SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 919.
Some of the real devastating stuff that happens to the feminized sissy cuckold husband is when the now Cuckoldress wife decides that her new lifestyle is not to be kept a secret and hence your status as the chastity locked feminized sissy cuckold maid husband is also exposed to the full glare of the light of the day as not only your wife’s friends and family find out what you are as a couple but your family and friends as well.
It is a time of gut-wrenching fear, terror, shame and humiliation as you become the object of fun and derision in your life circle you might even have certain family members and friends snub and reject anything more to do with you.
The rest will happily accept your wife’s power over you and how she lives her life with certain members like your mother, mother-in-law and sisters and sister in laws and aunts gleefully adding their ten peneth worth of snide humiliation to your sissy cuckold submissive life actively encouraging your wife and even helping her with things like sissycucksitting.
There will always be little reminders like your Mother purchasing you delicate presents like panties and hosiery when she is out shopping or your Mother in law buying her daughter the latest mega strap on cock or just helpful things like sternly teaching you how to do housework properly from ironing, cleaning and cooking which if you the sissy cuckold do not do to their standard finds the outcome very painful to get you to learn.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 918.
As it’s snowing out there this morning it brings to mind some of the Cuckoldresses I have spoken to over the years and some of the awful things that they have done to their feminized sissy cuckold husbands as they entertain their boyfriends.
I suspect more than a few feminized sissy cuckolds have been locked in the shed at the bottom of the garden in all weather’s while the wife has been all warm and cozy indoors with her new beau who might not yet be in on what is going on in his new girlfriends home even if he knows she a married woman.
I have also heard to sissy cuckolds being thrown out into the snow or rain just so the Cuckoldress can see just how small her husband’s penis will shrivel to in the extreme cold after half an hour outside.
One wife even told me that on a freezing day she would kick her husband outside and hose him down naked for his own good then force him into a hot shower to revive him making him cry with hot aches in the warm water as he heated up.
At the end of the day the Cuckoldress wife is entitled to do anything she wants with her feminized sissy cuckold as we have no human rights.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 917.
It’s always amazed me as a Feminized sissy cuckold just how wicked the Cuckoldress can be once they get into their stride.
Some of the looks I have been given as my two ex-wives and other ladies have fucked another man or men have been devastating.
The power, glee, sexiness everything pours out of them feline eyes utterly crushing you her feminized sissy cuckold telling you that the fuck she is experiencing is far, far better than you were ever able to serve up with your insignificant little spec of a penis.
And we all know as feminized sissy cuckolds the emotional rollercoaster you feel seeing her being taken as a real woman should be taken and what a real cock does to her when she cashes into massive violent orgasms that you did not know she was capable of.

SISSY CUCKOLD PRESENT 916.
How pathetic us feminized sissy cuckolds are leaving ourselves wide open to shame humiliation and self-disgust in our early development.
Not even mentioning our addiction to stealing women’s clothes to put on and fiddling with ourselves in degenerate self-abuse we soon move into licking up our own spunk and shoving things up our sissy pussies.
So, it’s hardly surprising that all to soon we try out drinking our own piss and I defy any sissy cuckold who says they never sucked clean the implement that they had up their ass and then its and even shorter step to eating our own fecal matter.
As our minds scream that we are straight a part of us is shamefully yearning to suck cocks and have them unload in our mouths and to be taken in hard fucking in the ass.
What traps us is that while doing these degrading things our sissygasms are so hard and intense that it surpasses any type of vanilla orgasm thus it becomes part of our pathetic rampant sexual need.

SISSY CUCKOLD PRESENT 915.
As always when the New Year turns my resolution as a Feminized sissy cuckold is to experience even more dark depravities pushing my boundaries if that is still possible after so many years.
Many would say the likes of you and me a sick twisted perverts that are in dire need of mental health counselling, personally after all my life as first a budding transvestite the growing up into a Feminized sissy cuckold I feel what I am is totally natural and I would never have aspired or grew into this mythical real man as I was never built for being one in anyway.
So, here’s to another year of sick, kinky twisted perversions that shame, humiliate, degrade and thrill us Feminized sissy cuckolds.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 914.
What a way to start the New Year, was driving home on New Year’s Day night and stopped off for gasoline and coffee and got chatted up by Clifford a burly truck driver on his first run of the year in the food court.
Ended up in the cab of his truck where I lavished attention on his meaty eight-inch cock until he fed me his spunk.
Poor Clifford was so pent up and utterly neglected by his wife of many a year that he even at sixty had enough in him to fuck sissy cuckold Carla in his cab bed
So New Years went with a bang for me and yes we swapped phone numbers as he is often passing in his truck and is one kinky guy!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 913.
It’s always interesting to witness the reactions of a woman when they discover that you’re a feminized sissy cuckold, of course the huge shock is if your still in male mode when you confess but even if your dressed as a female the woman in your presence will think your just a common and garden transvestite something not that rare these days so just watch her reaction when you tell her you are a feminized sissy cuckold.
Most women will understand the basics of what a cuckold is but rather few will be knowledgeable about what a sissy cuckold is and what is does in life.
This is down to you to satisfy her thirst for knowledge and she will want to know thus you will be talking about your deepest darkest secrets some so shameful that the words will be hard to pass your lips but unless a woman knows it all how is she supposed to decide if she wants anything to do with you? Utter honesty is the only way you must accept that any view she might have had of you as a man will be shattered forever.
But let’s face it that as a feminized sissy cuckold is exactly what you want!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 912.
For me as a feminized sissy cuckold from an early age I attained the mind warping body sapping fetish for nylon stockings and tights.
From the pairs my mother wore that I saw then touched and finally wore to being caught out and allowed to wear her used ones at home.
As the years went by my fetish was more and more ingrained and I was I suppose a major financier of that place Sock Shop when it was in operation from the number of purchases I made.
My first purchase was at a place in Lincoln Market called Tight spot which sold fully fashioned Cuban heeled seamed stockings in black and smokey grey that were so sheer and silky I was enchanted and these types of stockings are to this day my most prized possessions.
Now of course many years later I have a massive stock of hosiery of all types and colors and could outfit a hundred transvestites for at least a year without running out.
And of course, when out shopping even with the sheer volume of tights and stockings I have at home I always purchase more just in case?