SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 714.
As a Feminized Sissy Cuckold just take a moment as you toil away doing one of the multitude of tasks your Cuckoldress wife sets you to do a day about what clearly is for us Feminized Sissy Cuckold and enigma!
Can you recall when the real you was hidden and you were just Mr Boring husband that if you really wanted misery, nagging, even threats of death all you had to do was get that look in your eye and be caught taking a sneaky peek at your wife's bottom?
The reaction even a glance at her fully clad rear end got was so nasty and violent that you feared for your very safety and as for touching it forget it? recall her words "Your a pervert! disgusting I am your wife, what sort of woman do you think I am? only slut's whore's and trollops do that sort of aberration! you make me sick!"
Then comes the day the truth about the real you comes out! maybe she has had an affair and it's been exposed and in this unsteady time you have told her your deepest needs and desires or she has caught you out dressing up and fiddling with yourself over the type of porn you love to fuel your sick needs!
All this exposure is shocking enough to you! you fear for everything thinking your marriage is going to implode your literally shitting yourself as you inch through the cold shoulder period that she enforces wanting to think about your revelations?
Then the real shocks start and also maybe for the first time in your miserable pathetic little life some hope that maybe you married the right woman and that love you have for her increases to heights never known as she decides to give your marriage a chance with her becoming this Cuckoldress Goddess you have told her about?
You probably think that emotionally your through the worst of the turmoil and shocks you've had but here I warn you that you had better think again and steel yourself because one thing is for certain you'll see changes in your wife you never thought would happen even if she did become a Cuckoldress!
Obviously her new status mean's seeing her true self for the first time and your dream's are filled to more than you could ever hoped for as she gears herself up to get herself a boyfriend with the new outfits, heels and lingerie and the way she has glamourized herself daily (all at your expense I might add) to attract potential men.
And then the frenzied Feminized Sissy Cuckold heart palpitating pleasures and insecurities as she gets her first date and both of your first steps into your new reality?
And the shocks keep coming as soon you are brazenly told by your wife that she has gone and got herself a black boyfriend a subject that had up till now always been a taboo subject that would make her nose wrinkle in so called disgust that it was just not right although she thought various black film stars were delicious and hunky?
But the real earth shattering emotional shock is now to be foisted upon you? one that is so hurtful and damaging that the emotional pain of it transforms into a physical ache like you've never encountered before as on return late on evening or early the next morning she instructs you to clean her creampie pussy and when you dutifully go down on her you are faced with the undeniable fact that she has had anal sex!
All the frustrated years of denial and terror she instilled in you about back door sex and her thoughts and feelings about it have been swept aside as she literally and factually slaps you round the face with her gaping sperm leaking red fucked swollen asshole.
And you weep as she explains to you she loves anal sex with her black boyfriend and she had done it like that on her first proper date with him as he is a real man and your wife wanted to give all of herself to him and she loves the feel of him in her ass fucking her hard and ejaculating into her bowels and how she climaxes violently and hard on his cock the hard ass fucking she gets making her squirt in abandon!
And lastly as she has with this act destroyed what little is left of your masculinity she lovingly teases you that at least now you'll also be able to touch her bottom because Anal Creampies will be a massive part of your future as will keeping her licked clean prior to dates making sure she is not dirty back there for her boyfriends!
And as you look deeply into each others eyes as she informs you of all this soul changing news of her being a all holes Cuckoldress both of you know that the spectre of you also becoming her Feminized Sissy Cuckold toilet also raises it's fearsome head!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 713.
Being a Feminized Sissy Cuckold certainly stands you out from the rest of the crowd?
By this I mean not only the way we look feminized but also the emotions and reactions we have that no one else ever feels!
I suppose the Cuckoldress wife can sort of understand some of the mental challenges we face and of course uses them to her own advantage and maybe some men out there who are into fucking married women have researched what we are to knows the rudiments of what he might well have to deal with?
But only us feminized sissy cuckolds feel the angst, pain both physical and mental of having the one you love beyond anything else openly brazenly fucking real men, heaping humiliation and torment not to mention torture upon you!
The emotions us Feminized sissy cuckolds have to cope with would fell any other person facing them and the thing that makes us different and unique is the fact that the sexual stimulation we get of knowing, hearing and seeing our wives and partners not only bragging about dating and sex with real men but also getting ready really vamping it up, going out on dates leaving us home alone and unable to get any release as she has you locked in secure chastity, telling us all the dirty juicy details after as we clean her up orally, and of course the ultimate being there watching and maybe helping out your wife fucking a man of men in front of you!
I personally think feminized sissy cuckolds are probably in the top five fetish categories that give the most intense sexual highs which are always enhanced when pleasure is mixed with pain both physical and mental!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 712.
Hot days are a starting and for a Feminized Sissy Cuckold I love it!
The ladies we love adore and worship become very ripe in the hot weather some of them coming offensively so between ther legs and buttocks and I consioder it an honour to be put to licking such smelly sweaty spunky odourus pussies clean and then lapping away at the ass vale and sphincter with all the mess associated with that hole on the goddess Cuckoldress.
For me its wonderous to see the look of disbelife on a new lady willing to play that you'd actually go down and clean her when she is in such an apauling state? but to a woman of them they seem to orgasm harder when they have you lick the mess the sheer dirtiness of it and the power they get knowing you'll clean them no matter what state they are in!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 711.
For the new Feminized sissy cuckold it's breath taking to watch and see just how much cock your Cuckoldress wife or partner can actually take!
When a wife goes for it after years of suffering your insignificant little spec she really does go the whole hog and you are her Feminized Sissy Cuckold will shudder as you watch her all your emotions will be over whelming as you see her take balls deep face fuckings, then her pussy stretched so wide as she takes every fucking inch of cock that her boyfriends as supplying her like she is a whore capable of satisfying every cuxtomer in a busy brothel?
Then your eyes and emotions will have to handle her taking huge cocks up the ass and see her orgasm wildly pigging out on anal sex where's all you ever got was a slap or the hump if you even looked at her bottom!
To see your Cuckoldress ride her rectum up and down violently on a foot of cock is one of the things that will destroy the last scraps of masculinity inside you and your wife will press home her advantage over you by putting you to the anal creampie and believe me all her hopes and prayers are for it to be a shit dirty one that you'll have to lick and clean swallowing everything the huge cock has dislodged in her before dumping it's cum in her bowels!

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 710.
Shameful growing up and all my life as a Feminized Sissy Cuckold I have had this weakness for female dirty panties and knickers to sniff, lick and suck the gussets of!
It started shamefully with my Mother's delicates and the mess that I used to find on her soiled gussets from her pussy secretions, piss, sperm and faecal matter and brown stains that used to have me in a frenzy as I wore her tights and I would sissygasm so hard.
Then I went on to risk taking trying out my Mothers girlfriends knickers and some of them were appalling and fired me up that I'd hardly need to touch myself to make a mess.
By this time I was utterly lost in this fetish and have always filched women's dirty panties, both my Cuckoldress wives supplied them daily and Tania used to make me sleep with a filthy pair over my head each night.
SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 711.
For the new Feminized sissy cuckold it's breath taking to watch and see just how much cock your Cuckoldress wife or partner can actually take!
When a wife goes for it after years of suffering your insignificant little spec she really does go the whole hog and you are her Feminized Sissy Cuckold will shudder as you watch her all your emotions will be over whelming as you see her take balls deep face fuckings, then her pussy stretched so wide as she takes every fucking inch of cock that her boyfriends as supplying her like she is a whore capable of satisfying every customer in a busy brothel?
Then your eyes and emotions will have to handle her taking huge cocks up the ass and see her orgasm wildly pigging out on anal sex where's all you ever got was a slap or the hump if you even looked at her bottom!
To see your Cuckoldress ride her rectum up and down violently on a foot of cock is one of the things that will destroy the last scraps of masculinity inside you and your wife will press home her advantage over you by putting you to the anal creampie and believe me all her hopes and prayers are for it to be a shit dirty one that you'll have to lick and clean swallowing everything the huge cock has dislodged in her before dumping it's cum in her bowels!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 709.
For a Feminized Sissy Cuckold one of the facts of life it must get used to is that over the years it will have to endure and suffer masses of little penis torture!
As once would expect it is not enough for the Cuckoldress to verbally debase and degrade sissy cuckolds penis she also has to do physical nasty things to it?
Lets face it she is within her rights!
How would you feel taking the woman's part to be landed with such a fucking dire pathetic failure as you penis! the words "Insult to womanhood!" spring to mind when anyone see's that maggot you have the nerve to call a penis!
Over the years as a Feminized Sissy Cuckold my little sissy clit has suffered from being whipped and kicked, wrapped in foil and baked till I was screaming by a candle light wafted underneath, needles sadistically pushed through the sensitive head, things forced into my urethra like thorny rose stems and fucked with them, lubrication used for urethra fucking Tiger balm or chilli sap!
Frankly the list is endless when it comes to a woman taking revenge on the pathetic worthless pimple of a penis she is lumbered with via her now feminized sissy cuckold husband and you can fully understand why for the Cuckoldress wife chastity becomes an important part of her new life and eventually having sissy cuckold go through a full Penectomy getting rid of the tiresome little thing for good!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 708.
It always had me wondering what women think when they find out that their nearest and dearest is a crossdressing want to be sissy cuckold!
I suppose for many women it shatters their comfortable realm and I am not being defensive when I say that I can well imagine that it ruins many a relationships!
The other side to this is for the want to be sissy cuckold if he is not with the right woman a split can leave him free to find that dream Cuckoldress and they are out there!
Then there is the growing army of women that find out that their husband or boyfriend is a want to be sissy cuckold and they look past that revelation and become Cuckoldresses.
I have spoke over the years to many Cuckoldresses and in general they already knew that who they were with was not the masculine man! and that there were serious issues that had to be sorted in her favour but they loved their partner for his other attributes.
Sex is the one thing all women can be excellent at when they have the right endowed and skilful lover and or lovers and the majority of married women do cheat and have affairs and once they find out that their husbands are want to be feminized sissy cuckolds wanting to totally submit and let the Cuckoldress wife do anything she wants it's like the sweetie shop being opened and being told everything is free!
Woman and wives that we are talking about love the fact that they can live openly with as many boyfriends as they desire and that they can flaunt it in their feminized husbands face and tell me a woman who does not love teasing and tormenting their man and from there because of their new relationship she will find that teasing and tormenting also allows her to torture as well!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 707.
One of the vitally important aspects of a Feminized sissy cuckolds life is every month becoming the tampax and sanitary towel for your Cuckoldress when she is on her period!
Even the week prior to her flux you should thank her for taking her pre menstrual tension out on you in anyway she see's fit no matter how painful this might be?
Of course when your Cuckoldress is on her period your mouth must be on tap for her all the time if she wants you down there for hours licking up the blood, slime and livery meaty chunks as it comes away from her.
And not forgetting you have to suck as much blood out of her sanitary towels and tampaxes before disposal.
Tania my second wife and cuckoldress got me used to wearing a Tampax myself up my sissy pussy when she was on her flux as a sign of support for femininity and of course I wore in my panties her blood soaked sanitary towel.
Often she would add some realism to my ghost period by cutting my sissy ovary sack with a razor so I bled into the sanitary towels I had to wear!