SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 865.
When you think back on it as a Feminized sissy cuckold it is amazing just how fast women can utterly destroy what little masculinity you had in you once they know what you really are and I am not just talking about the females that lowered themselves to be sexually involved with you I am talking about all women wo find out about your sissy cuckold standing in life.
Literally the gossip they spread about you will burn your ears out and everyone you meet will seem to know that you’re a no dick loser of massive proportions.
Women do such a hatchet job on is sissy cuckolds that I was not surprised really when I found myself actually groveling and apologizing to women about not being a man and an utter failure and only good for cleaning up their pussies and anuses after they had sex with real men or acting as their maid or toilet.
When you reach these depths of acceptance you actually loath your men bit (and it is a bit because its so small and insignificant) there is little wonder why so many feminized sissy cuckolds prefer to be safely locked away in chastity to hide their shame.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 864.
The starting tale of my introduction to creampie eating and kinky sexual occurrences with Pamela have already been told but there was an after of many times I was with her.
Once she knew that I secretly dressed in women’s things often and that it had been my mother that had first caught me out and allowed me to wear her worn hosiery at home Pamela was gleefully delighted.
I would be summonsed to Pamela’s home to do little jobs in her way of asking and when with her she would dress and make me up and I would be put to whatever she wanted me to do for her which mostly was eating her to orgasms as well as worshipping her legs and feet something she found highly relaxing and erotic Pamela of course coincided many of my visits to her the night after being with one of the men she saw thus creampie pussy and anus were staple for me to eat and clean which of course I was addicted to.
Sometimes she would supervise me doing some of her housework, especially after my mother informed her and Fran that I was pretty nifty round the home as she had always brough me up to do domestic stuff regardless of my dressing up.
I found it shocking after a while that Fran, Pamela, Wendy and my mother talked between themselves about what they were up to not only with their boyfriends but also with regard to me but as shy and terrified as I was about losing what was now enchanting me I dare not raise any objection to this and gladly suffered the humiliation of everything about me being exposed between these four women and some others that also were informed of my less than manly needs.
Of course back then there was not form of chastity but from the onset Pamela, Fran and to some extent Wendy never directly touched or stimulated my tiny penis their cutting mocking words and what they got me to do were enough to have me doing sissy squirts that even then I was ashamed of and knew were deeply wrong in front of these sexy mature ladies.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 863.
I know us Feminized sissy cuckolds are depraved as fuck and if you look at it there cannot be many other sexual leanings that are so depraved, sordid and sick.
But you know what I mean when I say there is nothing so deeply disturbing and sexy as seeing your wife go off on a date with another man whilst you stand at that bedroom window all feminized seeing her get into her boyfriend’s car.
From that second on when in getting into his car her stocking clad legs showing off so the neighbors are getting an eyeful of not only her sexy way of dressing but it’s another man and maybe a black man picking her up you are in a turmoil of sissy cuckold angst.
How can you explain that feeling of being sick and also being a pent-up sensual bomb at the same time.
As the minutes tick by each feeling like and hour your rabid perverted mind goes through torment like never before knowing your wife is in the arms of another man and on his cock.
We all know that even one touch on your tiny sissy clits will make it explode and we are fearful as we are under strict instructions not to squirt if this is pre chastity days for the sissy cuckold.
By the time your wife comes home you will be a mess of unbelievable proportions like putty willing to do and suffer anything the wife wants to do to you and it will delight her to see that no matter what she has been up to you still love her like nothing else and to make sure that is correct she will delight in making you lick another man’s sperm out of her used and ravaged body showing you that not only will she suck and fuck other men that she gladly give other men her anus as well an act that always has the sissy cuckold on the edge of passing out!

SISSY CUCKOLD FUTURE 862.
Over past few weeks I have been working on my rosebud pump that I purchased as I have this strange need to have my sissy pussy prolapsing with consummate ease.
It is actually a lovely feeling the suction pulling your anal meat out of inside you and when it’s out caressing it feels so sexy and erotic.
This is all part of my work on ruining my sissy pussy with the collection of anal expanders I also have and the whopper dildos that I am using these days.
Yes, it still hurts at times getting some of these huge cocks into myself, but the pain soon passes, and the feelings are out of this world being fucked by them.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 861.
Going on a trip round France next November and while I am in Nantes and Toulouse I am hoping to connect with some kinky sissies or even a Cuckoldress that needs an Anglo cleaning.
Will have to shake out my French tarts outfit like the ones Michelle in Allo, Allo wore often during that great comedy series, a sissy cuckold has to look the part in the depths of France.
So, if you’re reading this and you reside in any of them two cities and fancy meeting drop me a line and see if we spark.