort and cuckoldress Tania and we eased into the female led lifestyle I was a feminized sissy cuckold was ready to totally turn power over to Tania.
We had long deep discussions about what our marriage would be like and the limits but in the end Tania decided that for her there would be no limits and as her feminized sissy cuckold husband I had to trust my love and adoration of her to accept that there was always going to be good reason for the things she did to me.
So as a married couple there was no safe word from the onset and believe me it’s a hard thing to come to terms with that as a so-called human being you are only allowed to obey and have utterly no input in your union.
The word NO in our relationship coming from me brought swift terrible punishments and even if I looked at her with doubt in my expression I was in fearful danger.
And In all honesty as hard as it was at times I could understand Tania’s logic a feminized sissy cuckold is a piece of property owned by the wife a husband that has given up his role in a traditional style marriage so why on earth should he have any say in how the woman he loves and serves comports herself.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1095.
Emotions play a very large part of the life of a feminized sissy cuckold and the Cuckoldress wife knows this and ruthlessly uses it to her advantage.
Maybe because we are compelled, made or forced to live as a sissy woman we become or are more in touch with our feminine side and the things we have to endure and witness and see as a feminized sissy cuckold are so extreme our emotions are daily ripped to shreds and trampled all over.
For the feminized sissy cuckold tears are commonplace and can flood out at any moment bringing the observation from the Cuckoldress wife that our weeping proves we are not a man and nothing but a big girl’s blouse.
We become so sensitive that it’s mostly our wives teasing and taunting that open the tear ducts although heart wrenching sobbing also comes from being spanked, canned, whipped or beaten in the million and one ways our cuckoldresses punish us.
We also cry with joy when our cuckoldresses are happy with us or she attains a new boyfriend or we see the pleasure she gets as she fucks her studs and tears are normal with all the other sissy cuckold angst.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1094.
Don’t women have a guile sly way about them and an all-seeing eye as the saying goes.
Most married women know what type of man they marry so already know that with the right handling they can get and do anything they want in their marriage.
As a feminized sissy cuckold I have spoken to more than a few actual cuckoldress wives and what they have to say is very enlightening and here I am not talking about ladies that married a dyed in the wool transvestite ect I am talking about women who married an unsuspecting beta male that needed leading to the well by the women they love and adore.
To a lady I have spoken to the dance of getting to that little chat asking hubby if it’s alright if she went out on a date with another man is wildly thrilling and exciting knowing that she has already spun a web with the way she looks, acts and wears the pants in the marriage that she will get her own way.
It’s heart poundingly exciting and sinful to sit there with the listening husband who’s world is being crushed explaining to him that his penis is just to small for any sort of sexual satisfaction and that his love making abilities are frankly rubbish and a woman like her needs the masculinity of a real man to make her happy, not that she does not love him but she see’s he is unable to fulfill that part of their married and he should not worry that she is going to run off with some boyfriend she goes on a date with because that’s just for hard wild sex nothing else.
Women love the wilting they see in their husband along with the telltale as the little mite’s tiny penis gives the game away as its so hard even as his tears flow and he finally whispers out his acceptance to her wants and desires.
Many married women will then make a fuss over her dejected husband to raise his spirits and many might please him with a quick hand job as she explains that her having a boyfriend or two will mean he will also have more sex (not that she will explain what his new sex like with her will be for the moment)
As she cuddles hubby just after his little masturbation making him feel loved and close her mind is racing already to the chastity and feminization she has planned for him and of course she herself is almost exploding in orgasm at the thought of making hubby lick her clean after she has had sex with other men.