SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 754.
Like many other Feminized sissy cuckolds I am deeply addicted to Fully Fashioned sheer Black seamed stockings with the many variations of heels they come in my personal favourite being the Manhattan!
It's almost like hosiery of this sort was make specially for the Cuckoldress wife and the feminized sissy cuckold and I deeply thank and love the person that invented them.
When a wife puts hosiery like this on when she is going out for a night with the girls it's a clear indication more so than just black stockings that she is out to attract a male she fancies and she will be unfaithful.
Over the years I bet in thousands of households the secret want to be sissy cuckold has observed its wife going out in a pair of seamed stockings, high heels and that little black dress almost having a heart attack because she is doing what all his hopes and dreams have aspired to for so many shame filled years.
Of course when the wife has gone for her night out the want to be will dress trying to emulate the way its wife looks and sordid images of what she most probably will be up to will have the want to be sissy cuckold aroused beyond anything it has ever known on the point of hyper ventilating and even one touch of its little penis will cause a nasty little accident!
Now if the want to be has got any balls (very doubtful) it will stay dressed and made up till its wife gets home and go for the full confession or it might wait to see if it can confirm an affair before bringing it up hoping to ease into the conversation how he does not mind her having boyfriends to see how she reacts and then slowly opening up!
And to think all this because your wife goes out in sheer black seamed stockings!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 753.
Once you come to understand that you are and always will be a Feminized Sissy Cuckold a lot of things that have worried you for a long time ease of your shoulders even if your ashamed of what you really are in life!
One of the most upsetting things you have had to cope with growing is that your penis did not develop like a normal man's would and for most of us sissy cuckolds we were handed small penises by God or whoever?
And then on top of that the reaction of girls and women seeing your penis has always led to even more shame and humiliation as you faced rejection time and time again and had to face the mirth and utter hilarity that women are want to express when they see a pathetic little noodle.
And you know how women love to gossip well you can be sure the news of your abstract failure went round like a hurricane in its speed and spiteful tail telling spreading far and wide!
Slowly under the guidance of women in the know who delight in being a Cuckoldress or Mistress they impress on you with relentless brainwashing and logic that you were just not built for sex so have to forget any intercourse with your failure for now and forever!
Now that news is devastating for any male but more so the feminized sissy cuckold as it's masculinity is paper thin anyway and deep inside a sissy cuckold knows it's being told the truth of the matter.
And on top of that your penis leads the way to even more understanding that sexual intercourse is not for the likes of you as you become so sexually frustrated a state women just love to bring on and keep on the boil and if any sexual contact does take place the women who bother with you make sure by the way they act, dress and talk that you are pushed over the cliff of premature ejaculation thus leading yourself into a tirade of further humiliation and verbal abuse from women as your proving that your incapable of controlling yourself.
The outcome of all this is that in the end you are a true believer that everyone was right and you are a sissy cuckold failure and sexual intercourse is an act that is not for you and in fact maybe like me you over time become scared of even the thought of it and become incapable which I found to my disgrace between marriages when I tried the he man thing with a woman called Louise that I dated when first dumped by Anne.

SISSY CUCKOKLD HISTORY 752.
Being a twice dumped and divorced Feminized sissy cuckold I would like to offer my opinion on the traumatic experience of being disposed of by your Cuckoldress wife for what ever her reasons were!
I at the time was devastated by both rejections and went through a terrible period of depression, loss, feeling unable to cope as up till then all my thinking had been done for me by my Cuckoldress wives.
But also shamefully I also started to get sexually aroused by being dumped and cleaned out by both Anne and Tania leaving me with nothing but my sissy clothes and make up and a few odds and ends that both wives threw into trash bags for me to start my new life with!
Of course after a while this kinky acceptance allowed me to carry on with life and amazingly once the dust had settled I was back in contact with both my ex wives and Cuckoldresses and as is my servile nature I made myself available to them to do any shitty job or task that they would throw my way!
Tania even went on to hold the keys to my chastity for a very long time even after she divorced me saying sweetly that she was rightfully protecting the female gender of the planet from my pathetic little sissy clit!
Both Anne and Tania to this day know it's their right to use and abuse me in any way they want and that I will go running to serve as soon as they express a desire I do something for them.
My advice as a Feminized Sissy Cuckold is there for even after being dumped, divorced and rejected show your wife that you still love and adore her and no matter what will serve her in any capacity, she will over time come to rue the day she got rid of you even if there was no other way with her new partner.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 751.
Glorious hot weather out there just the sort of day that makes pussy and asshole step up a pace in aroma!
This as a Feminized Sissy Cuckold I specially like when the ripeness of both holes goes into overdrive and no sane and normal person would got down and orally clean such smelly sweaty sticky holes.
But me my mouth waters as I pass women that are to say the least pungent and are in dire need of a licking clean.
Rose is having me over at hers tomorrow so I expect she will be high as a kite with odours and for tomorrow she has asked me to put a pretty dress on as she only wants personal cleaning and pleasure no house work!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 750.
I can recall when I was married to Tania my Cuckoldress and Mistress how over the years of our union she had this knack of getting everything out of me.
As her Feminized sissy cuckold I had always been weak and powerless in her presence and her way of manipulating me exposed every fetish and thought I ever had that she could use to torment me with!
Take for example the inner shameful craving I seemed to have to be abused by women totally the opposite of Tania who was and is a stunning beauty.
We were having a drink on the veranda of some bar on the strip of Las Vegas one night whilst on vacation and we observed a young guy walking by arm in arm with the oldest most hideous woman either Tania or myself had ever seen.
The woman must have been in her late seventies and was done up like mutton dressed as lamb, make up was literally trowelled on with thick red lipstick, hair all grey up[ in some sort of bun, she had on red high heel, black fishnet seamed stockings and a short flared polka dot dress showing off what was obviously breast enlargements.
Anyway we got talking about what we had seen and I suppose Tania saw in my replies some sort of envy of the guy! and of course she teased me that the man would at least be having sex with a woman that night unlike me which she had in chastity!
Anyway our conversation carried on over the next couple of days as Tania got out of me the dirty thoughts and sickening impulsees I had about being put to nasty women my reasoning being that because I was married to such a Princess I would never be allowed to touch as a man I knew that if I was ever alone again I was only worthy enough to maybe serve the dregs of womanhood!
Tania rather liked this answer I gave her stating that no woman would ever look at me as a man the way I was all feminized and with my sissy cuckold nature.
It was not until we had been home for a week or so that one night after getting in from work and changing into Sissy Cuckold Carla the whole works make up etc that we had a visitor?
That Visitor turned out to be a Claudia a old fat repulsive and I mean repulsive prostitute that Tania had found on the internet and had engaged for the evening!
With Tania being in total control issuing orders she watched as I served this hideous woman and it was appalling not only was she elderly fat and ugly she stank and had the manners of a pig!
What shocked me was even though licking and sucking and kissing her smelly stocking clad feet had my chastity locked sissy clit screaming in agony and by the time I was put to Claudia's filthy pussy and dirty anus I was hyperventilating with the arousal being ordered to lick this old tramp of a woman to orgasm after she had clearly been doing a lot of punters that day with both her holes.
What resonates a lot even to this day was the glee on Tania's face watching me obey her orders and her giggles and laughs as she encouraged me verbally as I worshipped this fat old maggot of a woman and still not being allowed sex with this low class female.
Tania was quite firm about this afterwards saying she was of the opinion that no woman should ever suffer my tiny penis prodding their bodies! no woman could be that desperate ever!