SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 963.
Further to yesterday’s thoughts I want to refer to something that all feminized sissy cuckolds have to do on a daily basis unless otherwise ordered not to and that is keeping the sissy pussy clean and ready to be fucked.
I work on an enema every three days and on top of that I wash myself out every morning and again if I am going somewhere.
This at least hopefully ensures a clean hole for anyone pounding it.
Of course, there is times your cuckoldress may well want you not to clean your sissy pussy and this goes back to yesterday’s thoughts on sex with another feminized sissy cuckold.
Tania my last ex wife and cuckoldress on three occasions stopped my cleaning for a few days and the morning of the sissy meet she had me take laxative, the result was horrendous as during the act with the other sissy cuckold I could not help it and shit myself all over the girls meager penis that was trying its hardest to fuck me.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 962.
Feminized Sissy Cuckolds getting together expose just how pathetic they can be, from early on in my second marriage to Tania as part of her utter dominance she had me engaging in sissy sex with other feminized sissy cuckolds for her and her guest’s entertainment.
There is an assured tidal wave humiliation and shame for the sissy cuckolds having to perform in front of women who are more often than not on the wine that has enhanced the acid of their tongues making verbal comments so painful and hurtful at times the sissy cuckolds will not be able to even erect.
Tania always made sure she added a caveat that the first sissy cuckold to have a sissygasm would be whipped and cropped just to try to prolong the sissy sex but this mostly failed as when two sissy cuckolds have been in chastity for long periods the need to squirt even if it is shamefully with another sissy makes for a very short session.
Also if the day comes the sissy cuckold is dumped and divorced the shame of what it did with other sissies remains but a weakness inside a sissy cuckold whilst searching for a new cuckoldress will lead it to meet and play with other sissy cuckolds out of desperation for some form of sperm even if it is the weak useless pathetic sissy cuckold muck.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 961.
There is nothing quite like hearing the sounds of pleasure coming from your wife when she gets herself a big cock, she knows as soon as the crown of his cock forces her labia wide as he plunges into her that the climaxes she wants are going to come very easily.
And her moans get even more intense as every inch of his cock slides into her packing her out till his huge spunk full balls come to rest against her twitching sphincter wanting its own share of the monster cock.
To see your wife’s cunt stretched taut around a huge girth is something truly to behold and you understand that its not just length that drives a woman crazy but also substantial girth.
One thing is for sure she never ever made the noises she is making on his cock when you were allowed to place your insignificant little labia nudger in her pussy.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 960.
As a feminized sissy cuckold how did you feel when your wife first made you suck a cock to completion and swallow the whole load?
What I personally know is that sucking cock till it fills your mouth with its rich creamy offering is a huge step away from licking your cuckoldresses sperm filled pussy and anus clean.
In most cases the wife will seek and pick out the man she wants you to suck and swallow off and it seldom is a cock attached to a good looking normal guy that even you might be okay with, no the cuckoldress wife will search for a nasty pervert for you to the deed with even if you have already experienced sucking her lovers clean.
The Cuckoldress wife will always seek to make the sissy cuckolds sexual experiences a nightmare of shame and humiliation forcing sissy cuckold to look like its loving every second under threat of punishment.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 959.
When you view the ever-growing mass of people turning to the Cuckoldress led marriage one thing becomes clear almost straight away and that is the average cuckoldress wife is older than the feminized sissy cuckold she is married to.
When picking the brains of these cuckoldress wives they all tell a similar type of story about their path to being the goddess wife they now are.
Firstly, most are divorcees who have been through turbulent marriages that were very unsettling up to and including being physically abusive.
This placed them on a different plane when they at last became free of their awful marriages, they no longer wanted to be the downtrodden wife they wanted to be in control and free to be the women they always wanted to be.
Yes these mature women still loved the sex the ultra-male gives, but they did not want the emotional bullshit that comes with relationships with these types of males.
What the women did miss was the intimacy of a relationship with a guy and often the only close relationship they had with a male would be with one in the gay community.
Obviously mixing with the gay community will open up to women a whole world of other alternative lifestyles and she will come across cross dressers, submissives and the like and find out suddenly about the feminized sissy cuckold and suddenly she will see a path to another marriage where she is everything and takes everything she wants with an adoring feminized husband she can use and abuse to her hearts content whilst still having that raw animal sex she loves from the macho men she certainly does not want to marry.
As for younger Cuckoldresses these tend to start off by marrying money and for the most part they will not feminize their husband only pushing him to pantie wearing and such and she will only cuckold the old man as the saying goes thriving on his docile submissive at her being such a bitch as he cannot satisfy her carnal needs
I generalize here to some extent but in many cases of the cuckoldress led relationship this is what I have observed.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 958.
Over the years I have spoken to endless feminized sissy cuckolds and each and every one of them all say that from the offset when they were very young they knew that they were different to other boys.
Growing up was an internal struggle as the sissy inside gradually became larger and larger taking over as the cross dressing got more insistent and worse, the fantasy life and masturbation veered totally off the expected path.
For many they did not develop the way other lads were doing dooming them to small penis humiliation on top of all the other fetishes that they were gathering over time.
By the time dating reared its ugly head the budding feminized sissy cuckold was solidly on to a loser it was never going to be taken seriously as a male and from then on it was only going to be a very special lady that would pick it.
Hence you find that many sissy cuckolds are very successful in their chosen career knowing that being able to keep a woman in the lap of luxury was and is the only path to having and retaining a wife even if that wife insists on being a Cuckoldress.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 957.
If you are just setting out on your life journey to become a feminized sissy cuckold one thing you should be fully aware of is the Shop Assistant.
No matter what you do and how you sidle into the women’s clothing department they can see you coming, it’s like they have an inbuilt radar to spot sissy cuckolds and oh boy do they love to expose and tease the little lamb as they become overly helpful with their voices raised so all and sundry hears the pointed humiliating questions about size needed and if you have lied and said the things are for the wife she may well slip in little kicks like “Is this for your wife to wear on a date?”
What you will find on your life journey is that every visit to a shop can and will turn into a shameful but ultimately thrilling adventure for you, just wait till you have to go to a pharmacy and ask the lady assistant for extra small condoms and then extra-large for your wife’s boyfriend!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 956.
How do you tell your wife that you want to be her feminized sissy cuckold maid and slave.
It’s a thorny issue and one that can be approached in many different ways and of course none of them are guaranteed.
Hopefully if you are craving to be a sissy cuckold your good lady wife might already be having an affair as so many married women do so if you discover this infidelity the whole coming clean about yourself becomes so much easier and has a very good chance of success.
If on the other hand your wife is not but seems to be one of those women that like the attention of men and flirting always seemingly looking to make sure she is still alluring and attractive to the opposite sex then you can help things along such as developing premature ejaculation which is a good way of giving her a little push in the right direction.
As you do this give her all the more space to look at and be with other men, encourage the girls’ nights out, appraise the things she wears on her nights out, go shopping with her and suggest even hotter outfits.
Do more or take over the things like cleaning the house, point out guys that ogle her saying that she is being watched by a hunk and your proud that she turns men on.
Might be a good idea at some point to let yourself be caught out dressed up as a woman doing housework or whatever thus opening the door to that very frank conversation that you need to have.
Whatever way you decide to proceed take it easy don’t drop it like a bomb on her little steps before the revelation will condition her not to be overly surprised that something is troubling you thus the confession will fall on receptive ground and she might just have some shocking confessions to make to you already.

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 955.
Locked away in chastity as many of us feminized sissy cuckolds have been or are for extended periods of time we all know the world of utter sexual frustration and torment the state of chaste brings.
Let’s face it being a feminized sissy cuckold mean’s you already live in a constant state of sexual enhancement what with the nylons, lingerie, women’s clothes and the sights and actions of a slutty cuckoldress wife forever in your face or mind if she’s out dating.
Then you add the chastity on top and it becomes explosive, you literally shake in weakness and need at the sound of high heels clicking or the scent of that whore water perfume she wears and that’s before you see her red painted lips around her boyfriend’s cock or her cunt riding his huge length making all sorts of squelching sounds and filling the room with their fuck aroma.
Oh, and the pain you suffer as your tiny penis tries again and again to fight the device locked in place.
And maybe even though your locked up and suffering you might still be able to dribble your pathetic little mess at the sight of his cock plundering her anus and your wife is screaming in utter pleasure!