SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 822.
Like other dumped and divorced sissy cuckolds I have amassed a huge collection of sex toys to see to my sissy pussy, vibrators, dildo’s, butt plug’s, anal beads and other toys.
It’s like a fixation as I have toys from small to excessively large in all manner of material from stainless steel, glass, latex, rubber and even a polished stone dildo.
Now as a feminized sissy cuckold all my life I have come into contact with sex toys and one of the things I learned and came to accept that it was my duty to clean the sex toy after it had been used by the woman and gladly I licked and sucked away the slime and the messes on the phallic objects trying to be of some use to my Cuckoldress.
Shamefully my first vibrator sucking was the one in my mother’s bedside cabinet which was mostly already washed and clean but heart stoppingly sometimes not!
With my ex-wives who both had a range of sex toys it was one of my duties to clean their toys orally and both Anne and Tania used their vibrators and dildo’s not only on their pussies but also in their asses as well, so new experiences came to me.
Now being dumped and divorced not only do I still clean my lady friends sex toys such as the elderly Rose who is getting an array of fun toys together with my help but also I now orally clean my own sex toys after sessions of anal self-abuse some may say that it’s a disgusting thing to do but as a sissy cuckold it’s duty to clean dirty things and it matters not if it’s mine a woman’s and even another man’s at times!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 821.
Over the years of being a Feminized Sissy Cuckold I like so many others have found that the black male is much more keyed in on the world of the Cuckoldress and much more adventurous.
I am not going to sit here and in anyway say that the black male is into homosexual acts as they are in many, many respects more heterosexual than their white counterparts.
But being subservient under the black men my Cuckoldresses have been seeing over the years and talking to them at less pressurized moments over a coffee I have come to understand that the black male in having Cuckoldress wives as sex partners is man enough to have utter confidence in himself and view dispassionately the feminized sissy cuckold husband that by default has also come under his manly wing.
The black man knows a good sissy cuckold is there to serve the wife and himself and that also mean’s the creampie clean up from both pussy and anus and from his wet sticky cock.
He also knows if he and his mates are on the job with a wife the sissy cuckold should also be a fluffer getting their cocks ready for screwing the wife.
Then with skill the black man listens to the Cuckoldress wife picking up the degree she wants himself and his associates to humiliate and punish the feminized sissy cuckold husband which as times goes on gets more severe and stricter by accent of the wife who gets extra hot seeing her sissy cuckold under the heel of the black man who has taken everything from the sissy cuckold from it’s wife and all the new sex acts she gladly indulges her black lovers with to the use of sissy cuckolds home as if it was his own.
On the other side of the coin there is the white guy and it’s not a frequent occurrence to meet a confident white bull and even they do not have a circle of mates that are able to join in the fun with the wife and sissy cuckold like black guys do together.
Mostly even pretty well-endowed white guys worry over their cock size and shy away from doing the wife in front of their sissy cuckold husband even if the wife has told him what is going on and these dates with white guys tend to be solo and the sex taking place back at his place.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 820.
As we were all once budding feminized sissy cuckolds the biggest thing in our miserable pathetic lives back then was the sheer terror and fear of being exposed!
I know in these more enlightened days the stigma is not quite so bad but for many of us back in the day even a hint of what we were desiring and craving would give us an immediate one-way ticket to hell!
Crazy thing is for many it turns out to be nothing like that at all you see us want to be sissy cuckolds are so wrapped up in the us and our thing that we fail to consider what women think of us!
To put it simply as we sneak around terrified of our own shadows dressing up in filched clothing, masturbating to our stashed porn and all manner of other dark and depraved things us want to be sissy cuckolds get up to women are observing us!
The Feminine have this inner sense that something is not right with either their son, nephew, rapt swoony young man, boyfriend and finally husband.
For me Mother already knew I was wearing her things and when she exposed me, she let me dress at home from then on and from what I did with her friends Pamela, Fran and Wendy who were dreadful gossips I was also tagged as a feminized sissy cuckold.
Yes it was humiliating and shameful because I was openly talked about and teased but of course this just fed the need in me and with the loose lips of Mother, Pamela, Fran and there was hardly a woman I met in the locality that knew these ladies that did not know at least something about me and there was always that knowing smile or snide little quip that had me blushing furiously my true nature on display for everyone.
Of course, growing up I did have a few girlfriends but apart from one very special one all of them either ended up dumping me for my lack of everything masculine or cheating on me.
At last came the wives Anne and Tania and thinking back to Anne who was a flirtatious lady twelve years older than me, and of course hugely experienced her cuckolding me was not something that might happen it only waited till I cracked for reasons already written about and she started dating again with me as her feminized sissy cuckold.
Tania was totally different as I went into that marriage after dating during the space between Anne and Tania knowing I would be truthful about myself and Tania knew most of it the day we married and from then on, her becoming a chat line operator then a Professional Dominatrix, Cuckoldress and an escort she gleefully cuckolded the fuck out of me.
These days I have nothing but kinky, depraved, sordid and freaky relationships with women who I first tell everything to so they can make up their own minds if they want to play or just remain interested girlfriends because believe me even if they do not want to actively get it on with a feminized sissy cuckold they want to hear all the depravity and gossip that fascinates them.
And of course shamefully when the submissive needs are to strong to deny I will humiliate myself to the lowest and let men fuck me, in these relationships it’s not about any sort of friendships the man is just on hand to sexually use and abuse me and what with so many women these days having the inability to dress and look like women more and more guys are putting their feelings aside for sex with a sexy dressed reasonably good looking feminized sissy cuckold, transvestite or other type of sissy.

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 819.
If you are like me as a Feminized sissy cuckold, I take it that you also find that the anal sissygasm is far more powerful and draining than any tickle and dribble you ever achieved out of your sissy clit, I know it is for me.
Mind you it’s been so long since I actually had intercourse with a woman, I can hardly recall what it felt like although I like to remember it was paradise the feel of hot wet pussy even if my size only meant I was basically labia nudging.
Shamefully I have to reveal that only two women ever sucked me off to orgasm and both spat out one informing me how little there was of ejaculate and how weak and watery it was and vile.
Wanking my little clit was of course in the early days my main course to climax but over time that changed as Cuckoldresses got their hooks into me and the denial and chastity began and the assault on my sissy pussy with all sorts of different objects that caused me to sissygasm.
Now many years later and being a dumped and divorced sissy cuckold, I hardly ever touch my sissy clit it’s more caressing like it was a real clit, and I work to make sure the only releases I obtain are via sissy pussy fuckings.