SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 718.
What an awful conundrum a Feminized Sissy Cuckold gets itself into!
Coming to understand that you want to be one does not mean that you are gay in fact most feminized sissy cuckolds start of being pretty much heterosexual (we'll accept the licking sperm out of the wife as not quite queer?)
But it then comes apparent that the Cuckoldress wife will start to demand that her feminized sissy cuckold do certain duties that push the sissy cuckold over the line of heterosexuality into Bi-sexuality, sucking the boyfriends cocks clean is usually the first thing and then fluffing cocks hard for her this includes when she is entertaining more than one man and sissy cuckolds mouth can be used to orally stimulate a spend cock back to hardness for the wife while she is busy getting all her holes fucked by other men.
Once sissy cuckold is doing this sort of thing even though its still terrified and fearful of doing homosexual things it is the wife that pushes things further as most cuckoldresses in the end want to see the entertainment of watching their Feminized sissy cuckold getting fucked by men.
And so it starts under the gleeful eyes of the wife as some gays she knows gladly introduce you into taking cock in every hole.
Your world is shattered when that first queer cock entered your sissy pussy and it hurts as is normal and you are ashamed of yourself and disgusted as you try to act like your enjoying it under orders from your wife but still you cry tears as your anal virginity is taken hating every moment of the defilement.
Then against your so called mind your body betrays you as instead of pain in the ass you start to feel a wicked heat gathering inside you where the cock is pumping in and out and without being able to stop yourself you start humping your ass back on that gay dick as uncontrollable pleasure sweeps through you and the only pain your feeling is from your chastity device crushing every pathetic attempt by your little penis to erect.
I can remember to this day the first time I was fucked by a homosexual male in front of my wife and all the above happened I I was sobbing in every emotion as I had a sissygasm despite the chastity device just before the guy spunked in my ass!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 717.
As a Feminized sissy cuckold you will have to learn to accept and eventually embrace so many levels of sissy cuckold angst, termoil and feelings.
Take for example the nights you are left at home whilst your Cuckoldress is out having sex! this could be anywhere with anyone or more than just one anyone you just do not know till she informs you, nights in for the feminized sissy cuckold are pure torture as on top of having to toil away with the tasks your Cuckoldress has set you your mind is in overdrive going through every scenario possible as to what she is up to and it will leave you drained and exhausted by the time she totters through the front door in her high heels.
Then there are the times she leaves you home but informs you she is bringing back her latest's flame, the evening you have is in frenzied fearful anticipation as your going to meet the man she is fucking? (what a shock you get when she brings home more than one!) when she does get home you've made yourself up as pretty as can be and meekly welcome him.
Your fervent hope right now if that your wife will let you watch? but that is not always the case as cruelly she will at times banish you to your little sissy room where in sissy cuckold anguish and excitement you'll just have to listen to the sounds of your wife and her man fucking all night!
But the big prize is the nights you are with them and have to watch the sex they have every sordid wild second! seeing what a real man or men and a real cock or cocks can do to your wife and just how much it is she that is taking what she wants acting like a harlot fucking and sucking every hard cock on offer grabbing every slut like orgasm she knows she deserves as a Cuckoldress wife and thus utterly fulfilling your feminized sissy cuckold needs totally!

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 716.
As a Feminized sissy cuckold you come up against things for the first time that really shock you?
One that really got me because it also turned out to be super kinky and now I crave it is the prolapsed anus.
I got my first one off of Tania my second Cuckoldress after she had been indulging in a session with seven very well hung guys from the Caribbean who all took advantage of all her holes ending up with three or more cum shots each.
Their large black cocks certainly had done the business in her ass as afterwards when we were alone she came over to me ordering me to lay on the floor and she then stood over my head spunk already dripping down onto my face.
Tania then squatted brining her asshole down to where my mouth was under her but as she did so the sheer stretching and pounding her anus had taken made it prolapse and her anal meat shot out hanging obscenely out of her body a volume of spunk shooting out into my open waiting mouth.
Tania of course felt what had happened and purred at me to suck the dirty anal meat drawing the guys sperm out and the runny shit that was coming from her bowels and keep sucking gently till her prolapse retracted which it did after a few minutes of my taking her anal meat into my worshipping mouth.
Yes utterly kinky and abasing for the feminized sissy cuckold but what better service can you give your Cuckoldress after she has has fulfilling anal sex with real men!