SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1061.
I can remember when I was married to Tania my second wife and cuckoldress one late afternoon which saw me all neat and tidy as the French maid doing the housework as Tania got herself ready to go to a party with her girlfriend Priddy.
Tania was in front of her full-length mirror in the kitchen area fussing over her hair and make up when I entered after having vacuumed through and she was looking like a stunning sex siren.
She had on these towering black strappy high heels on and her legs were encased in sheer black hold up stockings, over her torso was a figure hugging black and white skaters dress that flared and hardly covered her stockings tops and with each pace or slight bend she made you could see the lace tops of her hold ups.
Her make up was rather heavy dark and sultry and her lips sticky red with lipstick that matched the polish on her fingers and toes.
I tried not to gawp in utter adoration, but it was hard something that my little penis would not be able to get due to the chastity device I was in that was causing considerable pain.
Between the time I entered the kitchen to when on the TV screen on the wall of the kitchen we noted Priddy arrive in her car Tania I was under a deluge of verbal put downs and humiliations as Tania had a couple of cigarettes and the drink I had made for her.
It was when I was on my stocking clad knees as Tania gathered her clutch bag up that she made sure that I saw that under her dress she had no panties on and her delicious beautiful shave pussy was on full display and I knew that unless she remained standing all night lots of people looking at her would not only see her stocking tops but also her sex and bottom as well not shielded by the excuse that when for panties she usually wore.
Tania knowing that I was witnessing her lack of lingerie of course purred at me in that sexy loving sweet manner of hers her logic that it would be a hot party what with all the dancing and the humidity and of course if by the off chance she met a nice guy there would be no messing about to get his cock into her.
My last act was me having to kiss the hem of her dress my nostrils drawing in the scent of her heavy heady perfume and what I knew was her arousal before she swept out of the house to join Priddy and head to this party they had been invited to.
So started an evening of torment that saw me finish my duties then the void of nothing but mental torment as my sissy cuckold mind churned over every imaginable sordid thing that Tania might be up to made even worse by the chastity and the fact that as a feminized sissy cuckold I could not help but be on the internet looking at interracial and sissy cuckold porn.
I was kneeling in the kitchen as I had to when Priddy dropped Tania off and seconds later my goddess wife wafted into the house trailing the scent of a woman fucked, her make up askew her dress ruffled the scent of alcohol, cigarettes. stale perfume and sex like a mesmerizing fug.
“On your back!” were her only slurred words and I complied straight away and I made a little moan as Tania stood over my head and I was looking up her black stockinged legs and a drip of sperm hit my face telling me if I did not know already that creampie cleaning was about to happen.
As Tania started a lewd squat down onto my face more sperm dripped down, and I saw that both her pussy and anus had been obliterated by cock and I was in that sissy cuckold frenzy we all get to in this situation.
What happened next occurred so quickly but in my eyes like slow motion before Tania was down low enough to place her gaping fucked asshole over my open mouth for an anal clean up her sphincter expanded and a log of sperm coated shit expanded her dirty hole and started to make its way out with Tania commanding me “Eat it sissy cuckold!” as the first turd passed my open lips and I complied.
All I heard after that as I gulped and swallowed was a hearty laugh from Tania as she witnessed, even though I was in severed chastity a sissygasm occurred.
My whole body stiffened in agony and a mad explosion ran out of my tortured genitals.
“Oh, Sweetie looks like you love eating my shit!”
Utter sweet degradation and humiliation as I ate then licked the last of the sperm coming out of her bowels before she upped and left the kitchen telling me to wash and clean my mouth out then to go to her to clean her pussy up.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1060.
One of the cruelest things a cuckoldress wife can do to her feminized sissy cuckold husband is to impose on sissy cuckold a boyfriend of her choosing.
What we do know is that the loving cuckoldress wife is not going to select some nice fresh handsome guy for her feminized sissy cuckold she will seek out a odious filthy bloated pervert, this is a situation I went through four times with my Cuckoldress Tania, and it was a harrowing experience every time as I am not naturally queer or bisexual and it makes it all the more mentally troubling when you are under orders from your Cuckoldress wife to act like you love it.
The things these disgusting men made me do and did to me are to this day things that make me shudder with shame and self-disgust and that’s saying something for a feminized sissy cuckold to have to admit.
Even having to kiss these men was a horror show let alone acting sexy and doing what they wanted and the shameful self-loathing and tears that were abundant when no matter how hard I tried I would sissygasm due to what they were doing to me still makes me feel nauseous.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1059.
As a budding feminized sissy cuckold in my formative years like many I was a laundry hamper raider degrading myself to put on filthy hosiery and to sniff and lick dirty panties.
Believe me I was in such a frenzy with my budding sexuality that no laundry hamper was safe from me.
I would almost pass out with heady pleasure if I came across panties that were stained with sweat and urine and I would suck on the gussets to obtain the moistened taste, even better if I came across a pair that were still freshly soiled.
Nothing stopped me, it I came into contact with panties that contained excreta I would suck and lick the mess away and if by chance there was gussets cloyed up with cunt cream and sperm I would be in a feeding frenzy
And of course, some of the older ladies hampers I had access to at times contained underwear soiled with vaginal discharges that no sane person would ever smell let alone lick, but I did utterly trapped by my burgeoning sissy cuckold needs.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1058.
When I was married to my second wife Tania the dominatrix, escort and Cuckoldress there was an incident where she purchased me a rubber dolly girlfriend and for a little while she actually allowed me under her gaze and supervision to have sex with the sex doll.
This soon came to an end though when coming home one day Tania wanted me have sex with the doll and the first thing she wanted me to do was to lick my plastic girlfriend out.
It transpired she was full of sperm both in her artificial pussy and anus put there by the dirty old man that lived a couple of doors up who Tania asked to do the honors.
Of course, Tania rained down on me that my plastic girlfriend was so sexually frustrated with my pathetic love making efforts and tiny penis that she had cuckolded me.
If that was not bad enough a few days later Priddy and Maxine two of her girlfriends were around and in front of me as I served them coffee she gleefully explained that my rubber girlfriend had been fucking another man, the squirm factor was horrendous under the mirth and verbal teasing I was placed under.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1056.
Quite a few years ago now just after Tania my second wife and cuckoldress dumped and divorced me I decided to have my sissy cuckold tattoo done on my groin just above my tragic little penis.
I had got to the stage where under no circumstances did I want to be able to con a woman into sex pretending to be a man and I reasoned with the tattoo there no woman would ever fall for my bullshit in trying to cheat my way into a pussy with my miniscule penis.
Since it has been done many, many women and men have seen it rousing much mirth and hilarity and all of them to a man and woman have agreed seeing the speck of my penis that I certainly needed coming with a warning and in fact in their opinion all feminized sissy cuckolds should be marked so no sneaky bullshit can occur.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1055.
If you are a feminized sissy cuckold like me you’ll understand what I am saying when being what we are is utterly exhausting from the moment I wake in the morning till I slip into sleep coma at night sex and the lack of it is on my so-called brain.
Now whether you are a sissy cuckold want to be or a married one and specially a dumped and divorced one all you think about is sex, sex and more sex.
The fact that you are dressed in women’s clothes all the time heightens this every second, even invading your slumber with salacious dreams and nightmares.
Everything and I mean everything around you in your life suddenly becomes related to sex and your pathetic status in life where you must submit and beg for every scrap that a cuckoldress or a master might throw at you
Other things make your life even tougher such as chastity denying you even the flicker of an erection and swellings that are agonizingly painful let alone when an accident happens and regardless of the severe pain you sissygasm.
The biggest cause of our downfall though remains ourselves as feminized sissy cuckolds are notoriously weak willed and led by their urges so regardless of a moratorium on all sexual activity and relief we rush headlong into watching, reading and experiencing all and any pornography to hand and our twisted minds turn even the severe punishments we face and have to endure into a sexual act.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1054.
Chastity, Emotions and imagination are overwhelming things for the feminized sissy cuckold to cope with, even before the sissy cuckold is locked up the mere fact of its heightened sexual needs because it’s dressed in women’s clothes makes the application of a chastity device an appalling thing to cope with.
Then there is what is going through the sissy cuckold’s mind about sex or the sissy cuckold’s version of what constitutes as sex which as we know is utterly perverted kinky and base.
What all feminized sissy cuckolds have in abundance is vivid imaginations so strong that the things it sees in its minds eye are soul consuming and devastating rendering the feminized sissy cuckold of any coherent action or thought.
Then there is what the feminized locked up sissy cuckold feels, yes it has craved for a long time its wife having boyfriends but there is a vast difference between fantasy and reality and once reality strikes the sissy cuckold has to really suffer and cope watching its wife make herself sexy and beautiful of other men real men that can give her what she wants.
Of course, the cuckoldress wife to torment her sissy cuckold will relate all the lurid details when she returns home but up till them the sissy cuckold mind will be on a rampage imagining what its wife is up to.
These are just some of the things that eventually break even the strongest willed sissy cuckold and make them utterly subservient to its cuckoldress wife

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1053.
For all the begging and pleading husbands do to become feminized sissy cuckolds when the wife finally decides to give the lifestyle a go it ends up being her that set the pace and strips away the limits.
Yes limits that we all know the husband tries to impose to keep some modicum of control over the situation not realizing as the wife does straight away that the lifestyle is all about the woman thus she has the whip hand so to speak and can do anything she damn well pleases.
A wife knows anything less than her having all the power is not a true cuckoldress led marriage thus she will inform her sissy cuckold husband that she wants to do this thing right and if she does not have all the power as she loves her husband he will not be getting the full sissy cuckold experience. (of course, the stupid sissy cuckold husband always falls for that one and in a blink of an eyes whatever control he had is pissed away in the wind for good.)
The new feminized sissy cuckold husband will also discover in short order that it becomes his wife that needs this lifestyle more than he ever did and he will as her sissy cuckold maid witness her developing sexual depravities and needs that he never thought she possessed.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1052.
As a feminized sissy cuckold of long standing let me assure all you new and want to be feminized sissy cuckolds that these days men out there really appreciate us gurls.
With the changing nature of dating these days with nearly all women single or married wanting to have black boyfriends the white male is getting the short end of the stick and there are many a male out there that have never had a girlfriend and divorced men have no chance ever at another relationship.
Of course due to not having female contacts after using escorts many a man will turn to the net to have a virtual sex life, this is where they start to see many a feminized sissy cuckold and the apparent availability of these to serve masters either under the direction of the cuckoldress wife or alone if the sissy cuckold is a want to be or a dumped and divorced one.
For the male there is most certainly many advantages in having a feminized sissy cuckold girlfriend as sissy cuckolds always dress utterly feminine and slutty so the man’s nylon, lingerie, stocking and high heels fetishes are always catered for.
The feminized sissy cuckold also never say’s no even to the most sick and vile sexual acts the man wants to practice and shit sure short of a broken leg or some such the feminized sissy cuckold is always available.
You can imagine why so many guys get hooked on sissy cuckolds let’s face it they can be lounging in their favorite chair at home watching football on the television as they chug down beer after beer being as macho and obnoxious as they want and their lingerie clad sissy cuckold girlfriend will be on her knees between his legs sucking furiously on his cock swallowing every drop of each and every climax out of that cock and the man also needs not bother himself going to the bathroom to empty his bladder of all that beer he can just let it all go and sissy cuckold will drink it all down.
The man will also meet no resistance when the time comes that he wants to share sissy cuckold with him mates the sissy cuckold will without complaint engage in a many cock gang bang doing anything to keep her man happy with her.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1051.
If like me you are a feminized sissy cuckold you’ll understand that life is not always a bed of roses and for the likes of us being dumped and divorced is a one of the high risks of the lifestyle.
Take it from me it’s not because your cuckoldress ends up hating you far from it, it’s just that women evolve and want different things or they fall in love with their new man and he had no desire to take on a sissy cuckold hence your wife choosing him over you as she will because he is a real man.
Then there might be her fiscal considerations if the man she had met is loaded giving her a luxury lifestyle.
For myself as painful as both my divorces were in the end I remained close to both my ex wives and get on well with them to this day and although obviously the intimacy is no longer there both still take blatant advantage of me getting me to do all sorts of shitty tasks for the and openly humiliate me, you see no Cuckoldress truly wants to lose control over her feminized sissy cuckold even if she was the one that dumped it.
Of course, one of the aspects of being dumped and divorced as a feminized sissy cuckold is that once again you have some sort of control over your own destiny as you seek to serve another lady.
The problems arising with these newfound freedoms is that the feminized sissy cuckold after so long just serving and reacting and living in a world of humiliation suffering service and sexual frustration has no anchor or moral compass and has by then overwhelming disgusting basic needs that have to be met.
Thus, the feminized sissy cuckold will get into all sorts of perverted situations to get the creampie it craves like an addict and if creampie pussy and anus is not readily available the sissy cuckold will turn to other sissy cuckolds, transvestites and sissies to get their fix.
All’s well and good you say but as we all know the outpourings from a sissy can hardly be called sperm thus the addled sissy cuckold will eventually turn to perverts or gay men to get the cream.
When I think back over the years to how truly low I as a feminized sissy cuckold have stooped to get sperm I shudder, I am not naturally queer in fact things that my step father did to me made me very anti-gay but as a feminized sissy cuckold I have needs even if as I fulfill them needs my brain is screaming self-disgust and horror about what I am doing, Tania my second cuckoldress wife loved this aspect of me and she delighted in making me do things with perverts and ensured as her sissy cuckold I had a boyfriend once in a while so she could delight in my mental suffering having to be the adoring sissy girlfriend meeting all her beau’s sexual needs and desires.
To this day even though I see on a semi regular basis three lady friends that I serve and play with other sissies I also have a semi regular boyfriend a mature gentleman that gives me the cream and is mildly dominant and of course when the perversions in me are raging there is always the pervert parties I attend where anyone attending can sexually use and abuse me in any manner