SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1038.
Of course, there are times when the Cuckoldress wife wants to dump and divorce her feminized sissy cuckold more often than not trading in the tired old model for a younger prettier and more eager sissy cuckold to serve her.
For many dumped and divorced feminized sissy cuckolds this leads to the sad lonely life in sissy hovel land as the cuckoldress wife without compunction will take out of the marriage everything leaving the sissy cuckold she is dumping with only black trash bags full of its girlie clothes and make up.
But there is a growing band of Cuckoldresses that still deeply care about the future for their sissy cuckold thus they will source a husband for the sissy cuckold who of course has abstract fear and horror of anything to do with homosexuality.
It goes without saying the cuckoldress wife will seek out as a husband for her dumped and divorced sissy cuckold the worst type of nasty sadistic pervert.
You see being a Cuckoldress means you retain control of the sissy cuckold no matter what and what torment for the dumped sissy cuckold than to have to be with a pervert it is terrified of and forced to act as the wife seeing to all and every kink the man has.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1037.
Like so many other feminized sissy cuckolds I had to accept early on that my mouth was to be used for many, many things and far from running a mile at the first pussy and anal creampies I ate like I was starving showing the lady how submissive and kinky I truly was.
So, like others when it came time to have my mouth used as a piss hole I went along with it secretly thrilled and ashamed but then found having a woman urinate in my mouth making me drink her piss was so sexual, depraved and delightful.
From the moment you are open to being used as a urinal things will only scale upwards and you know what that means as there are more than a few cuckoldresses and women out there that think if you are a piss hole you should also be a total toilet coping with their fecal matter as well.
Now you’d think that by the time a sissy cuckold is a total toilet things could not get any worse! Well think again as you will be further degraded when one day your cuckoldress lets one of her gentlemen use you as a urinal and you are in the nightmare world of also being a toilet for any man at your cuckoldresses discretion, then you truly understand that you no longer have any control over your life.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1036.
I for one as a Feminized sissy cuckold believe strongly that great strides need to be made in the future for the spotting of the developing budding feminized sissy cuckold sooner thus making more and more new sissy cuckolds pussy free for the entirety of their lives.
A Feminized sissy cuckold in my opinion should never get the taste of a clean and unfucked pussy and anus, from the offset Sissy Cuckolds should be forced down on holes that are huge cock obliterated and swimming in thick rich creamy sperm.
Having spoken to many a cuckoldress over the years they muse over the mistakes that were made by having sissy cuckolds that have experienced any form of normal sexual contact with a woman.
And of course, if a sissy cuckold cannot have normal sexual contact with a woman there needs to be an early intervention with lasting and enduring chastity and then later other methods up to castration and Penectomy.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1035.
Fran Hewit the second lady to ever use me as a feminized sissy cuckold was from the offset a dirty lady that delighted in tormenting me and making me do indescribable things.
This was a lady that literally had no idea what toilet paper was when she wanted me in her presence and the times she eased her buttocks open for me to lick her asshole revealed an ass crease and sphincter that was always in a terrible mess that I had to lick clean.
Another of her quirks was to lower the excuse of what she called her panties in front of me when she was full of spunk and the gussets of her panties were a sodden slime filled mess that I had to lick clean as more sperm dripped onto the back of my head.
Not once ever did I see Fran when she was washed and clean as far as she was concerned Carla the transvestite submissive as I was referred to back then by Pam, Fran, Wendy and my mother was only good for foisting the worst on.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1034.
For many femininized sissy cuckolds we only truly come to understand just how pathetic, useless and worthless we are when we come face to face with what some call the God Rod, the cock and balls of a real man and the smell, feel and taste of it that we are obliged to experience by our wives.
I think the majority of us Feminized sissy cuckolds know the truly humbling feeling that sweeps through us when out nostrils flare taking in the scent of a truly manly cock and the shudder of trepidation and insignificance we feel when we take the real manhood in our hand to experience the girth, length and radiating hotness and mind boggling wright of the sire’s balls
What also shocks is the sheer manliness of the cock the palpable feel you get of a truly angry aggressive slab of meat that makes you deeply understand why your wife wants this huge cock pleasuring her body.
Of course your wife will not just be satisfied with you feeling seeing and smelling what a real man’s cock is all about and she will make you take that cock into your mouth to experience the throbbing hardness, the blood filled veins and the silky smooth missile head that never seems to stop leaking showing you that a man like this has balls that never stop producing.
Over time as a feminized sissy cuckold you will be put to cock as the saying goes and not only to suck it clean after its been fucking your Cuckoldress but also if your wife lets her bulls violate you for humiliation and punishment reasons or she decides for entertainment value that you are to have a brute of a gay or pervert boyfriend.
In these situations, you will experience what a woman gets with your mouth and throat, and sissy pussy flooded with sperm.
One thing as a feminized sissy cuckold of many a year I can also ensure you that no matter how terrified, appalled and sickened you maybe with even the mere thought of homosexual acts when cock is being inflicted upon you no matter how much your mind screams in shame, disgust and humiliation your girlie clad body will react and that joke between your stocking clad legs will show the world that you are just a pathetic loser that will accept any indignity to have a dribble.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1033.
I should think like myself that many of you out there when we started masturbating knew a deep sense of shame.
I believe that most developing feminized sissy cuckolds inherently know we are poorly endowed without even being told or seeing
Although we all know once we catch sight of other male’s penises we are hit with the terrible fact that we are duds and failures.
Being shameful wankers, we also soon develop fetishes which mostly start off with panties, stockings and tights not only touching and sniffing them but also putting them on which give us the most intense sissygasms of our pathetic little lives and addict us to the extremes that will guide our lives from then on.
I know when I first put on a pair of tights I did not even have to touch myself as the caress of the nylon set me off and so shattering was the squirts coming from the tip of my tiny penis I had to place a hand on the bathroom wall to keep my legs from buckling under me.
Thus, not only the masturbation but also the linked in need to wear women’s hosiery and lingerie made sure that any self-pleasure was shameful and naughty and God knows what might befall me if caught out which in the end I was.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1032.
In general women are absolutely amazed when they find out you are a feminized sissy cuckold rather than your common garden transvestite.
Now I am not referring to your wife here who may or may not be a Cuckoldress that is another aspect of life altogether, what I am saying is that women with no connection to you that you meet in a social atmosphere firstly love transvestites for the entertainment value and also their inbred curiosity as to why?
So, when you tell them that you are a feminized sissy cuckold it opens another devilishly interesting box that they want to know all about.
They love to watch you squirm in humiliation as you confess to loving having to lick real men’s sperm out of a woman’s pussy or anus or off their bodies.
For many women they can hardly get their heads round it although it makes them laugh their stockings off at you seeing how utterly pathetic you are.
Then of course there are the ladies that do not believe you and want proof and that will lead to them demanding you show you’ll carry out your statements by letting them see you lick dirty pussy and ass on either one of their girlfriends or themselves.
Also gaggles of ladies in parties like to watch as sissy get sexually used by men as lots of ladies like witnessing homosexual acts and as a sissy in such a predicament you’ll experience just how rabid women get after a few drinks and letting their hair down a gathering like this makes guys watching football a sedate affair with the ladies screaming their taunts and encouragement over what is being inflicted upon the feminized sissy cuckold.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1033.
I should think like myself that many of you out there when we started masturbating knew a deep sense of shame.
I believe that most developing feminized sissy cuckolds inherently know we are poorly endowed without even being told or seeing
Although we all know once we catch sight of other male’s penises we are hit with the terrible fact that we are duds and failures.
Being shameful wankers, we also soon develop fetishes which mostly start off with panties, stockings and tights not only touching and sniffing them but also putting them on which give us the most intense sissygasms of our pathetic little lives and addict us to the extremes that will guide our lives from then on.
I know when I first put on a pair of tights I did not even have to touch myself as the caress of the nylon set me off and so shattering was the squirts coming from the tip of my tiny penis I had to place a hand on the bathroom wall to keep my legs from buckling under me.
Thus, not only the masturbation but also the linked in need to wear women’s hosiery and lingerie made sure that any self-pleasure was shameful and naughty and God knows what might befall me if caught out which in the end I was.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1032.
In general women are absolutely amazed when they find out you are a feminized sissy cuckold rather than your common garden transvestite.
Now I am not referring to your wife here who may or may not be a Cuckoldress that is another aspect of life altogether, what I am saying is that women with no connection to you that you meet in a social atmosphere firstly love transvestites for the entertainment value and also their inbred curiosity as to why?
So, when you tell them that you are a feminized sissy cuckold it opens another devilishly interesting box that they want to know all about.
They love to watch you squirm in humiliation as you confess to loving having to lick real men’s sperm out of a woman’s pussy or anus or off their bodies.
For many women they can hardly get their heads round it although it makes them laugh their stockings off at you seeing how utterly pathetic you are.
Then of course there are the ladies that do not believe you and want proof and that will lead to them demanding you show you’ll carry out your statements by letting them see you lick dirty pussy and ass on either one of their girlfriends or themselves.
Also gaggles of ladies in parties like to watch as sissy get sexually used by men as lots of ladies like witnessing homosexual acts and as a sissy in such a predicament you’ll experience just how rabid women get after a few drinks and letting their hair down a gathering like this makes guys watching football a sedate affair with the ladies screaming their taunts and encouragement over what is being inflicted upon the feminized sissy cuckold.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1031.
One of the biggest steps a budding feminized sissy cuckold can take is to start living full time as a woman.
Now if you are just dressing up as and when the opportunity arises it’s all exceptionally thrilling in a highly sexual way.
But if you live full time as a feminized sissy cuckold you have to learn to adapt and cope with that feeling nearly all the time and you will find it exhausting to begin with because your sexual high drains you.
Until you get used to it dressing as a woman and living am approximation of one has you in a heightened state all your senses being utilized to the maximum so at the very least you present well to the world in general.
Remember living as a feminized sissy cuckold you may well be alone and you are trying to find a Cuckoldress so you are alert to possible connections being servile to women, open and friendly burying every trace of masculinity that you can.
In time living as a Feminized sissy cuckold does get easier as you fully accept what you are and this stopping of the inner turmoil that is inherent in the sissy cuckold in the formative days is a great weight off of your shoulders