SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1098.
As a Feminized sissy cuckold, the number of times I have squirmed in shame, embarrassment, humiliation and also sissy cuckold thrill whilst out shopping with my past wives and other women are too many to recall.
Tania was a past master of this type of shopping trip where she was out to purchase things to wear for a date with a boyfriend and there I was sissy cuckold Carla all made up in a dress heels nylons the lot standing dutifully by as Tania with the aid of a shop assistant would select some sexy daring dress or wildly erotic lingerie and stunning sheer stockings asking my opinion making it quite clear to the woman who was assisting her that I was the feminized chastity locked sissy cuckold husband and she was out selecting an outfit for a date with one of her boyfriends.
Never not once did I meet a shop assistant that ran away in disgust the truth was every one of them seemed to rub their hands together in glee and the gossip between Tania and the woman would avalanche with me suffering untold verbal put downs and humiliation.
The upshot was that Tania used to get tip top service wherever we shopped and of course being the poor suffering feminized sissy cuckold I had to pay for everything and do the carrying of the bags.

I haven't heard from Lois in now 3 days, I thought she might have text me to just 'check in'. 1000's of people go through this shit everyday and come through it, I just wonder when it will stop hurting. I've resisted phoning her as I don't know what sort of a reception I will get. When I feel like this I normally phone an old boyfriend and ask if they fancy like a fuck to distract me, but I haven't. When I first told Mother all those years ago, that I was getting married, she was not at all happy. I was shocked when she said, who's going to wipe my arse when I'm old. I was never going to abandon her, but now she'll have all the attention she wants. I feel so stupid that I thought marrying a woman would make me a man. I guess Lois feels the same way too.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1097.
For all want to be feminized sissy cuckolds out there please take this as a warning.
When your wife becomes a cuckoldress do not kid yourself for one minute that your new sexy ways with her will remain a secret.
Women love to gossip and she will be brimming over to tell all on her girl’s night out so everyone and their dog will know about you.
Also, daughter’s love talking with their Mum’s so that’s you as a sissy cuckold fucked now the mother-in-law is in the loop and then out of sheer glee your wife will relish telling your mother over lunch during a shopping trip out or some such.
Whatever sissy cuckold you are as they say fucked! (the only fucking you are going to get now you are in chastity)
But comfort yourself with the fact that your wife’s logic is correct and that in the end you’ll be a happier feminized sissy cuckold firmly ousted from the closet.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1096.
By the time I was married to my second wife the Dominatrix/escort and cuckoldress Tania and we eased into the female led lifestyle I was a feminized sissy cuckold was ready to totally turn power over to Tania.
We had long deep discussions about what our marriage would be like and the limits but in the end Tania decided that for her there would be no limits and as her feminized sissy cuckold husband I had to trust my love and adoration of her to accept that there was always going to be good reason for the things she did to me.
So as a married couple there was no safe word from the onset and believe me it’s a hard thing to come to terms with that as a so-called human being you are only allowed to obey and have utterly no input in your union.
The word NO in our relationship coming from me brought swift terrible punishments and even if I looked at her with doubt in my expression I was in fearful danger.
And In all honesty as hard as it was at times I could understand Tania’s logic a feminized sissy cuckold is a piece of property owned by the wife a husband that has given up his role in a traditional style marriage so why on earth should he have any say in how the woman he loves and serves comports herself.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1095.
Emotions play a very large part of the life of a feminized sissy cuckold and the Cuckoldress wife knows this and ruthlessly uses it to her advantage.
Maybe because we are compelled, made or forced to live as a sissy woman we become or are more in touch with our feminine side and the things we have to endure and witness and see as a feminized sissy cuckold are so extreme our emotions are daily ripped to shreds and trampled all over.
For the feminized sissy cuckold tears are commonplace and can flood out at any moment bringing the observation from the Cuckoldress wife that our weeping proves we are not a man and nothing but a big girl’s blouse.
We become so sensitive that it’s mostly our wives teasing and taunting that open the tear ducts although heart wrenching sobbing also comes from being spanked, canned, whipped or beaten in the million and one ways our cuckoldresses punish us.
We also cry with joy when our cuckoldresses are happy with us or she attains a new boyfriend or we see the pleasure she gets as she fucks her studs and tears are normal with all the other sissy cuckold angst.

I've often wondered if this day would ever come. I/we've been so close to this before but always just avoided it. Lois sat me down yesterday and said, I'm sorry but I don't love you any more, well I do, but not like I used to. At one time I would have thought the bottom had fallen out of my world, but inside I was secretly relieved and to be honest started to think of the opportunities that this offered me. I asked her if she was in love with her boyfriend and she said yes, he's the one. I don't mean to be hurtful, but he's everything your not. After a brief conversation, Lois said she was going to move in with him. I wished her good luck and I meant it. I hope that we can remain good friends, in the way perhaps we should always have been. Lois took off her wedding ring and handed it to me and said it felt like a removing a weight off her shoulders. She kissed me on the cheek and said she was sorry and she'd be around in a few days to collect her things. I had a little cry when she left, after all we've known each other for a long time and any breakup is painful. I phoned Mother to tell her our news and predictably she's delighted. I'm excited and nervous about the future right now. I'm going to spend some time with Mother today.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1094.
Don’t women have a guile sly way about them and an all-seeing eye as the saying goes.
Most married women know what type of man they marry so already know that with the right handling they can get and do anything they want in their marriage.
As a feminized sissy cuckold I have spoken to more than a few actual cuckoldress wives and what they have to say is very enlightening and here I am not talking about ladies that married a dyed in the wool transvestite ect I am talking about women who married an unsuspecting beta male that needed leading to the well by the women they love and adore.
To a lady I have spoken to the dance of getting to that little chat asking hubby if it’s alright if she went out on a date with another man is wildly thrilling and exciting knowing that she has already spun a web with the way she looks, acts and wears the pants in the marriage that she will get her own way.
It’s heart poundingly exciting and sinful to sit there with the listening husband who’s world is being crushed explaining to him that his penis is just to small for any sort of sexual satisfaction and that his love making abilities are frankly rubbish and a woman like her needs the masculinity of a real man to make her happy, not that she does not love him but she see’s he is unable to fulfill that part of their married and he should not worry that she is going to run off with some boyfriend she goes on a date with because that’s just for hard wild sex nothing else.
Women love the wilting they see in their husband along with the telltale as the little mite’s tiny penis gives the game away as its so hard even as his tears flow and he finally whispers out his acceptance to her wants and desires.
Many married women will then make a fuss over her dejected husband to raise his spirits and many might please him with a quick hand job as she explains that her having a boyfriend or two will mean he will also have more sex (not that she will explain what his new sex like with her will be for the moment)
As she cuddles hubby just after his little masturbation making him feel loved and close her mind is racing already to the chastity and feminization she has planned for him and of course she herself is almost exploding in orgasm at the thought of making hubby lick her clean after she has had sex with other men.

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1093.
Each Cuckoldress has her own way of doing things and how she relates and talks to her feminized sissy cuckold husband or partner.
Tania my second with the Dominatrix/Cuckoldress and escort got to a stage with me where I was truly frightened of her.
Don’t get me wrong Tania because of her half English half Jamaican blood had an explosive temper when she got going but for the most part her way was deceptively lovingly sweet with a way put putting things that were to cause me torment and suffering in such a logical and loving way and of course it was always totally clear that everything was my fault as a feminized sissy cuckold so it was she who was forced to punish me it was also my shortcomings with my sissy clit that put her in a position where she had no other choice than to have sex with real men with meaty large cocks.
It was this caring loving evil way of talking and explaining herself that made Tania truly terrifying and devastating as a cuckoldress wife
And if you think about it the root of all our failings as feminized sissy cuckolds to our wives are all our fault at the end of the day

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1092.
Another painful memory from my marriage to Tania my second wife the dominatrix/Cuckoldress and escort.
Tania liked nothing better than to inflict punishment on me her feminized sissy cuckold husband and the chastisement took many different forms.
One form of punishment though always gladdened her heart and made her salivate in pleasure and that was to punish my tiny little sissy clit.
One of the worst among to many to terrible painful ordeals was the set of little stainless steel cocks she purchased for urethral fucking, of course it goes without saying that due to the minuscule nature of my sissy clit getting any one of the five inserted down my urethra was a challenge in itself but she always managed in the end via a lot of suffering and tears to get the largest of the little steel devils down my urethra.
Then Tania came up with the solution and once when I was strapped to her St Andrews cross and she was sitting in front of me on the ornate chair I had got for her dungeon so she could perch her bottom on clad in only sheer black hold up stockings and high heels her hand quickly brought my little sissy clit to aching hardness after removing my chastity device even though I was terror filled about what might happen because nothing ever good did.
I had to watch in horror as Tania opened up a jar of tiger balm and coat the cock shaped urethral implement the biggest one and using the sticky substance as lubrication forced the steel cock down my pee hole and proceeded to fuck my sissy clit hard.
It hardly needs saying that the Tiger balm got to work straight away spreading a searing hell fire in my sissy clit that had me screaming and crying fighting against the bondage that held me a struggle that was futile as there was no escape from her wicked loving act on my sissy clit.