SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 758.
One of the things that always drove me to distraction and a sissy cuckold frenzy was and is the fact that every man that my cuckoldress wives or partners over the years has fucked touched places in my wives of these women that I never could feel (I am talking about the very few that acutally lowered themselves to have intercouse with me!)
The sickness you feel as your Cuckoldress describes graphically what it feels like to be fucked so deep and hard makes every sissy cuckold emotion rip through you knowing that for your Cuckoldress you are an abstract failure on a colossal scale and your only hope to be with her is to do her bidding no matter how degrading, shameful and humiliating
For us sissy cuckolds the best we are ever going to get is licking up and swallowing the sperm and cunt cream that oozes out of our Cuckoldresses pussy and anus and for that honour we should be eternally grateful!

I discovered something about myself yesterday that I never knew existed. I arranged a date with an old friend who's in the country for a few days. I dressed up to the nines just as I know he likes to see me. Bit more difficult these days sice I have put weight on since my operation. It didn't seem to matter what I did, I couldn't get much of an erection from him and I started to feel bad about myself as I felt like I had dissapointed him. Out of the blue, he asked if I had any punishment tools. We have a few things knocking about and at his request, I started to beat his bottom with a paddle. I've never done this and it felt quite alien, especially as I am deeply submissive. Of course Ive been spanked many times over the years and paddled. After ten minutes his bottom was nicely red and low and behold he had a nice erection that I took full advantage of. But my point is that I realised I was enjoying myself punishing him, which is not in my nature. I think I'd like to do it again and see if it was a one off thing. I'm seeing him again before he flies home to Spain, so I will pop the question.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 757.
Once a woman has got her talons into a Feminized Sissy Cuckold their will to experiment and push the boundaries knows no limits.
You can understand that any female would be rather shocked and unsure of what you are professing to be treated like, and your relationship change or new union could get off to a stuttering start as she takes little steps to see how far she can step over the line.
Little by little she will gain confidence, and she does things that she thinks would destroy any normal relationship from the first date, to the first creampie clean ups.
Slowly she will feel the release of power in her as you her feminized sissy cuckold willingly accept any humiliation, degradation and perversity she decides to inflict on you!
Once a woman feels that power in her she will know no bounds and believe me when it comes to making a Feminized sissy cuckold suffer a woman has a never-ending list of things she will do to you.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 756.
The most sensual sexual thing a Feminized sissy cuckold can see in its pathetic life is when it's Cuckoldress stripped down to her high heels, sheer black stockings and suspender belt stands over its head and slowly squats down.
As she makes the lewd position, she reveals that both her shaven pussy and anus have both been fucked hard maybe by multiple men and they are gaping red raw swollen and dripping and before she has chance to bring her holes to your waiting adoring mouth your face is getting drips of spunk hitting it.
The smell of sex is of course overwhelming, and your little sissy clit is agonized in its secure chastity device and as her fucked cunt gets near your mouth your tongue is flicking out desperate for the first taste.
And when your Cuckoldress is settled and your tongue delves deep into her it causes a cascade of the sperm that real men have fucked into her and cruelly as you clean her she relates how it got there and by how many sending you into a sissy cuckold frenzy with her taunts and teases and how utterly worthless you are to her other than being her clean up girl and slave.
Your Cuckoldress may well avail herself of a little climax on your licking tongue and after she has done so there is that little wiggle and movement and suddenly her asshole is centered on your mouth and you start to probe tasting the fact that anal creampie tastes totally different from pussy creampie as spunk now runs out from deep in her bowels into your mouth all musky and a faecal brown colour with a texture of blended sperm and her shit.
Many feminized sissy cuckolds whether in chastity or not often lose it at this point and shake and go rigid as an unaided sissygasm rips though them such is their excitement!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 755.
As a Feminized sissy cuckold I have over the years had the oppertunity to talk to quite a few black men or bulls as they are sometimes refered to.
Way back when my first wife had a black boyfriend or two before the advent of the internet the Cuckoldress led marraige was also all rather new to most black guys and often they were reticent at first mot quite believing what that landed at their feet.
And it was only with time they got into the swing of things learning from the Cuckoldress about the lifestyle and the role of the feminized sissy cuckold husband and became proud as of their Bull status.
Of course from them talking to their mates the news spread and then along came the internet.
These days when you talk to a black guy nearly all of them know the score and are ready to get in their and fuck your cuckoldress and get fully involved in the lifestyle loving their superior status over the feminized white boy.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 754.
Like many other Feminized sissy cuckolds I am deeply addicted to Fully Fashioned sheer Black seamed stockings with the many variations of heels they come in my personal favourite being the Manhattan!
It's almost like hosiery of this sort was make specially for the Cuckoldress wife and the feminized sissy cuckold and I deeply thank and love the person that invented them.
When a wife puts hosiery like this on when she is going out for a night with the girls it's a clear indication more so than just black stockings that she is out to attract a male she fancies and she will be unfaithful.
Over the years I bet in thousands of households the secret want to be sissy cuckold has observed its wife going out in a pair of seamed stockings, high heels and that little black dress almost having a heart attack because she is doing what all his hopes and dreams have aspired to for so many shame filled years.
Of course when the wife has gone for her night out the want to be will dress trying to emulate the way its wife looks and sordid images of what she most probably will be up to will have the want to be sissy cuckold aroused beyond anything it has ever known on the point of hyper ventilating and even one touch of its little penis will cause a nasty little accident!
Now if the want to be has got any balls (very doubtful) it will stay dressed and made up till its wife gets home and go for the full confession or it might wait to see if it can confirm an affair before bringing it up hoping to ease into the conversation how he does not mind her having boyfriends to see how she reacts and then slowly opening up!
And to think all this because your wife goes out in sheer black seamed stockings!