SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1016.
Even though I say so myself my two Cuckoldress wives were both very good-looking women way above my status to be honest especially Tania my second wife.
So, I do not quite understand why as a Feminized Sissy Cuckold after being dumped and divorced by Tania I self-imposed myself with a strict rule where I would try to integrate myself with the most foul, nasty, ugly, obese, dirty old females possible.
It is almost like I am self-punishing myself? But here’s the thing in setting the bar so utterly low I have found a stratum of womanhood that has a beauty all of its own, women that really appreciate an adoring feminized sissy cuckold who marvel at just how far they can push the biscuit so to speak in making the sissy cuckold do utterly deplorable things for them that no other normal human would ever consider.
For me perfection can be found in a woman that around size 20 to 24 hair out of a bottle in whatever color she likes, dresses like a common prostitute and infrequently changes her lingerie and hosiery preferring instead to cover up the stench she emits with cheap whore like perfume.
Make up of course trowelled on heavy with gaudy fake jewelry, er sex life is rampant and funds her drinking and smoking habits allowing men to have her for the price of a gin and tonic in the pub’s toilets or a back alley with no regards to the waste of money that’s called condoms.
She will consider water let alone soap poison since the days of the great flood so thinks it’s lovely to have a pretty feminized sissy cuckold at her beck and call to keep both her pussy and anus licked clean as she’s to lazy to see to her own hygiene.
And it’s not just her filthy pussy and shitty ass that needs the sissy cuckolds cleaning tongue but also her stinking armpits and the creased under her tits and gut overhang where gunge accumulates and of course the horror that are her feet and toes.
As a pathetic feminized sissy cuckold just the thought of serving women link this has me squirt in shameful sissygasms.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1015.
It was not until I was married to Tania my second wife the dominatrix and escort on top of being my Cuckoldress that I came to fully experience the close relationship that female domination and Cuckoldry have.
Prior to being at Tania’s high heels, I had suffered punishments such as spankings cropping’s and of course denial of sexual outlet but in most cases these were by agreement self-imposed to please my first wife and the other ladies that got their claws into me the delicate budding sissy cuckold as I was back then.
But it was Tania with her skills as a Dominant Cuckoldress that plunged me into the darkest recesses of being a feminized sissy cuckold husband with not only physical restraints and punishments but also a regime of total mental and emotional submission.
To this day I know that any erection my little clit has or urge to want to sissysquirt is pure selfishness on my part and I an engulfed with feelings of shame for needing these things.
For the most part as a feminized sissy cuckold I still seek permission to be allowed to have a pathetic little dribble from my ex and in many cases how it is to be achieved.
What Tania was able to achieve being my Cuckoldress wife for eleven years was to totally dominate and destroy any independent thinking when it came to sexual relief instilling in me that not only was my urges the height of selfishness but also every action to get to my sissygasm and the pathetic dribble that ensues was nasty, dirty and shameful and thus all avenues to get to a sissygasm also had to be vile, nasty, dirty and utterly degrading for me.
Thus, often if I am allowed to have a sissygasm it will ordered after I have begged Tania via text or a call that I may so long as it only comes via shameful faggot acts like an anal sissygasm or while I am sucking cock and swallowing the spunk of some raging queer.
The list of degrading ways and paths to a sissygasm is never ending but as you know us feminized sissy cuckolds are so pathetic and weak that we will do and endure anything to obtain that worthless dribble we crave which the rest of the world holds in contempt.