SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 949.
Yesterday I wrote about want to be sissy cuckolds finding the older more mature woman to serve and some helpful hints to make yourself useful to them even before you tell them what you are and how you want to serve them.
Today I want to talk to you about another pool of ladies that I personally have found a rich source of understanding and acceptance and this is the very elderly woman.
This group of females include a lot of divorcees and of course widows, many would day that these old biddies are totally well past sell by date and my answer to that is fuck off!
In my experience I have found that Grannies are some of the most receptive women around and they are as kinky as fuck as they know that they are in last chance saloon because of their age and will grab every opportunity with gusto.
Of course for the old woman she might not actually want penetrative sex but she sure is pleased to have a feminize sissy cuckold that will actually lick the unlickable holes she has that always seem to have a nasty UTI and are in a constant messy state due to double incontinence.
The oldest female I have been with was eighty-seven a lady of skin and bones and liver spots but oh boy was she a kinky lady doing some really freaky stuff to me and had a constant need to be licked to orgasm, orgasms that she never thought she would experience again
Let me tell you licking up her shit smeared ass was a delightful experience apart from the fact that Julie had forced her walking stick up my ass just for jollies.
Of course, they also love the housework and little odd jobs the feminized sissy cuckold can do under their guidance and because of their age and experience they know they have to do things to really stop the sissy cuckold eye wandering.
Take Rose the lady I do many things for she has gone from being a conservative prim woman to a real sadist of a elderly cuckoldress, take last summer I was out in her garden painting her shed dressed just in tights a denim skirt and loose blouse as it was sweltering hot.
Rose came out at lunchtime and invited me to sit with her at her patio table where she handed me a full glass of her acidic hot murky urine to quaff down and then the plate of sandwiches to eat which turned out to be shit sandwiches with tomatoes (Rose really has a devilish sense of humor)
So my advice is to be chatty and calm around the elderly woman, show interest in her compliment her because at first she just will not believe you can want an elderly lady like her, attain friendship and do things like taking her for lunch or just tea, help her to go shopping, buy her little gifts the style of tights or stockings she wears, flowers and keep being open and truthful about yourself tell her you certainly do not or ever will force yourself on her if she honors you with a real date as you are a submissive feminized sissy cuckold and want to worship and adore her.
Believe me with her interest peaked she will want to meet your feminine side, for me I have met ladies when I was dressed and they approached me to find out about myself and that’s when they find out that I am a feminized sissy cuckold and what they can get out of me and it seems to work because I don’t go all heavy and let then set the pace.
Lastly I have yet to meet an elderly woman that does not like her feet kissing licking and sucking it relaxes them so much!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 948.
If your life is miserable because you are a want to be feminized sissy cuckold and you cannot seem to find a Cuckoldress, despair not.
Look at the problem logically, I take it like many you have scoured the internet forums to see if you can contact a Cuckoldress that is not a Professional Dominatrix cuckoldress (I have every admiration for these ladies they provide excellent services for us in times of need)
These forums invariably are not a place that many women who are open to the lifestyle of the cuckoldress frequent.
You see most females that would become a Cuckoldress do not know it themselves until the door to the world is opened up to them.
What I fully suggest is that a want to be needs to have a good look round his town or city to where that super sensual breed the mature Divorcee goes out with her girlfriends for wild nights out getting cock now that they are free from the slob of the old man.
These are the ladies you should become friends with, take it easy at first nothing pushy, chat, have a laugh, buy them drinks, get taxis for them at kicking out time and prepay it for them and in general be
submissive and nice in manner.
When you see her go off with guys from the venue don’t go funny just be pleased for her and the next time you see her mention that she looked super sexy when she picked the guy up who in your opinion looked like a hunky real man just the type to satisfy her needs.
Start buying her little presents when she scores with a guy, say flowers for when you next see her, lightly say that you were not built to satisfy a woman like her and she needs and deserves a real man, then get her gifts of super expensive seamed stockings and items of luxury lingerie.
By this time her instincts will have kicked in and she’ll start asking you questions about yourself and so you can open up and tell her what you are and what you seek to be for a goddess, even if she does not see a long term relationship in what you have told her she may well decide to have some fun with you even if it’s just to tease and humiliate you in front of her girlfriends specially when she finds out you’re a crossdresser with a tiny penis.
Her girlfriends because of the nature of women could well egg her on to doing even more depraved things to you just to see how you’d react to actually suffering for her like making you hand over the keys to your chastity device you have told her about, or seeing if you really are sincere about licking her clean after she has had sex with one of the guys she goes off with, and tell me what woman is going to turn down a mincing chastity locked feminized sissy cuckold doing all her housework knowing that if you do not do the jobs how she likes them done she can beat you.
The type of woman we are talking about will grow into finding out that with her rampant divorcee lifestyle having a feminized sissy cuckold almost becomes essential and she will rapidly warm to the idea of being a cuckoldress, as many ladies have told me the word Cuckoldress is on it’s own thrilling for a woman it makes them feel like a queen and woman that can do anything she wants knowing she will be slavishly adored and loved no matter what she gets up to.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 947.
Even though through years of teaching, pressure, torment, brainwashing and every other technic a woman can use to make us feminized sissy cuckolds understand that we are not built for sexual intercourse our pathetic sissy cuckold so called brains still years to put out miniscule, little sissy clits in a warn wet pussy.
Of course, due to our deficiency down there even if we got the chance to mount a woman it cannot be classed as penetrative intercourse thus if a woman is truly silly to allow a sissy cuckold to mount her it is referred to as Labia nudging.
One thing is assured in the life of a feminized sissy cuckold is that the cuckoldress wife will never miss an opportunity to humiliate, shame and ridicule her sissy cuckolds penis to the point where the sissy cuckold cannot even get erect anymore through self-loathing and it’s only nasty swelling comes from items or cocks being penetrated into the sissy cuckold against its own will

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 946.
As a Feminized sissy cuckold, it is more than advisable to learn to bite your tongue when being blamed for something by your cuckoldress or another woman is dropping you in it to your wife.
You see as far as the Cuckoldress and any other woman is concerned everything is your fault and even if by the unlikely chance you had acted perfectly and carried out all your duties perfectly you will still be blamed for something that the woman or your wife will think up to get you punished even if that means she tells a whopper of a lie to land you in the shit.
Tania my second ex wife and Cuckoldress once came home with a huge ladder down her stocking clad leg and I knew she had been perfect when she went out but she still said that I must have started the ladder when she had me straighten her seam before her departure even though I knew they had been straight and I had not touched her nylon coated legs and had just confirmed the vertical with a visual check.
Needless to say, I dare not object to her assertion and held my tongue and took the beating she laid on me, and I know it’s a failing in me but in the end I knew myself that it was my fault not the pawing hands of one of her boyfriend’s causing the ladder.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 945.
Some of the most humiliating times my Cuckoldress wives inflicted on me as a feminized sissy cuckold was when I was instructed to go into a Pharmacy to purchase condoms the make being Magnum xxxl or trojan xxxl and also while I was at it to enquire after some cream to stop my chastity device from chaffing.
Of course, I would be told to make sure I spoke to a female pharmacist assistant and a mature one if on duty explaining that the condoms were for my wife’s boyfriend
Talk about shameful and humiliating as every time I had to do this all bar two assistants were more than happy to sneeringly help enjoying my humiliation on top of being dressed as a woman myself, and of course there were the comments like “I am sure your wife will find these excellent and sensual with her date!” or this balm cream will stop any abrasions on little genitals!” and “I suggest you purchase the twelve pack of condoms for your wife you know what heavy dates get like!”
And on the subject of condoms and black guys, the very few that even agree to wear them invariably split them as their cocks are so large, not that this makes the wife stop the intercourse in fact by then she does not give a shit as it’s all about her pleasure and she wants that hot creamy spunk splattering her depths.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 944.
Being out with Anne today my so called feminized sissy cuckold mind mulled over how us dumped and divorced sissy cuckolds should be with our ex-wives.
I am lucky if that’s the word for it that I am very good friends with both my ex-wives who in their own ways still take advantage of my nature getting me to do things for them at a drop of a hat
And this is the state all dumped and divorced sissy cuckolds should get to, set aside any bitterness you have at being cast aside your ex-wife knew you were a dud and she was well withing her rights to find a real man.
You should be happy for her and support her in any way that she still allows and believe me she’ll love it that you still adore her and think of her as a goddess and will in the end start to abuse your adoring nature specially if her first post you relationship finishes and she is out on the razzle of the dating game.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 943.
The number one kick for the black male is to fuck a white married woman either on the sly or better still with the white husband knowing.
Your average big, cocked buck will feel he has won the lottery if he then finds out that he is seeing a cuckoldress wife with a chastity locked feminized sissy cuckold husband who he can with the cuckoldresses permission make suffer to the limits she suggests.
Quite often because it’s an arousing turn on for the cuckoldress wife she will not set any limits on the humiliation and degradation her black boyfriend can heap on her sissified husband and this also extends into punishment allowing the black guy to spank, whip and flog the feminized sissy cuckold for any real or made-up error it makes.
This type of arrangement leaves the feminized sissy cuckold living in a state of permanent fear and terror over even the simplest of things when the cuckoldress wife casually drops into a conversation things like, “You’d better no do that sissy cuckold or I will ring my boyfriend and he’ll not be best pleased with what I tell him you have said or did!”
And what we all know is even if after groveling and begging the sissy cuckold placates his wife and she says that she will not carry out her threat as soon as her black boyfriend is around you can bet your bottom dollar she will tell him your misdeed with you right in front of them just to crush you even more.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 942.
One thing as a Feminized sissy cuckold I have noticed evolving over the years is that more and more white guys are trying to date us (I am using the polite term here?) when I say date I actually mean they want to slake their pent up frustrated perverted lusts on us because they have no other outlet.
I think we have all noticed the rise of ultra feminism and also the rise of women turning to black men to date and have relations with which has of course led to the dramatic rise of the losers called incels.
But for the great swathe of white guys the need to experience actual sex with a female becomes so demanding they are opting for the next best option the feminized sissy cuckold or transvestite thus they can still sort of say they are not all the way gay and unashamedly hide behind the more socially acceptable term in the man’s world of bisexual.
What the guys who get to sexually interfere with us feminized sissy cuckolds is that they have actually hit jackpot as the Cuckoldress wife will make sure her sissy cuckold is always looking suitably slutty and the feminized sissy cuckold never says no to anything the guy wants, never has a headache or is washing her hair, no periods to worry about even if the cuckoldress makes the sissy cuckold have sympathy periods in tune with herself, the guy can rip the tampax out and ram his cock in.
And of course, there is never going to be unwanted pregnancies to worry about as the guy lobs his load freely into the sissy cuckolds every fuck hole.

SISSY CUCKOLD PRESENT 941.
For is feminized sissy cuckolds still able to surf and view pornographic material it’s disturbing and utterly shameful that there are many women now getting into being filmed or photographed that have clits that are bigger than out little sissy clit penises.
If it was not bad enough that we are crushed having such tiny penises compared to real men now the end game shame of knowing that there are many women with larger clits.
Our shame will never end!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 940.
As Feminized sissy cuckolds we know instinctively that we are weak, pathetic and easily influenced and literally unable to defend ourselves and that we end up believing what we are told.
Take our little pride and joy, growing up we found it a source of shame as we observed our peers blooming into manliness whilst we remained small and ineffectual.
And of course, when women came to know us they zeroed in on our lack of manhood and thus started the constant put down’s, rejection, jibes and the million and one snide comments until the day we suddenly actually believed everything we were being told about our penis and it was all our fault and the cuckoldress was right to lock us up, cut us off and deride us for our failure.
And being the pathetic twisted sissies, we are our sexuality turns that small penis humiliation into a sexual thrill, just how sad can us feminized sissy cuckolds get?