SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 818.
Today see’s the arrival of a massive order I placed for new sex toys! To my shame I have ordered eleven super huge dildo’s, three large sets of anal beads, two massive anal butt plugs and a penis catheter and butt plug to piss in my own bowels.
Not one of the dildos and anal plugs are under 31.5 cm the biggest being a whopping black beauty of 43cm truly eye watering and each toy is fixable to the new dildo stool I have purchased.
The reason for all this is that as a pathetic feminized sissy cuckold I have got it into my so-called mind that I want to obliterate by anus till I have no control over it and as I destroy my sphincter, I will also let any guy I connect with fuck it!
I am like many of you my sister feminized sissy cuckolds utterly perverted and depraved on every level so keep an eye on my daily pictures to see some of my toys in action in me.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 817.
One thing I know for certain, and I do believe many of you will agree with me is that once you have been under the heel of a Cuckoldress wife and have been her Feminized Sissy Cuckold there is nothing ever in your future that comes even close in desire and excitement.
Being a Feminized sissy cuckold is the ultimate sexual fetish and from that moment sex in all its forms will be basically a let down to the sissy cuckold and I suppose many like me cannot get aroused to do any sort of vanilla intercourse anymore.
As a Dumped and Divorced Feminized Sissy Cuckold all sexual things are connected to what I am an have to be extreme with me being utterly submissive to whoever is using and abusing me.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 816.
It’s always fun getting together with other feminized sissy cuckolds and what entails at the coming together! (NOTE It’s never just a cup of tea and a chat!)
Sissy Sex is the most pathetic endeavor on the planet and looking at it you can see why so many Cuckoldress wives view it as pure entertainment as it’s so pathetic.
There are your sissy cuckolds trying to act all womanly but still trying to maintain they are not faggot queers as they kiss and caress each other leading on to sucking each other’s tiny sissy clits fighting from the offset not to squirt too quickly.
And as to displays of anal sex which due to their size is a laughable undertaking to say the least and more degrading still the feminized sissy cuckolds to their everlasting shame! will actually do anal creampie clean up’s on each other we can never help ourselves and indulge with other sissy cuckolds whenever we meet but us sissy cuckolds have no understanding of restrain in morality!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 815.
As a budding Feminized sissy cuckold how many times did you get caught out fiddling with yourself?
For myself it was five times and there was never any abatement of the shame and humiliation in being caught out!
The first through to the fifth times it was my Mother who caught me out the first time I was in a pair of her used tights that she had already started to let me wear at home and I was in my bedroom my little penis all hard erect in the nylon and I was caressing it when she just came through the door catching me fiddling with myself!
On seeing me she jeeringly sort of snorted and snapped “Pathetic!” as my body shook and I filled the front panel of the tights I had on with my little creamy dribble under her gaze.
Afterwards before she left the doorway, she informed me that I was to keep the tights on and suffer my mess for the rest of the day!
Second time again I was naked apart from tights and this time she caught me out looking at a dirty magazine I had got from somewhere I did not do cum, cums this time, but I did later on get a spanking for being a dirty pervert looking at women in nudie books!
Time Number three was in the bathroom in her dirty tights and this time even worse as she caught me out licking and sniffing a pair of her filthy worn panties as I pulled my little clit!
Standing there with me frozen in fear at being caught again and in this manner, she laughed and said, “Don’t let me stop you get it over with!” as she crossed her arms and watched as I rubbed myself off with the taste and aroma flooding me from her dirty gusset and the sight of her nylon coated legs and high heels bringing me off so hard and quickly.
Time four was on another level as I was starting to experiment with make up as well and thinking she was out I was in her bedroom with a pair of her high heels on, testing the waters with a suspender belt and stockings I had found in her drawers and naughtier still I was laying on her bed legs in the air admiring myself with my hand pushing into my bottom a vibrator that I had also discovered in her bedside cabinet.
Thus, in she walks to see me sissygasm with a sex toy in me and my hand rubbing my little clit in a blur of new perversion for me.
Time five I did not even get the luxury of privacy as I was attempting to sneak away to my bedroom for some alone time one evening and it was like she could read my mind and as I tried to make an excuse she cut me off and informed me that if I was going to play with myself like some freak I could think again and just get it over with then and there in the lounge instructing me to hook the band of the tights I had on under my hairless little balls and to wank off into my hand.
This I did as I gazed at her stretched out on the sofa her nylon clad legs and feet addling my pathetic brain making me shudder as she intently watched my masturbation wiggling her red painted nylon clad toes at me and making some very disparaging remarks about how little and puny my penis was until I squealed like a big girls blouse and did the mess in the cup of my spare hand so as not to soil the carpet.
This was the first time I heard the order lick you hand clean! And so, I did as I was utterly fearful of disobeying my mother.