SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 969.
I knew from early on that I was pathetic and sexually abnormal even before I knew what the words transvestite, sissy, cuckold and a panorama of other fetish tags that were building in me.
I think we all know the feelings of self-shame, fear and ultimate thrill of our early days of starting to put on women’s clothes and licking, sucking and sniffing items of worn soiled Lingerie that we got out grubby little mitts on.
We all know it’s like a very slippery ski slope from putting on our first pair of panties or tights and having the most intense orgasm so far in our pathetic existence as a so called male and all to soon we are using things to penetrate ourselves while we furiously masturbate.
Some of us lucky budding feminized sissy cuckolds were exposed and caught out early and faced the ultimate humiliations and shame foisted on us from the female that caught us out leading to an early realization of what we were meant to be in life.
SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 968.
One thing is for certain for everyone who evolves into or yearns to be a feminized sissy cuckold is the fact that any vestige of normal vanilla sexual behavior and what little masculinity it has will vanish.
The sissy cuckold will find after years of shame, humiliation, nasty put downs, physical punishment, enduring chastity, voyeuristic placement watching real men fuck the ones that sissy cuckold adores and loves its little sissy clit will give up reacting to normal sexual stimulation.
The sissy cuckold will develop abilities to dribble when flaccid and from anal stimulation and it will need to be faced with sexual scenarios so extreme and perverse to get truly turned on.
The Cuckoldress wife knows this from the onset of going into the lifestyle that’s why you never hear a Cuckoldress saying that she plays at the game having hubby a sissy half the time and a man and husband the rest of the time, she knows there is no normal with her sissy cuckold husband and she will go all in relying on other men for the real masculinity that excites her.