SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 998.
What causes a young male to end up as a feminized sissy cuckold? It’s a question that rages in every lad that ends up in the lifestyle’s clutches.
Of course, there is on one thing that causes the males downfall but one thing that all budding feminized sissy cuckolds have in common is the fact that when in its first lingerie, hosiery and it masturbates the ensuing pathetic orgasm is life changingly powerful far more intense than anything the budding sissy has every experienced before.
This is nature’s way of fixing the budding sissy cuckold on to its intended life course with utterly no way to combat it and from that squirt onwards the lad is trapped into a life that is consumed with sexual needs that control its every breathing moment.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 997.
Be aware that once you’ve confessed to being a feminized sissy cuckold to your wife or significant other woman you will lose all say over your status in life, in fact as a feminized sissy cuckold you’ll come to learn that you have no human rights at all and no say in anything.
One of the many things you are going to have to come to terms with is your Cuckoldress taking the view that if you want to pretend being female you can fucking well take it up the ass like a real woman loves it because your ass that is now your sissy pussy.
So get ready as your Cuckoldress will with glee in her heart obliterate your tight little hole with anything that comes to mind from strap on cocks of all sized, vibrators, dildo’s, vegetables, her fist or foot nothing is off limits no matter how painful you have to take it like a good girl does.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 996.
For the feminized sissy cuckold because it is not allowed normal penetrative sex with a woman nor even the freedom to have ejaculations and erections unless strictly supervised if the Cuckoldress wife is fool enough to allow that sort of selfish display from her sissy cuckold the littler things become ultra important.
Most Feminized sissy cuckolds will confess that from the early days of their worthless lives they yearned to experience the smells and tastes of a woman as they knew early on there was never any hope of a woman showing interest in them and their silly little penis.
Thus, sissy cuckolds become addicted from the offset with sweat crusty foot parts of hosiery, spunk and cunt batter stocking welts, panties that are filled with stinking sludge and discharges up to and including urine, shit, sperm and menstrual blood.
Not only will the sissy cuckold become addicted to the smells but the taste as well as it’s impossible for a sissy cuckold not to suck and lick the soiled materials to savor the essence of a woman.

will be 50 soon, still a virgin, still shy an so very lonely. Everyone needs an craves someone for love, companionship an emotional support, still wish so bad that i had real friends like in my "Friends Of My Dreams / Life Of My Dreams" galleries. all me life i needed someone to help me xplore, teach me about sex, train me, an specially to hold me, tell me how much they love me an care about me. PLEASE UNDERSTAND that i need people i am attracted to so i want to be around them more an maybe idolize them. cant believe so many sexy people in images on here an i will never meet any of them or even anyone as attractive as them, i know i'm not hideous looking (see my photos of me) and look better than many others i seen. so i continue to politely ask if there are any actually out there, please will any beautiful sexy females sissies or she-males, or sexy real men wit huge cock want to show me sexy people like my friends of my dreams xist an will be my plutonic friends possibly leading to a lot more? i would love to be sissified, feminized as pretty as possible, milked out an be treated like a little girl, told how pretty i am an what a good girl i am. just so lonely need someone to genuinely love me. maybe a "Drag Mother", "Sissy Mother" or "Sissy Sister" to ease me into the lifestyle, guess i will never know any of it. even just to have a sexy female make me look as fem an girlie as possible an just let me watch her with a BBC would be fun, maybe just give a big cock a hand job, but cant even find that. so so very sad i will never know what real sex is like or even to have someone attractive to encourage me in person

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 995.
For me as a feminized sissy cuckold from my very early days of growing up I knew little of what I was heading to be, what I did know was that I had this urge to put women’s apparel on and that without being told I knew my penis was very little.
Having a little penis places you in a beta mode from birth and there is nothing you can do about that apart from suffer and hope that there is light at the end of the tunnel.
Well, that light at the end of the tunnel gets extinguished once other people get to see what you have got or lack of it.
For myself it was the fact that it was my Mother who first saw my little erect penis when it erected up against her nylon clad foot and when she eased the sole of her foot aside to see it that look of sneering contempt spread across her face then coldly but sweetly informing me to carry on massaging her foot as that was the only important thing happening in the room.
Words that utterly crush your already limited masculinity and then the body blow when more words came from her lips saying that it must be because I had such a tiny penis that I was dressing up in her hosiery and other things.
Having to go and put a pair of her used tights on then show myself to her in them was terrifying but also the most liberating thing I ever had to do and brought upon me her observations and comments that cut away any confidence I had in myself.
And through the power of her cutting condescending words about my little thing I was preconditioned to be utterly submissive to women from the go get so by the time Pamela and Fran got their talons into me I was ripe for pressing into doing acts that I later learned were prerequisites for a feminized sissy cuckold to do.
What I do recall is that I was instructed to wear Mothers worn tights at home and nighties and little heeled fluffy slippers after confessing my budding transvestism I had many, many losses of control and would be shamefully erect in the tights and stuff round the house which brought forth scathing comments and even Mother’s foot being pressed against my little arousal as I was berated for being dirty and naughty and so forth, she even slapped it to make it go down at times or pinched it cruelly, but that was it knowing that even with all her cutting words pinching and slaps that I ached to be brought off but she never did that thus addling my mind even further.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 994.
One thing that really pleases the Cuckoldress is the things she has been able to bring her feminized sissy cuckold to with her sexuality and strict regime of utter obedience to her whims and commands.
The canny Cuckoldress will over time totally take over every aspect of the feminized sissy cuckolds’ sexuality utterly destroying the sissy cuckold’s manhood via both physical and verbal destruction.
Never an hour passes where she does not verbally degrade the sissy cuckolds sissy clit due to its smallness and worthlessness, if the Cuckoldress wife is lucky she will be the last in a long line of females that have poured scorn on the sissy cuckolds penis from it’s own Mother through Mothers friends and then sissies limited short lived girlfriends all of which have made sissies penis a point of ridicule.
Then there is the chastity the Cuckoldress will avail herself to stop masturbation and erection and near as damn it ejaculations apart from painful accidents that sissy cuckolds can have even in chastity.
The results speak for themselves when the Cuckoldress can and will at time to time remove the sissy cuckolds chastity device and cruelly offer herself to the sissy cuckold for actual sexual intercourse finding that the emotionally and mentally crushed feminized sissy cuckold has no confidence in it’s sissy clit and sissy cannot even ger erect with the open offer and sheer black stockinged legs wide open exposing the cuckoldresses wet pussy ready for sex.
The damage this puts in sissy cuckolds mind not even being able to get hard anymore is devastating and even worse even if it does make a pathetic attempt at a nasty little swelling when sissy approaches it’s cuckoldress it suffers from premature ejaculation making a mess on the cuckoldresses stocking clad leg or on to the floor an act of utter failure that fills the Cuckoldresses cannon with never ending ammunition to foist on her sissy cuckold.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 993.
Shame and humiliation are the staple diet for the feminized sissy cuckold from the onset of its pathetic life and the more it’s exposed the better for all concerned.
I knew from the first indications of my budding sexuality that I was a dud and freakishly different what with my urges to put women’s clothes on and fiddle with myself in perverted ways as my mind though of and about women in less than natural ways.
Now although when I Mother outted me there was terrified shame and humiliation there was also a sense of relief as these heavy secrets in me were out in the open and although what I was experiencing was mirth, ridicule and dire verbal humiliation it was all done in a way that told me that my route in life was not going to be capped off in fact it was to be fostered in subtle ways that cemented my life as a feminized sissy cuckold even though those words had not even been mentioned at the time.
That silly little erection against my Mother’s hot scented nylon clad foot and her reaction to the disgraceful loss of self-control mortified me but allowed the gate to open for her to tell me she knew I was dressing up in her hosiery and other things and for me to go and put a pair on so she could see, from that point on hosiery was part of my daily attire which led to dressing up in ore and more female attire then the make-up.
So, by the time the fated fancy dress party arrived, and Fran and Pamela got their hooks into me, and I had my first sexual encounters with them which were all sissy cuckold based I was lost and this was the only form of use I could be to a female.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 992.
Been seeing and reading a lot of postings on the net this past while about pros and cons of anal sex for both women and men and sexual acts like ass to mouth etc. that are supposed to be a big no,no.
Obviously whatever or whoever is generating this type of discussion has no idea about the life of the feminized sissy cuckold and its place in society.
For the majority of feminized sissy cuckolds, the anal creampie is critical part and of its existence as is sucking clean musky shitty cock after its just ravaged the cuckoldresses asshole.
And of course, if the cuckoldress wants entertainment from seeing sissy cuckold with other sissies or gay men or perverts’ sissy cuckold will have to perform ass to mouth sissy clit sucking (that is if they can actually penetrate each other with their tiny appendages) and ass to mouth cock sucking with queers and perverts.
Then of course there is the section of the feminized sissy cuckold fraternity that are also used as toilets by their Cuckoldresses.
What it boils down to is that the feminized sissy cuckold has no human rights and will only be protected by its owner with strict adherence to oral hygiene, vitamin supplements and regular checks ups (just how humiliating it is to go to a clinic to be checked on having to openly confess to be a sissy cuckold and often used as a toilet).