SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 897.
Over to Helen’s tonight that’s my prostitute lady friend and I am shaking in anticipation as she let slip my Christmas present from her will be to watch her in action at a five-guy party she is holding and I will be doing the maid service.
It also transpires I have met these guys before and it will be bareback all the way and probably like last time I will be fluffing and cock cleaning on top of both pussy and anal creampie cleaning.
And I hardly think like last time Helen will have to urge them to use my mouth as a toilet easing their bladders in my waiting open mouth.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 896.
It’s a very scary thing when you become an actual Feminized sissy cuckold because of the total and absolute handing over of all power and control of your life to another person.
You can get off on the fantasy to your hearts content but to actually give up all your rights as a human to another is daunting to say the least and thankfully a loving Cuckoldress will understand this and will make the transition for you as painless as possible.
This is a knack that women have the ability to lure and seduce, her femininity and sex will gain her everything for you by teasing and denial with brutal violence only being the last resort to get you to comply.
In many instances the Cuckoldress will be adept enough to talk to the new feminized sissy cuckold in such a way that it will under its own recognizance come to believe that what is being proposed to him is actually logical an in many ways something that he wants and needs.
Put simply as many Cuckoldress wives will tell you it’s all about breaking the new feminized sissy cuckold down to its lowest form before building it up again in the image she wants and demands of a maid and slave serving her with no thought to itself.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 895.
I wonder how many feminized sissy cuckolds get to the stage that getting an erection naturally is an almost impossible task?
I know I got there years ago via a toxic mix of long-term chastity, Cuckoldress brainwashing, porn addiction and belief that as a Feminized sissy cuckold I was and am shamefully insignificant.
When it’s drummed into you that your tiny, small and worthless and no woman would ever want you and if you do get erect seeing your cuckoldress in any form of undress you get harshly punished or having a stiffie when she is making you watch her have sex with a lover your abilities to function soon start to dissipate due to the consequences.
The Cuckoldress will also harshly teach her feminized sissy cuckold only to erect when she says so or she links being screwed in the sissy pussy with the consent from her to erect.
Even to this day I cannot erect normally and to obtain a shameful sissy squirt it has to be accompanied by large insertions into my sissy pussy and long hard fucking as I watch disgusting porn on our life subject.
I truly am a pathetic feminized sissy cuckold like so many of you are as well.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 894.
Deep down I think all of us feminized sissy cuckolds know that when we started out dressing up and masturbating we knew we were going to one day suck cock and swallow sperm from the moment we started to ingest our own weak watery sissy milk.
Our conditioning to be male of course made this a very taboo subject that brought on shame and self-loathing when the thoughts of it sprang to mind.
But let’s be honest we all peeked at the big boys in the showers and public toilets all to aware of our massive inferiority in the penis league and the fear we felt with the giddiness to have a cock in our mouths.
Of course women can sense and see this in the likes of us and take advantage of getting us to clean them up after they have had sex with other men but it’s more than that as from talking to many Cuckoldresses they also like seeing sissies and men having sex or sissy on sissy it gives them a perverse thrill knowing they have the power to order such depravities for her entertainment.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 893.
If you were lucky growing up and began evolving into a Feminized sissy cuckold you had a helping guiding hand.
Even if your secret was well hidden I hope you paid attention to your mother or aunt teaching you all you need to know about home economics and housework.
It’s a young want to be feminized sissy cuckold that understands that at some point what it wants to be will encompass toiling as a maid for a wife and will pay detailed interest at the knowledge that being imparted to him.
I was lucky my mother instilled the lot in me from cooking, cleaning, Ironing, sewing in fact every aspect of looking after myself of the lady I was with.
It’s at this point as an evolving feminized sissy cuckold that you realize that what you are about to become is going to be a life filling role and not just a sexual thing.